Back To The Beginning
As I come toward the conclusion of the Pleiadian books, I am coming towards the conclusion of many other areas of my life.
Primarily, I recognize how the outdated behaviors of my third-dimensional Self lower my consciousness. Third dimensional behaviors have always limited our consciousness, but we could not identify them quickly enough to see the connection. Then, a long “time” after that behavior we would realize the cause of the situation that we had created.
Now we are seeing how our thoughts and emotions lay down the foundations of that which will soon be our creation. We are catching our Self in the act of reacting to life in a third dimensional manner. Now, we can often observe how our reactionary behaviors create the same kind of situation again and again.
Fortunately, we are beginning to consciously connect the dots of our old patterns of “unconscious” creation. As we consciously identify our reactions and interactions, we are realizing that we can choose to Let Go of our reaction and allow the unknown to enter our consciousness.
This letting go has repeatedly been displayed in our life over the last six months or so. Therefore, we have been much more “conscious” of our unconscious creations. The wonderful lesson we have learned is that when we allow our Self to LET GO of 3D reactions, interactions, judgments and conflicts, something always manifests that is much better.
In other words, when we LET GO of our 3D reactions, a more creative and higher frequency energy field replaces that which we just released. With this realization, one may think that we would instantly “let go” of any third dimensional reactions to any person, place, situation or thing that is lowering my consciousness.
However, before we can Let Go of all 3D reactions, we have to identify our third dimensional behaviors and/or habits that are tenaciously creating the very reaction that has NEVER worked. Why would we hang on to old behaviors that lower our consciousness and hold us in the lower frequencies?
The answer is because it has become “normal” to accept, behave, desire and/or react to life in a third-dimensional manner. As long as these behaviors are normal, we cannot see the portal of Light that is quietly glimmering through the trees. This Light is calling us to be aware of both our reactive 3D Self, as well as our Multidimensional SELF who constantly reminds us to LET GO of third dimensional challenges.
In other words, our inner voice is whispering, crying, shouting to LET GO of old patterns of engaging in the now extinct third-dimensional dramas. Yes, these dramas are extinct, but many of our perceptual channels are tuned to a version of reality that only exists within our own unconscious Self.
Fortunately, and often uncomfortably, we are NOW recognizing that these old tapes are no longer of interest. Our third dimensional desires are diminishing along with our third dimensional dreams of fame and recognition. Yes, we still like to feel as though someone is observing our life, however, as we stop judging our Self, we are less and less concerned as to whether or not others are judging or acknowledging us.
Most important, we are beginning to KNOW and trust that we are always protected. We know that we are protected because we are able to “feel” our higher guidance above and within us. Of course, there still are “Initiations” in which we have chosen to confront any inner darkness that is ready to fall from our aura and be transmuted into Light.
Through these Initiations we are able to understand that we are actually being giving another chance to live the higher path of Multidimensional Light. We can choose this higher path by releasing our fear reactions and interactions with the illusions of the physical world.
Since I joined Sandy and Jason in their process of merging with the Elementals, there has been a huge shift in my consciousness. I am floating in and out of time in an embarrassing way, with lots of excuses as to why I appear so disoriented. But, the main change has been in my relationship with the Elementals. My backyard is forging its way into the fifth dimension with the growing trees, abundant flowers, myriad insects and hummingbirds.
Many of us have decided to LET GO of our corporate jobs or that fast paced life of the big city. More and more of us want to walk in nature and enjoy our friends, family and the new life we are creating. We are discovering our inner abilities of manifesting the life we choose. Therefore, money, and the lack of it, has been as issue for so long that it has lost its value.
Meanwhile, we are refusing to participate in a reality based on fear and lies. We can make this refusal NOW because we are remembering the WE are the “higher Self.” This realization allows us to remember that we can only create a loving life if we love our Self. Loving our Self is not easy because we have been trained for myriad incarnations that something is wrong with us. Or, maybe, we just weren’t “good enough.”
Why did we never stop to consider just “who” was judging us and why. We were far too busy “trying” to be good enough for “them.” That is one of the main things that is changing. Because we are not judging our Self, we are not be affected by the judgment of others.
As I am moving into the next phase, I find myself looking back to my first Interdimensional and Intergalactic communication. Since these communications seemed so weird, so different and so unacceptable to almost everyone I knew, I hid these files in the bowels of my computer.
Computer after computer held these early secrets that I kept from others and even tried to keep from myself. However, as much as one part of me was sure I was insane, another part of me KNEW that what I was experiencing was real. This process began when I first met the Arcturians and they encouraged me to move through the “vortex.”
Some time in May or June of 1995 I began to receive these transmissions from Antares.
We are from Antares.
We have come to communicate with you because you have formed an ancient alliance with us. You did not remember this alliance until the Orion implant was removed. This implant was placed in your etheric field when you were taken prisoner by them.
You have served in our Legions during many incarnations. You have not been able to recognize this portion of yourself as you have placed it in the darkness and judged it as “wrong”. Before you can move through the Gateway of Arcturus, you must make peace with your warrior.
We have asked you if you would be willing to channel information for us. We have messages, which we would like to relay to the people of Earth that are willing to hear. We feel your doubt and fear to put yourself in a vulnerable position. This fear is ungrounded. You are a great warrior. The word warrior in your language means one who is at battle.
We translate the word “warrior” as one who is brave and unafraid of battle. Battle is not the first choice, but it will be taken if necessary. However, we on Antares have resolved the term battle into evolutionary terms instead of devolutionary terms. You are very connected to us because you were a Norseman and a Celtic. Do you now remember your bravery?
We came to your planet in the late 1980’s to assist your Gaia as She expands into her higher frequency expression of form. We have been working with humanity’s immune system, which has been very taxed by the pollutants within your biosphere.
Some of the pollutants were released from Earth and others were a part of a chemical warfare that was occurring in the sky above your planet. The apex of this battle at that time was above your city of Los Angeles. This is why we have come to communicate with you.
It is time now for you to open your memory to us. To assist you with this process, we will recount the “dream” you had on our first meeting:
You were in your Light Body flying above your city. The vibration of your Los Angeles is much like the vibration of Atlantis during its fall. Our commander, Radulan, a name with which you are familiar, came to greet you. There was a facsimile of a space ship created for you so that you could feel more comfortable.
When you entered the ship you met with many old friends from past, future, and parallel realities. We are a very dynamic people. Our energies are very different from the Arcturians with whom you have formerly communicated. We are very tall to your Earth standards, about ten to twelve feet tall. Our skin appears copper in color to you and we enjoy long hair, much like the Celtic pictures which you have collected.
You have taken on a body in this life that carries much of the genetic codings of our people. Your line of heritage is Northern Europe. You felt our energy strongly when you were in Norway and Ireland. You have also taken a Norwegian husband. None of these incidents are accidental.
You have been being prepared for many lives for this task. Yes, we feel your hearts pull to Arcturus. It is indeed the planet of your Ascension. However, at this time of our first meeting you need to align your energies with our race for the tasks that you are to accomplish.
First you had to come to peace with the Warrior within you. It was the final step necessary for the opening of your heart. We have assignments for you that you volunteered for very, very long ago from your measurement of time. Of course, time is not as you would measure from your third dimensional world. When you have made the transition from duality to unity, you will be living in the NOW.
In fact, we speak to you from the omnipresent NOW. It is our task to assist you to understand the functioning of the NOW, so that you do not become confused by the many ensuing changes you are facing. For example, you are becoming someone new at the same time that you are becoming the person that you have always been.
You are moving into the future at the same time that you are moving into the past. In no-time and no-space there is no separation between future – past or new/old. All simply IS. As you have learned before, your planet is moving into the IS, NOW and BEING of the fifth dimension. Feel this Isness, Nowness and Beingness about you as you communicate with us.
We use the word “US” because we are no longer in duality and no longer perceive ourselves as Beings separate from each other. Again, when we say “no longer” there is an inference of time. It is difficult to communicate in your language without the inference of time or space.
One the techniques that will allow you to expand your conscious is to communicate with us by using a language free of references to time or space. Within the NOW, language is NOT laid out in strings of letters or sounds such as we must now do to communicate with you.
Imagine now that we are with you. See our form. Yes, we are very tall by your standards. We have taken on a denser form than we usually wear to facilitate your vision of us. Do you now see two Beings standing behind me to my right and my left? They are emanations of my Self.
All is a spectrum. I am a band of energy. In order to communicate with you, I place my consciousness at a particular vibration upon that spectrum. My “wings,” which appear to be two other people standing behind me to my right and left, are the bands in my spectrum.
Imagine a long ribbon that is elastic. It is anchored at two distinct points. The points of anchoring are the edges of the spectrum. Now these “edges” are actually an illusion. However, we choose envelopes of operation such as your envelopes of light and sound.
At the point within this band or envelope that I place my consciousness, there is a peak of activity that fans out and behind me in both directions from that point of consciousness.
Experience yourself now as a point on your spectrum. Put the past at one end and the future at the other end. Now move your consciousness towards the “past” portion of the spectrum and experience Atlantis. Feel your consciousness moving along the band of the spectrum and view some of the other lives that you have remembered. Your Atlantis life has a “niche” on the spectrum, as it was the point of your entry into duality.
Now realize that this spectrum is actually a circle, as is all life. As you see the band as a circle you can match up the resonant point of your entry into duality with the point of your exit from duality. As you see this spectrum as a circle, you realize that there is no beginning and no ending, no now and no later because you can travel around the circle many times.
Also, you can go in either direction on the circle. Therefore, you can begin again and again, or end again and again. You, however, are not the point. You are the spectrum. The point of your consciousness is just a tool that you can use at this point of your remembering until you can embrace more of your emanations.
In actuality, you are the entire circle and can exist in all “spaces” on the spectrum at the same “time.” You do not have to learn this process. You need only to remember it.
We see in your mind the graph of the light spectrum and the points of it that are visual to a third-dimensional human. That is a good example of what we are saying. Now place that spectrum into a circle by connecting the “ends” of the spectrum. We ask you to practice expanding that spectrum of visibility until you can see all of it at once.
How do you do this? You move to a point of perception above the circle of Light. After you have achieved the ability to see the entire circle, practice becoming the circle and moving your point of awareness around it.
RELEASING THE STRUGGLE
We see that you struggle with the wounds of your long battle on Earth. Release that struggle now and allow those wounds to heal. Your life shall be calm and simple for a portion of your time so that you can come into a complete healing. Your body is undergoing a great transformation, your emotions are being healed in a deeper level than you ever imagined possible, and your mind is being expanded beyond of all of your lives on Earth.
(Note from Sue, It is interesting that I was guided to read this message now. It has been 19 years since I received this message and I am just beginning to enter the phase that the Antarian is speaking about here.)
Allow yourself now to enjoy this process. The Light will care for your needs. Release that old belief that you have to struggle in order to survive. You will always survive because you are Spirit. Spirit is infinite.
You are very blessed to be able to have this experience of transformation first hand. For many lives you have been prepared for this experience. Remember to use your Merkaba. Draw it out and meditation on the drawing. The integration of you higher Selves into your current reality will greatly assist you.
Finish all that you have begun and BE patient. All is proceeding just as it should. Remember, there truly is no time, as you know it. Therefore, there is no impatience.
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I add this Mayan Inter-dimensional Star Map because it shows the alignment of Arcturus, Pleiades and Antares (spelled with an H – Anthares) with Sirius serving as the tip of that inner pyramid. These are the three systems in our Galaxy that have been the most active in assisting Earth with Her Ascension.