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March 19, 2020 at 8:30 PM #307703Steve BeckowKeymaster
Exploring the role of our feelings in motivating our actions; sharing our upsets and issues with an eye to being free of them./
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March 26, 2020 at 7:46 AM #308019Tom KParticipant
Currently I’m stuggling to override the feeling that I want to go outside and meet people, whereas my intention is to maintain social distancing. I dont seem to be affected much by Corona fear, but spreading it is certainly not what I want. Theres a sense of making a sacrifice, and doing the right thing feels dull.
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March 26, 2020 at 8:26 AM #308028LovebugParticipant
I’m feeling sadness. Taking a hard look at how our country (USA), has made immature choices not coming from a loving place. The gift of being secluded offers opportunity for deeper looking individually an corporately. It’s depressing.
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March 26, 2020 at 12:06 PM #308053Suzanne MarescaKeymaster
It IS depressing. I think we have to get creative and maybe force ourselves to step out of whatever groove we’ve cut for ourselves. Stillness can be a great thing, but too much of it in seclusion is kind of dreadful.
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March 26, 2020 at 8:36 AM #308029Steve BeckowKeymaster
Gotcha, Tom and Lovebug.
Better brace yourself, Lovebug, because I think the worst is yet to come.
I actually think that having a discussion group will allow us to get some of our thoughts and feelings off our chest, which may prove helpful.
Gonna look at the other subgroups….
Wow, we have a discussion group again! Yayayayayayay!
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March 27, 2020 at 3:54 PM #308109AnaelTheRoseAngelParticipant
I’m wondering about sharing the things that I have experienced in my life with this group. I have had a lot of trouble with this since I woke up. Part of me really wants to share the experiences that I have had in my life with other people because it brings me so much joy to do so, and it might even help someone else to share their stories.
I have always felt different even from other lightworkers because of the past lives that I have and the people off planet that I regularly speak to. Whenever I look up channeled messages I never see people trying to speak to the people that I talk to all the time. I don’t know if it’s because other people are also scared to share that they talk to them, or if it truly hasn’t even crossed their mind.
I used to look for outside validation anywhere that I could that my off planet loved ones were real because I at first thought maybe it was too good to be true, but as I have gained knowledge and wisdom, I have realized that I don’t need anyone else to believe that my loved ones are real, if I believe they are, because I have infinite creative power; I can have any reality that I want. Not to mention that I have had instances where I have channeled accurate, verifiable information about a few of them, and so has my Twin Flame.
Anyway, I am not contemplating sharing my knowledge about my self and my loved ones because I hope to somehow give it all validity if you like what I have to say, I just think it would be nice to be able to speak truthfully about myself and maybe help others with what I know.
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March 27, 2020 at 4:34 PM #308114Suzanne MarescaKeymaster
I would say that’s one reason why we created this Forum, so please share as you feel guided to. As more people join the conversation we’ll have more interesting threads and active participation.
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March 28, 2020 at 1:07 PM #308175OneRayLoveParticipant
Dear Anael,
What a wonderful name you have! And then this amazing gifts you carry. Please share them with All you feel could appreciate! For starters I am one of them. Please remind yourself … Everything you share is your True Light and will reflect Love … No matter what! It’s our upbringing and past experiences that got us confused … and taught us/our small self … to judge … leaving us in a state of control to prevent yourself from harm.
I wish I had your abilities to talk to off planet loved ones.
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March 28, 2020 at 1:33 PM #308180OneRayLoveParticipant
As an addition … Not so long ago I came a cross this advice http://vidyafrazier.com/giving-up-story-suffering/ … and although I didn’t like “this truth” as a reflection on my person/life … Part of it, I couldn’t deny either 🙂
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March 27, 2020 at 11:45 PM #308128Steve BeckowKeymaster
“I just think it would be nice to be able to speak truthfully about myself and maybe help others with what I know.”
I agree, Anael.
Share away.
I went through a three-month encounter group long ago as well as the est Training. So sharing one’s self is foundational with me. I know the value of it.
Having said that I also encounter the fact that, in my case, there’s much about myself that it would be supremely unwise of me to share. It would invite ridicule and could bring my most cherished connections into disrepute.
So I’m in a position of living a double life in the interests of the Plan. I don’t much like it but, in my case, it goes with the territory.
It’s interesting for me to see that my situation is different from yours, at this time.
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March 28, 2020 at 1:13 PM #308178AnaelTheRoseAngelParticipant
Thank you Suzanne and Steve for your comments. I feel that I can start being myself around this group. I have tried to do this in other lightworker groups on the internet but at the time I was doing it for the wrong reasons; I wanted my experiences to be validated by others because I thought that it mattered if others believed me.
I still think it would feel good if others believed me, but I now know that my experiences don’t need outside validation in order to be real or true, so being believed would just be a bonus. If I were to completely come clean about myself and my loved ones, it certainly would open a whole new world of people that others could try to communicate with. It may test people’s ability to believe that anything is possible.
I find it funny that the thing that I feel most vulnerable about sharing is the one thing that is completely unique to me that I have to offer to others. Well, I don’t know if I’m ready for that yet, but I can share this: the reason that I chose my username is because Archangel Anael is my Angelic Self. I do call her my Higher Self, but I also know that it was my Pleiadian Self that was the one who chose to come here. I know her name too, its Namíh Apu’rapa. I interchangeably call Namíh and Anael my Higher Self.
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March 29, 2020 at 1:18 AM #308199OneRayLoveParticipant
Wow!!!! Amazing. Thank you for sharing.
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April 7, 2020 at 8:08 PM #308831Catherine VielModerator
Anael, I am appreciating all your posts, thank you!
I wonder, have you read any of Zingdad’s books or articles? You probably have…you seem well versed in the topic. (Zingdad’s conventional name is Arn Allingham, and he’s the channel for Adamu.) Some of what you’re saying reminds me of his experiences and the way he describes himself. Zingdad.com.
Love to all!
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March 29, 2020 at 5:03 PM #308260tesmareeParticipant
Anael, can you share more about your Angelic Self? (Impressions from higher densities / personality traits / memories?)
Nice to meet you
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March 31, 2020 at 11:24 AM #308351AnaelTheRoseAngelParticipant
Archangel Anael is the Archangel of Love, she specializes in teaching higher forms of love in all of its manifestations, such as Divine Union and the purity of sex, which in its highest form is a sacred ritual between two souls. Her specialty is what we would think of as romantic love, but of course the higher forms of them. Relationships between twin souls, but also friendship, parent and child relationships, love for animals and other wildlife, her reach extends to all expressions of love, but again her specialty is romance. She’s known as The Rose Angel and rules over Venus. Her day of the week is Friday, she is associated with the number 6 in numerology, and the color green, but I also feel strongly that she identifies with pink too. I learned all this stuff about her on a website created by the Order of The Light of the Rose, they study everything that they can about angels using every ancient text that they can find.
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March 31, 2020 at 12:03 PM #308357AnaelTheRoseAngelParticipant
http://www.archangels-and-angels.com/aa_pages/correspondences/angel_planet/archangel_anael.html
This is the website that I was talking about earlier.
In this description of Archangel Anael, it is speculated that she may be the daughter of Archangel Michael. I don’t know if it is true or not, but I have always felt closer to him than any other Angel. I feel a close bond with him and I choose to call him my father. I once read that if an enlightened soul reaches a certain level of creative skill and control, God allows them to try their hand at making a new soul, and that resonates with me a lot. I feel that Michael created my soul.
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April 1, 2020 at 6:09 AM #308398tesmareeParticipant
<I once read that if an enlightened soul reaches a certain level of creative skill and control, God allows them to try their hand at making a new soul, and that resonates with me a lot.>
With me, too 🙂
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April 1, 2020 at 6:35 AM #308402AnninaParticipant
Thank you for sharing!
It is so important to remember who we are. We can draw an enormous strength out of it and the more we live it, the more we are able to choose. Yay 🙂
I have a deep connection with Michael, too – LOL this is like a family reunion. I feel truly uplifted! -
April 1, 2020 at 9:12 AM #308410Steve BeckowKeymaster
That’s the value of discussion groups, Annina.
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April 1, 2020 at 9:24 AM #308413AnaelTheRoseAngelParticipant
This is the only discussion group where I feel at home. In hindsight, I think all the mishaps that I had in trying to fit in to other forums and groups was preparing me to join this one. In all those other experiences, I was taught to be strong in my faith of who I am and who my loved ones are, to know that I create my reality, and to not feel guilty about the life path that I chose. I feel very secure in myself so I can bring the best of myself to this group.
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April 2, 2020 at 9:24 AM #308463AnaelTheRoseAngelParticipant
Something really amazing happened to me today, just a few minutes ago. I got off work and was walking home (my job is across the street), and I saw a squirrel just ahead of me on the pathway in my apartment complex.
I made a kissy noise to alert him that I was there because I didn’t want to spook him. He looked at me, and I was expecting him to run away like they always do when a human is nearby, but he kept rooting around in the dirt even as I walked just about two feet away from him.
I kept walking and got to the stairs that go up to my apartment, and I decided to look back at the squirrel. He had hopped up on the bench near where he was and was staring at me. I decided to make that kissy noise again, and he started to hop towards me; I kept making the noise and he came up to me and sniffed my hand!
I think once he realized that I didn’t have any food for him, he lost interest in me, but I have never had an animal come up to me that wasn’t likely to be regularly fed by people. Its usually pigeons and stray cats that get fed by people, I have never seen anyone at my complex feeding the squirrels.
I think the animals are starting to feel more comfortable with us, that makes me really happy because I love animals.
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April 2, 2020 at 11:08 AM #308466tesmareeParticipant
Wow, beautiful story! 🙂
As a child I fed a wild bird on a mountain in Bavaria. It just came close and took bread out of my hand 🙂
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April 2, 2020 at 11:19 AM #308467AnaelTheRoseAngelParticipant
That’s super cute, I love birds ❤️ Once money isn’t an issue, I think I would like to learn how to keep a bird as a pet.
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April 4, 2020 at 3:44 AM #308569OneRayLoveParticipant
Hahaha Anael, you made me laugh. Are you thinking of keeping an ostrich or what? LOL 🙂 😉
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April 3, 2020 at 4:01 AM #308486OneRayLoveParticipant
These are the kind of stories I truly love, thanks everybody. This reminds me of a story of my own….
While I was living in the Dominican Republic discovering myself and spirituality, I was having a truly blissful experience with a mosquito hahahaha.
So the thing is that I was working very hard to make my dreams, beliefs and visions about a better and even perfect world come true. To my understanding at the time, this wouldn’t include pain, sickness, harm, negativity or death in any way. Therefore I was trying not to hurt anyone and especially avoid killing any of God’s creatures.
Nevertheless the mosquitoes kept stinging me and although it didn’t hurt, I felt the after effect very unpleasant. So I went through a conscious circle of understanding then.
Because I was unable to reject them, but couldn’t ignore them and their harmful effects either, I concluded They had to be bad! As soon as I accepted Them to be bad and a plaque (for all the harmful effects and sickness they spread), I enabled Myself to be part of the good. In this manner I had created a duality space, where I slowly moved to one side of this conscious spectrum.
Now I resided in the Good camp, the human camp being harassed by elements in its outer space of existence. To my understanding at the time, the mosquitoes definitely were part of the bad. Once I convinced myself of this understanding I fed the belief with more and more negativity. I ultimately even felt justified to firstly protect myself and secondly to pursue fighting them. This in the end led to my conscious transformation and justification for being allowed to kill them after all.
As this went on for a while, I had to come into clear with my spiritual path and views of a perfect world. So within this conscious environment I developed the understanding that in “future time”, where God and All beings of Light would change the world into our New World that works for everyone, the mosquitoes wouldn’t sting anyone … and to start with avoid stinging the “good” ones. Maybe when we would finally arrive in this place of paradise, there wouldn’t be a need for any mosquito to even exist. I didn’t know and I didn’t really care, being to focussed and holding on to all the good I was creating as a “Light Worker”.
Then one day, while I was doing my spiritual studies laying on the bed, a mosquito landed on my foot. In order to strike it down I had to stretch myself and probably would not have got it anyway. That’s when I surrendered and gave in to this fight, with this mosquito specimen.
I remembered thinking, I had blood in abundance and decided to offer a few drops freely. I let my protection and resistance down, moved my consciousness to the actual Now moment … and started a small conversation with the tiny mosquito. I asked if it could pass on to all other mosquitoes in the world, that we humans are really not that fond of being stung. I even told the mosquito, they as a species sometimes spread diseases. We sat in this moment of conversation as equals and peers among God’s creation.The whole communication lasted for more than 20 minutes! The mosquito gave me the insight, it hadn’t any intention of hurting me at all. It was attracted to me because of certain “tensions” it felt and could possibly release them, while simultaneously having some supper. I remember sending so much love to the tiny bugger, I twisted myself into bliss!
After this “healing” session was over, there wasn’t a bump or itch of any kind. My dear mosquito friend had taken the venom to thin my blood back with him. A day and experience to never forget.
This was the beginning of many more love/conscious transformations, where I myself took full responsibility for my own perceptions. That’s when I slowly started to learn about Problem, Solution … Creation!!! This is when we first create a problem in the Now and a solution in our own future now, where we plan ourselves to arrive under certain “better” conditions!
This is the start of my learning curve, that time doesn’t exist on itself, just like space, matter and “reality” all together. There is only ONE consciousness and all of us claim a part of it, holding it in our body’s.
Love you all
Ra~Luv
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April 3, 2020 at 4:45 AM #308487tesmareeParticipant
What an interesting story!
Just yesterday I went through some notes I took in 2008/9, when my mind was very open.
One piece of information I had gotten then was that there is a need of insects in our world, because they have certain tasks/functions other animals cannot fulfill. That matches exactly what you said about the mosquito and tension
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April 12, 2020 at 8:46 AM #309104Catherine VielModerator
Ralph, I appreciate your story! Since I am allergic to mosquito bites I don’t think I would’ve been able to calmly carry on the dialogue that you did. That little sucker would’ve been history (pun intended).
Matthew Ward (through Suzy Ward) states in their book Revelations for a New Era:
”In the very beginning of animal life on the planet, all species had a mild and mannerly nature. Later, due to vile experiments as the dark forces abused free will, animal design fell into lower density where ferocity could be manifested and sustained…
“The dark designers didn’t confine their horrible creations to huge animals. They also made fleas, for instance. Fleas always were meant to be only an abomination, ranging from annoyance for the animals they infest to the diseases they initiate or spread. An even more harmful intention was behind the design of the tiniest life forms, the microbes, whose purpose was to create havoc of immeasurable impact among all other life forms.”
Matthew addresses this again in two of his later messages:
July 19, 2015
“With reference to our stating that ‘everything in your world is purposeful,’ a reader asked, ‘What purpose is served by rats, roaches, fleas, mosquitoes, etc.’ It started eons past in linear time, when the darkness manipulated the DNA of some weaker civilizations and programmed their bodies for aging and disease. A civilization at third density conscious and spiritual level, which Earth’s peoples and other life forms have been for many millennia, has bodies that are susceptible to the diseases that some insects and rats can cause or spread; and, given the flexibility in soul contracts, physical death by that means can satisfy contracts’ cause and longevity provisions.“Insects also serve the purpose of souls whose lifetime energy consigned them to the basest part of third density spirit realms. When they are willing to receive sufficient light to embody, they do so in a short-lived form without cellular memory patterning that could influence behavior as they start back up the ladder of evolution. You will welcome knowing that insects cannot survive in the higher vibratory levels where Earth is heading, and their place in the food chain no longer will be needed.”
Specifically regarding rats, he states in the same message:
“Rats are intelligent, emotional rodents, and those that are well-treated pets respond in kind; the hordes that run wild simply are trying to survive in a world where they are detested. As a civilization grows in consciousness, so do all other life forms in that world. With that advancement comes humankind’s respect for all animal life, and ‘wild’ rats, like other species now considered obnoxious, will be elevated in behavior and popular acceptance. Have no concerns that your world may be overrun with rats or rabbits or any other animals that produce litters quickly! They will reproduce less often and in smaller numbers as long as they decide to embody on the planet—these species, like all others, evolve and at some point incarnate as higher-order beings.”
He clarified which insects won’t survive in his next message:
August 17, 2015
“I thank all of you who wrote about this part of our last message: Insects also serve the purpose of souls whose lifetime energy consigned them to the basest part of third density spirit realms… You will welcome knowing that insects cannot survive in the higher vibratory levels where Earth is heading, and their place in the food chain no longer will be needed.“I should have said ‘those’ before the words ‘insects’ in both statements to make clear that the information pertained only to insects in the reader’s question about the purpose of ‘…roaches, fleas, mosquitoes, etc.?’—the kinds of insects that cause or spread disease or are just plain nuisances. So, dear ones, you can welcome knowing that honey bees will be with you as long as their valuable service is desired and honored; and other splendid little life forms that delight you, like butterflies, dragonflies, lady bugs and lightning bugs, also will continue to grace your world with their beauty and uniqueness as Earth moves into ever-higher vibratory planes.”
—Matthew’s Messages at https://www.matthewbooks.com
I for one am hoping that Matthew’s information is correct and there won’t be any more fleas and mosquitoes in our very near future. (Fleas also love me – I must have sweet blood.😉)
Blessings!
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April 3, 2020 at 10:06 AM #308515AnaelTheRoseAngelParticipant
I wish to share one of my past lives today. I remembered this one when I was reading a channeled message from the Feline Race. I think some people call them Hussian. Now I don’t know on what planet or in which dimension this lifetime took place (it probably took place in the 3rd or 4th dimension), but it is really interesting to me nonetheless. The notes are a little sloppy, my apologies.
Kah’la
One of my past lives as a Feline humanoid
Black, short fur, long mane braided in one french braid and tied at the base of the neck, extends to just above the butt
One patch of white fur in center of chest, shaped like a rupee [Legend of Zelda rupee]
Golden eyes, painted gold nails on fingers and toes
Long, slender physique, 6’8” tall (average height for women is 6’, for men is 7’), small breasts, one tail that splits in two roughly two thirds down, very delicate feline facial features, pink nose, neck slightly longer and thinner than typical human neck, otherwise very human proportions, including human hands and feet (four toes on feet and one dew claw-like toe near inner ankle, toes look like halfway between human toes and cat toes)
Gold accessories (two hoop earrings on each ear, roughly 8 gold hoops on neck, thick gold arm bands and one gold bracelet on each wrist, same thick bands on ankles sans the bracelets, gold snake arm band on upper right arm, owned two types of snake arm bands, one is a simple loop like an ouroboros, the second is a spiral, the head facing up, the body making three complete loops, the tail stopping halfway on the fourth loop and bending down)
Fur on upper left arm is dyed a deep clay red, in the shape of some kind of tribal symbol, perhaps indicating cultural or family lineage (edit: after learning her role in life, i now realize her “tattoo” is the brand of a servant of Sekhmet); tattoo looks like this:
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Strapless bra-like top, creamy white with gold trimming, creamy white skirt down to just above the knees with a slit that goes all the way up on the right side, flexible gold decorative material that is something harder than fabric which holds the skirt firmly on the hips, hole in the back for tail, clasp located above the slit
Served as an attendant to the Goddess Sekhmet in ancient days, given luxuries above that of the commoners, was privy to the ancient mystery school teachings of their people
An honest, fair and blunt person, with loving intentions beneath an exterior of stubborn desire to follow rules; motherly demeanor similar to a strict nanny, very devout and proud servant of Sekhmet
In her culture, men are usually the laborers — any kind of job where you’d need to be strong, handy, and willing to get dirty — the warriors, the hunters, and the athletes. Women are usually the scholars — teachers, scientists, philosophers, and all other categories of academia — the artists, the healers, the politicians/priestesses (no separation of church and state), and the child rearers. The only job that really blends the two genders is their police force, but the roles played in that career are still based on strength vs intelligence. Criminals are used as slaves for the duration of their sentence, or for life; or they are executed if the crime is severe enough
Was teased as a child for being tall and athletic like a man, but grew to love her height because their Queen/Goddess Sekhmet was 8 feet tall and very strong looking, having the appearance of a lioness
Lived to be 853 years old
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April 3, 2020 at 12:03 PM #308522OneRayLoveParticipant
Truly amazing Anael. Thank you so much for sharing these knowings with us.
Love you
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April 3, 2020 at 3:05 PM #308534AnaelTheRoseAngelParticipant
Thank you very much ❤️
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April 6, 2020 at 1:41 PM #308741hbailey94Participant
Does anyone have the sense that your ego/personality in a way does in fact die for good? The soul, if you think about it, is an extremely wise and old entity, overseeing the ego or personality (is there a difference between the two?), bringing things to the attention of the ego. And when we die, the ego is absorbed as a memory for the soul…isn’t that an actual death? That your ego/personality will never live again? I had the experience of talking to my soul from the ego and began questioning this. Are the ego/personality finite? While the soul that is attempting to slowly overrride the ego is infinite. Is the absorption of one aspect of “what is God” such as the ego or soul really just death in God’s way of killing? A kind way to kill us(the ego/personality)?
What do you think?
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April 6, 2020 at 2:26 PM #308746AnaelTheRoseAngelParticipant
My research has led me to the conclusion that personality disappears at a certain density, which one I don’t know, but for instance, Archangels do not have form or personality, they only exhibit uniqueness through their interests or areas of expertise.
I think that channelers may unwittingly give Archangels personality when channeling them, or the Archangels are picking up on their old personalities by lowering their vibration enough to be heard by the channeler. But in the density where the Angelic Realms exist, which is quite a high density, personality doesn’t exist.
I have heard different definitions about ego, that it is the desire to “do”, and that it only disappears when a soul completely returns to Source; but I think the more common definition is that it is the entity in a 3rd density being that is in charge of maintaining the proper functions of the physical body.
This entity’s only job is to make sure the physical vessel does not get damaged so that the soul can have a full experience in the physical world. After so much trauma, and a never ending positive feedback loop of pain and heart-shielding, the ego has become quite the monster in many people on this planet.
The ego was never meant to shield us from mental and emotional hurts, it was only designed to protect the physical vessel, but since we all collectively decided to see how dark and evil we could make the world, the ego was given permission to run wild.
Now that we are ascending out of a world full of pain, we don’t need our egos to rule over us like in the past. We all need to reset them to use their original programming, which is only to maintain our vessels, which means things like using the bathroom, eating, sleeping, exercising, and feeling just enough fear, but not more than is necessary, to avoid bodily injury. I doubt that even the fear will be necessary where we’re headed.
So as far as the ego and personality dying in a person goes, yes both do occur in my opinion, because they just aren’t necessary as you climb into the higher densities. Source never forgets those memories, and one could argue that egos and personalities never disappear because everything exists forever; Source is infinite and eternal in all directions of time.
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April 6, 2020 at 2:33 PM #308748tesmareeParticipant
Does anyone have the sense that your ego/personality in a way does in fact die for good?
Not quite. What I saw / remembered was a little different. It’s more complex that our human mind can grasp, I guess.
And when we die, the ego is absorbed as a memory for the soul
I saw that the memory, the essential experiences we make, are absorbed, indeed (because they are the reason our soul sends us here). Our character (with it’s ego) goes to ”sleep”, until a similar experience in another world requires it’s use.
I want to use the theatre-metaphor again here. Our different characters are like roles our soul plays in different worlds / lives. Often they are very similiar, they can evolve, they can change.
So, does a character “die” when an actor doesn’t play it? No. It’s just not filled with awareness at this moment.You have smaller examples of that in daily life: People play characters all the time: father / colleague / sportsman / son … they are rather programs the consciousness uses to interact with others. It’s the same with us and our ego. When we die we melt with our wider awareness, of which we are a tiny part, but we can seperate from it again for another life time.
(It’s really like the drop-in-the-ocean-picture many people use.)That’s my understanding at least : – )
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April 6, 2020 at 2:41 PM #308750hbailey94Participant
What do you make of the part of you that thinks? Is that the ego thinking, or your soul bringing thoughts into your consciousness and your ego reacting to them like they are a part of self, perhaps?
What are your thoughts?
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April 6, 2020 at 3:00 PM #308753tesmareeParticipant
What do you make of the part of you that thinks?
Thinking is the projection of consciousness to the outside and processing of the reflections (like our brain processing the information sent from the retina hit by light). The consciousness is part of our wider awareness, clad in our character, reduced to a very small ray.
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April 7, 2020 at 11:19 AM #308799AnaelTheRoseAngelParticipant
I believe that thinking is done by the mental body in conjunction with the brain, which is not your soul, it is a faculty created by the original consciousness.
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April 6, 2020 at 3:07 PM #308754Steve BeckowKeymaster
I could take a cut at it, Anael, but it would just be a guess. I really don’t know…
I’d rather hear what others have to say….
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April 7, 2020 at 4:48 AM #308775OneRayLoveParticipant
I really like this sharing, comparing and learning part regarding the ego and personality. Thanks all involved.
Wish we could have this “discussion” moved into a separate thread in this forum. I feel there is much more to share and learn about this topic.
Love you
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April 7, 2020 at 5:05 AM #308776OneRayLoveParticipant
Initial questions brought in by hbailey94 … thank you so much!
1) Does anyone have the sense that your ego/personality in a way does in fact die for good?
2) The soul, if you think about it, is an extremely wise and old entity, overseeing the ego or personality (is there a difference between the two?), bringing things to the attention of the ego.
3) And when we die, the ego is absorbed as a memory for the soul…isn’t that an actual death?
4) That your ego/personality will never live again?
5) I had the experience of talking to my soul from the ego and began questioning this. Are the ego/personality finite, while the soul that is attempting to slowly override the ego is infinite?
6) Is the absorption of one aspect of “what is God” such as the ego or soul really just death in God’s way of killing or a kind way to kill us(the ego/personality)?What do you think?
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April 21, 2020 at 6:49 PM #309553GoldJubileeParticipant
My understanding is that as we walk our Earth journey, our Ego does not need to die, per se, it only needs to return to its proper proportion. The Ego is a gift, it is part of our Nature. It is intended to help keep us out of trouble, so we don’t literally walk off the edge of a cliff, and more. But, it was never meant to be the captain of the ship so-to-speak, and surely we’ve seen examples of people who are driven primarily by their ego, and it is never a pretty sight much like a child running a household instead of the parent. But let us not judge others, that is the ego attempting to enlarge itself. Instead love the ego, assure it that in the context of your rising consciousness of your current human life that it won’t die, because you need its special type of guidance. Let the poor overworked ego relax into its intended small place in our psyche.
I believe the personality is separate from the ego, although they may ideally work together in practice.
It is said in the Urantia Book that Ascension results in the permanent merging of our finite personality with our infinite higher-self creating a new creature with the aspects of both. The higher-self gaining a personality, and the personality gaining immortality in a new wholly unified form. We see, for example, that St. Germain the ascended master retains his wonderful charming and humorous personality, while yet being perfect and immortal. This is our goal, the so-called everlasting life.
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April 7, 2020 at 8:41 AM #308792gardenlorParticipant
Wow
How truly wonderful to experience this kind of sharing and discussion.
Thank you to you all.Myself – I had an experience where I went into a severe shock and what happened is this :
I was sitting aware that my entire persona – personality – ego construct was outside of “me” in pieces. It looked (felt) like pieces of a puzzle all displayed before me. – laying where I could see them.Also, during that time I was woken in the night to go to the living room window and had an encounter with a blue sphere.
My belief thus far is that we are all -ALL That IS
I feel I have stages of deaths and rebirths within this physical vessel. The big “deaths” – (transmutations) lead to a new level of awareness to live and experience …. through the vessel.
Twice I have had experiences where I felt a “death” and then a returning. Both times I had gone into what I call “shock” and that is why I wonder – if that is what the collective will experience Now ?This is maybe a description of the ascension personally.
I joke often that it should come with a warning….lol
One more aspect of the experience – upon returning – I was not the same and the previous life reflected that “in physical”. I experienced a dismantling of “old finished energy”. The only thing I could do is “observe” ( or resist and create the old again).I appreciate you all for sharing.
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April 8, 2020 at 8:18 AM #308852Steve BeckowKeymaster
Gardenlor,
Thanks for sharing.
Accession to a higher dimension is like all spiritrual experiences. It isn’t a death, so to speak, so much as an expansion in awareness and the sense of well-being.
In 2015 I would go in and out of what Michael would describe as Fifth-Seventh Dimensional experiencing. To me it was no different in essence, though radically different in degree, than any spiritual experience. Love was the same love that I felt in many spiritual experiences but absolutely boundless. Gratitude, compassion, satisfaction – all were the same but opened up to a degree that is unimaginable.
Let me answer your later share as well.
I’ve never experienced schizophrenia so I can’t answer that question. Somehow I doubt it though. The same with it all being channeling. My knowledge is not deep enough to answer that question.
“Then upon the 5th Dimension we are multidimensional….” If you’d asked me that question five years ago, I’d say, no, we are only Fifth Dimensional. But, as the Company of Heaven says, the rules have changed. Now Fifth Dimensional is said to be a portal to the higher dimensions.
My own experience is too limited to be able to speak on any of these subjects with any reliability.
Love ya.
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April 8, 2020 at 3:17 AM #308838OtterParticipant
Steve B. this morning shared:
I once asked Archangel Michael who the motley crew were who were speaking through me, aside from himself. He said anyone who happened by.
I’ll have to think about that. I’m not sure I want just anyone speaking through me.
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April 8, 2020 at 7:48 AM #308847gardenlorParticipant
Isn’t it all channeling – but we identify with parts that are “me” – I wonder ?
The vibration being the guard of whats allowed.Love will bring one type of “truth”
Fear another…etc.I’ve wondered if “multidimensional” isn’t just a higher vibration than what we label schizophrenia ?
Becoming conscious (aware of the voices), lots of clearing and cleaning again and more…..whew ! and then upon the 5th dimension we are multidimensional – yes ?
Oh the questions….
Love to you all today….
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April 8, 2020 at 1:24 PM #308882gardenlorParticipant
Thank you for the personal email Steve.
I learned a lot from this experience.
We maybe getting there by different journey’s…
Mine has been through “death of ego ” as explained by Eckhart in his teaching “Relinquishing Thought and Death of Ego”. Not my choice if you asked me at the time. But Now I see the necessity.
The multidimensional experiences that happened, I feel, I wasn’t really prepared for – so by others sharing I wonder if those yet to experience these experiences will be able to relax into them in allowance more gracefully. This sensitivity is happening to many Now.
I learned long ago that experience is how I choose to learn. This is the result of “following” teachers as in teacher – student. It comes down to – can many paths exist – ending at the same place- in this case acceptance – Love – Oneness as goal.
It is why I prefer transparent forums. I love to hear of all the ways people are experiencing these higher frequency changes.
Thank you again for opening this forum for all to share.
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April 8, 2020 at 2:24 PM #308886Steve BeckowKeymaster
Otter,
These are ascended masters and celestials. You don’t want to have their guidance?
Tell them to come over and chat with me. I’m happy to have the conversation.
In the particular instance in which I first became aware of this happening … well, I’d have to give an intro.
I was walking down a busy street and feeling irritated. I was only two blocks from home and said to myself,”I’d better get home before I say something angrily to someone.”
I then heard, “I’m going to build myself an energy bubble.”
Energy bubble? WHAT is an energy bubble.
I don’t know anything about the subject, but I did it regardless and my anger went away.
Later I asked Michael who that was and he said it was St. Germaine.
Since then I have listened and have seen several incidents where I can identify that a thought was placed in my mind.
Since then Michael has told me that, when he comes in, I will hear a high-pitched sound:
Steve: How do I know when you are whispering in my ear?
AAM: Often it is prefaced by a high-pitched ring.
Steve: Oh, I hear that all the time.
AAM: Yes, I know.
Steve: [laughing] Are you here all the time?
AAM: Yes, I am. (AAM, Feb. 18, 2011.)
Now I rely on Michael being there!!!!
“Thank you again for opening this forum for all to share.”
Wasn’t me, Gardenlor. It’s Suzi’s idea and she did all the work. Thank you, Suzi!
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April 9, 2020 at 6:44 AM #308914OtterParticipant
Otter,
These are ascended masters and celestials. You don’t want to have their guidance?
Hi Steve,
That’s my point, AAM told you it could be “Anyone who happened by”. The ascended masters and celestials have warned us about the many mind controls directed at us. Everything from the mainstream media to chem trails to 5G to smart meters to Reptilian aliens have been attempting to control us. Thanks to them we know about this, along with the help of your blog.Anyone of them could be the reason for your irritation that day. I often feel the same way. I wish I had known that energy bubble trick.
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April 9, 2020 at 6:56 AM #308916gardenlorParticipant
Thank you Steve for your comments.
A fun story of synchronicity…..
I was lying on the couch two nights ago and the buzzing was so loud. (high pitched ring )I paused and said – if that’s you guys ( my guides) please confirm somehow that indeed this is what it is…
I was thinking – maybe its wifi or something else.So thank you again Steve for that bit of fun….
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April 9, 2020 at 8:56 AM #308922Tom KParticipant
I have the high pitched ringing too, since a few years. I thought it was tinnitus. In February this year it became noticeably louder, and more annoying. Then I decided to associate it with incoming Light, so now each time I notice the sound, I think of the incoming Diamond Light from the central sun. Then at the last equinox I noticed the tone of the sound changed. I just asked my guides about it, though I’m not yet very adept at listening to their answers.
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April 9, 2020 at 11:08 AM #308926gardenlorParticipant
Hi Tom,
I too have this happening more and different as of late….
and so thank you for sharing.
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April 9, 2020 at 5:49 PM #308947Steve BeckowKeymaster
Paramahansa Yogananda said, long ago, that the high-pitched ringing in the ears was the sound of the cosmic motor, Aum.
“The Aum vibration … reverberates throughout the universe (the ‘Word’ or ‘voice of many waters’ of the Bible).” (Paramahansa Yogananda, Autobiography of a Yogi, 17n.)
“The earthly sounds of all atomic motion, including the sounds of the body—the heart, lungs, circulation, cellular activity—come from the cosmic sound of the creative vibratory activity of Aum. The sounds of the nine octaves perceptible to the human ear, as well as all cosmic low or high vibrations that cannot be registered by the human ear, have their origin in Aum.” https://www.yogananda.com.au/pyr/pyr_aum.html)
“[One] hears the sound of Holy Ghost [AUM, a part of the Divine Mother] when all bodily and astral sounds cease. Then, by deeper meditation on this sound, by higher processes learned from the Guru, he can be one with the sound and ‘touch’ it. Then, after touching or feeling it, by still higher methods, the spiritual aspirant will find his consciousness vibrating simultaneously in his body and in several continents. As he progresses further by deeper and longer meditation, he will find his consciousness vibrating simultaneously in his body, in the earth, the planets, the universes, and in every particle of matter.” (Paramahansa Yogananda, Second Coming of Christ 1, 17.)
Here is Archangel Michael through Celia Fenn, making the same point:
“You are always hearing the sound of the universe, that high-pitched ringing in your ears.” (Archangel Michael through Celia Fenn in “Celia Fenn: Shift Symptoms While Going From a Carbon Base to a Crystalline Silicon Body,” July 12, 2019, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/?p=301773.)
Let me list the times he’s discussed it with me:
From 2013
Steve: Is a loud, high-pitched ringing the sign of an overlighting presence?
AAM: Yes.
S: Oh, I thought that was the sound of the cosmic motor [Aum, the Divine Mother, the Word of God].
AAM: It is the cosmic motor but it is the cosmic motor tapping you on the shoulder and saying “We’re here.”
S: Oh, because I get that all the time.
AAM: Yes, you do.
S: So it is the same thing for me – a tapping on the shoulder.
AAM: Yes, it is.
S: Are there other signs?
AAM: A very deep thrumming, not the same as hearing the heartbeat of Gaia. That is a very unique sort of a whoosh, whoosh, as a very large heart sound. But a thrumming;, almost a vibratory sound of a very deep tone, as if the Tibetan monks have taken up residence in your ear drum. (Personal Reading with Archangel Michael through Linda Dillon, Oct. 11, 2013.)
From 2011
Steve: How do I know when you are whispering in my ear?
AAM: Often it is prefaced by a high-pitched ring.
Steve: Oh, I hear that all the time.
AAM: Yes, I know.
Steve: [laughing] Are you here all the time?
AAM: Yes, I am.
Steve: [laughing] So glad to know that, Lord. (AAM, Feb. 18, 2011.)
Archangel Michael: When you wish for inspiration, go quiet. Yes, you will hear the ringing again and again and again. And simply listen. And allow.
Steve: The ringing. Is it at base the Mother? Is it at base the universal creative vibration?
AAM: There are two ringings that you perceive, and one, yes, is the universe. And the universal tone, as it were. But there is a higher pitch that I tend to come in on. (Personal Reading with Archangel Michael through Linda Dillon, Feb. 18, 2011.)
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I imagine more and more people will hear the ringing as we ascend.
Incidentally I came across the passage in which he talks about who are inspiring me:
Steve: Who is inspiring me? The other day I walked down the street and was having this energetic experience of other people, their various feelings. And I suddenly had the idea to build an energy bubble around myself and I did so. And it stopped the infiltration of the feelings of other people.
But I suddenly realized, I don’t know anything about energy bubbles! Who is inspiring me?
AAM: We are all inspiring you but that particular inspiration came through St. Germaine, my friend.
Steve: Well, it was so subtle. At first I thought it was a thought that I had and then I said to myself, “I don’t have any knowledge about energy bubbles!” So it was the first time I was aware that somebody else must’ve given me that thought.
AAM: Well, you have known about energy bubbles for a long time. You just haven’t consciously been aware of them and so, when the suggestion, the inspiration was given to you by your dear friend who loves to go on a jaunt about town, it was instantaneous, was it not? And look how well it works!
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I imagine it’s the same for a lot of lightworkers – not only hearing Aum but also being inspired.
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April 9, 2020 at 6:04 PM #308948Steve BeckowKeymaster
Tom, it was the article posted that very day.
But I’m not sure what it was that Otter said that I was referring to.
So there are two articles that day: “All That Remains is … Me” at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2020/04/07/all-that-remains-is-me/ and “We Are, All of Us, Innocent and Pure” at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2020/04/07/307247/
It’d be one of them.
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April 10, 2020 at 2:14 AM #308972Tom KParticipant
Thank you Steve for your explanations!
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April 10, 2020 at 3:34 AM #308978OtterParticipant
The quote from Steve in my post, was from that very article.
So confusing 🙂
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April 10, 2020 at 3:46 AM #308981WillgronParticipant
Had ringing mostly in my left ear for some years, it is usually pleasant and feels celestial. Very interesting that others are experiencing this. And I also experience waves or vibrations. Starting from my left ear and expanding toward the whole right brain hemisphere, I think the waves that I experience are made by our cosmic family, don’t really know. They also manifest white cloudlike stripes outside my body, like if they would have a paintbrush with white paint and start brushing in front of me. Remember I was hanging the laundry outside and saw the stripes manifest, then I looked up and there was a white light ignition coming from a small spot that passed by in the sky.
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April 10, 2020 at 7:27 AM #308990AnaelTheRoseAngelParticipant
I watched David Wilcock’s latest livestream about his prophetic channeled messages regarding the coronavirus, and in that show he left in a conversation that he had with the higher beings with whom he was communicating, about masturbation. I apologize if this makes anyone uncomfortable but I am feeling really lost and I was hoping for some other opinions and comfort.
He said those higher beings told him not to masturbate, and David said it’s not good to do it “when you’re trying to do this kind of work.” My husband searched up this topic and on a blog describing this conversation between David and his angelic contacts, it said that energy leaves through the orgasm which weakens the astral body.
I don’t know what to do with this information, and it is bringing up within me a lot of old energies from the middle ages, all that stuff about being a filthy sinner if you do anything outside of intercourse between you and your spouse, and only to reproduce.
I have been crying a lot because I just don’t have enough information about the subject. David didn’t explain himself in the livestream, and I don’t know where to get more info on it, so I feel a lot of fear and shame coming up.
Also, something that has been bothering me about him is that when he talks about his channeling method, he describes it like its the only true way to channel higher beings and that anyone else who claims to employ a different method is a fraud. He is a very intelligent and well researched man, so I can’t possibly refute what he’s saying, I have no evidence to argue against it. However, I can’t shake this uneasy feeling that I get about it.
I don’t think he’s right, I think there are more than one way to channel, and that he’s being very narrow minded because he has so much success with his own method. I really respect David and that is why this is so difficult for me to process. Thank you for listening to me vent.
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April 10, 2020 at 8:02 AM #308999tesmareeParticipant
I don’t think he’s right, I think there are more than one way to channel
There you have your answer : – )
And maybe, if we don’t call it ‘channeling’ but talking or listening, we get beyond a very narrow definition that limits our connection to higher densities…
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April 10, 2020 at 8:17 AM #309004Steve BeckowKeymaster
I asked Michael about the subject in 2015, Anael. Here’s his reply:
Steve: What is the Company of Heaven’s viewpoint on masturbation?
AAM: It is a way of relief, of ecstacy, of bliss, of joining in divine spark for that moment. It is union with your sacred self. [To worry about it] is a human concern, not a divine one. (Feb. 20, 2015.)
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April 10, 2020 at 10:56 AM #309020OneRayLoveParticipant
Dear Anael,
I am so sorry to read you are currently struggling. I’ll sent you unconditional love. I Bless & Forgive you! These are your own tools! Receive them in this moment of emotion and confusion.
Furthermore I like to offer you my truth, which is
Nothing “outside” holds power or truth over you (your own)
Maybe also read this information here I posted in this forum, you might have some benefit with.
Finally, I would like you to bless yourself for the current “gift” you have received! For many times we don’t see or feel them as such. But you are clearly releasing “old” darkness to the surface to be cleared for you and “others”.
Thank you … Love you
Ra~Luv, Ralph
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April 10, 2020 at 1:15 PM #309027AnaelTheRoseAngelParticipant
Thank you tesmaree, Steve, and Ralph for those replies, I feel much better. It truly means a lot to me that I can be completely honest in this forum, I have never felt comfortable enough to do that before, I feel very loved here, so thank you.
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April 11, 2020 at 10:58 AM #309060AnninaParticipant
Hi Anael!
Shame and guilt are such joy killers. I would like to offer you a compassionate heart-hug.
On my healing path I have come across a special book („The Empress‘ Path“ by two German authors). The old Chinese way of understanding life in all its facets helped me a lot to overcome a great deal of my feelings of shame regarding sexuality.
I think somewhere in the book they talk about drawing the orgasm energy conciously back into your sacral chakra (hence the name) in order to bathe yourself in strength („yin“ in that case).
If our sacral chakras are God-designed and God-given for love and joy, I don‘t see why there should be anything to be ashamed of or feeling guilty about.Love to all 🙂
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April 13, 2020 at 12:16 PM #309144AnaelTheRoseAngelParticipant
Thank you for your kind words. Now that I have gotten some distance from David’s words, I don’t feel anything from them.
He has his own opinion, his own perspective, his own way of doing things. He may even be convinced in his head that everyone else should do things the way he does, but that doesn’t mean that anyone has to actually do what he says. He is very knowledgeable in the field of metaphysics, but he’s still just a human with his own limited perspective.
Also, even if what he says is true about masturbation, I channel all the first 7 Divine Flames (red to violet) into my astral body about once a week as part of my chakra alignment meditation, and I ask for the pure white light of Source every day, so I highly doubt that my astral body is weak. I am not a master of channeling, but I am at least good at it enough to have lighthearted conversations with my loved ones up on their space ship when I want to.
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April 13, 2020 at 6:06 PM #309178Catherine VielModerator
Anael, I had similar thoughts about DW’s human fallibility. I believe that in order to do his work, he has to have an unshakable belief in his own “rightness.” From what he says, many people have spent years trying to bring him down (including death threats). He could hardly stand up to such opposition without what could be labeled overweening egotism, but in his case is perhaps simply survival.
Glad you’ve got the chakra alignment going, plus conversations with Galactic family. Fabulous! I’d call that pretty darn good channeling!😁
Blessings!
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April 10, 2020 at 8:03 AM #309000LilyParticipant
I am also familiar with the aum in my left ear. It is my constant contact and companion.
For me, there are tones and “pitch adjustments” within the aum. When I am about to receive information, I may notice the pitch/tone amp up or change slightly.
The tone/pitch shift is followed by a receiving of a message.
Don’t get “hung up” on how this is suppose to “happen”. The message comes in many ways. It can be an instant ah ha, or the info may take time to download and present itself at a “later time”.
For me, the pitch is an indicator that a transmission is about to download within my field of awareness.
I don’t worry about the logistics of this taking place. I simply am aware that it is taking place.
The knowing will unfold when the “timing” is right.I have noticed that spiritual beings have “different” tones and frequency variations/ “levels”.
Some are very intense and require me to be at a high level of “receiving”, thus keeping my field at a level in which this is possible is an important factor. A “clean” field, high frequency, allows for an easier download and receiving/”knowing”.
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April 10, 2020 at 8:15 AM #309003LilyParticipant
Another interesting thing I experience ( I will do my best to put it in words) is the “feeling” that many experience when they yawn.
But the feeling is present without actually yawning and yet you will still experience the sensation of the yawn.Humm, not sure that I am doing this justice. lol
The sensation of the clearing that the yawn gives power to is present without experiencing the actual physical yawn.
You can google this to find out more. I just thought would be interesting to see how many other people are aware of this happening.
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April 10, 2020 at 9:12 AM #309009LilyParticipant
The human body is a transducer. It is always in the process of uploading or downloading information.
That information is in the form of energy.
There is a field of consciousness that is always in a state of movement.
We upload to this field, both knowingly and unknowingly, based on our state of consciousness.
That is what is meant by “holding the field” with your love, you are intentionally uploading your light into the conscious field of creation.
There are many degrees or variegations within the universe in which you can upload or download wisdom and knowledge.
People are doing it here, the internet is the perfect metaphor for this.
Through intent, you use the internet, and your connection to the internet, to upload and download energy, in the form of words, sounds, etc.
The Universe is much the same. you are receiving and added to the “field”, based on the level of consciousness you hold, frequency.
Some people are able to tap into a “higher” field, frequency and anchor that knowledge with the “collective field of consciousness”, that is always is a state of movement and morphing.
It is just a matter of becoming conscious of this process and utilizing it, to “uplift” consciousness to a “new level” of experience.L
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April 10, 2020 at 9:18 AM #309011tesmareeParticipant
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April 10, 2020 at 9:57 AM #309014Steve BeckowKeymaster
Nicely put, Lily.
I have no knowledge in the area to comment from….
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April 10, 2020 at 10:04 AM #309015Pamela LovejoyParticipant
Hello Steve and Suzi, my heartfelt thanks to you for starting this forum! It has been such a relief, a delight, a joy, a new home for me! I am so grateful for this opportunity to read comments by other lightworkers, and to witness this beautiful community giving and receiving support!
I appreciated your comment, Steve, about feeling as if you are living a ‘double life’. I am experiencing something perhaps a bit similar. I am ‘pretending’ to be a normal human being, while also believing that perhaps I am also a lightworker of some type. I don’t know exactly who and what I am, but I am comfortable with the uncertainty of not knowing.
In my human role, I try to act with love and compassion. I try to lift up other people around me with smiles or happy comments, or by sharing some information appropriate to what they might be willing to receive.
It is hard sometimes to restrain my enthusiasm, because I’d like to tell people about the greater reality, which includes great light, joy, God and the archangels. I also feel a responsibility to tell people about a little bit of the darkness, so they can have a better understanding of what is truly at stake on Gaia at the moment. However I am being very quiet at the moment, and just giving love and light, and offers of support if people need it in the future.
I appreciate the advice that I have received on this site to just offer love and support to people around me, without offering much information until it is necessary.
Thank you to the other forum members! Your comments, your openness, deep questions, and self-revelations have been such a blessing to me and others!
With love and gratitude to all!
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April 10, 2020 at 10:14 AM #309016Tom KParticipant
hi Steve, you already answered my question – it was about the reason for the high pitched sound. The 2 articles were not about that, but you already answered in your post above, and on the article you posted today. So its all good 😀
I think something went wrong in the order of the posts of this topic – I think that was confusing Otter too.
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April 10, 2020 at 10:17 AM #309017Tom KParticipant
Yes the posts here are coming up in a strange order
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April 10, 2020 at 10:19 AM #309018Tom KParticipant
Trying to post this again in the right place:
hi Steve, you already answered my question – it was about the reason for the high pitched sound. The 2 articles were not about that, but you already answered in your post above, and on the article you posted today. So its all good 😀
I think something went wrong in the order of the posts of this topic – I think that was confusing Otter too.
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April 11, 2020 at 9:50 AM #309055Suzanne MarescaKeymaster
Hi Tom,
As far as I can tell, we can either ~Post a reply to someone’s comment that shows up underneath it directly, or at the bottom of the other replies (if any) to that comment, or
Post a comment on the topic after scrolling to the bottom of all comments.
If something happened that’s different from these placements, please let me know so we can address the issue with more information.
Thanks!
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April 11, 2020 at 2:09 PM #309066Tom KParticipant
hi Suzanne,
I was trying to post at the bottom, rather than to reply. The replies are indented, as far as I can see, yet my posts were not indented but kept appearing further up the list. You can see from the dates. Also below here, the posts are not in date order.
Maybe its just time collapsing 🙂
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April 11, 2020 at 6:17 AM #309050OneRayLoveParticipant
Creator Love Creations
As humans we come from a 3rd Dimensional existence understanding, where most “valued” creations have to be “materialized” into “reality”. I don’t want to focus on explaining more, but skip to the consequence. As a result our “world” and societies are predominantly organized around Doing & Having, both centered around Control.
Now let’s take a very distant observation, while also knowing a few things about spirituality, love and “reality’s” illusion. There the essence in many different views comes down “To Be or Not to Be!?”. Again here no further explanation for the sake of moving on.
One could ask, what actually is real? What is true? What is in fact created?
This opens up yet other questions around “by whom”, “where” and “when”!?
So again let’s skip all possible answers to a multiple versions outcome. The point I would like to make is “Duality” in itself as a result of creation!
Once you are in a position of observing one side or outcome as part of creation, you hold for starters the other side as well and more importantly “the middle” of this “duality spectrum” (Holy Trinity)!This makes you at least co-creator and/or possibly initial creator.
Now I like to have a view on the creation of “protection”. Protection in itself doesn’t hold any value, energy or emotion. It’s very true and pure just on itself. However, when mixed in with other creations it does get a “duality spectrum” and possibilities stitched to a mixture of emotions of “Being Not Safe”!
The way Creation is consciously observed and emotionally felt, is directly related to the Creator bringing up memories. The Creator remembers “Events” and its Spiritual level of existence does manifest ALL into existence by its own Light!
For humans and mankind these memories are outside of NOW existing in past linear time and space. Many existing and living in separation, are still very much alive in “judgment” were they Control, Doing and (Be)Having.
We “Light Workers” could by now clearly see and stay past the outside “illusion” of linear time for starters. We could recognize the phenomenon “Problem, Solution … Creation”. In this self maintained linear time controlled space, you create or hold on to a Problem in order to arrive at “the” Solution in future time!
Once you realise the origin for this perceived “Problem” is in your “past” (your contained “body” consciousness), you could permanently “erase” the root problem in your NOW!
Most probably you would still find a piece of fear. And as we know fear doesn’t exist at all, but is linked to a perception for lack or absence of LOVE!
Many times these leftover pieces of fear are related to your own “value” of worth for this life as a creator. In this most challenging life you did overcome many obstacles and valued each victory with strength and self worth. This self owned love is hard to let go and you shouldn’t and deserve to be proud of the achievement and path you choose!
Just make sure this Love isn’t used as a shield for “protection” of being hurt (again). Don’t cling onto a lower “perception” of truth and block yourself of receiving an advanced one, that could fast forward your ascension.Love you all
Ra~Luv, Ralph
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April 11, 2020 at 8:18 PM #309081Steve BeckowKeymaster
Well said, Ralph.
Add to what you said here the awakening of the experience of a love that sweeps away all concerns and leaves a person wholly satisfied with everything, wanting only to share that love, and you’ve about wrapped it up.
While we go ever deeper into that love, the initial discovery of it is, on one level, “End of Story.”
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April 12, 2020 at 2:42 AM #309090OneRayLoveParticipant
“End of Story”
Amen to that Steve. Thanks for the addition and your elegant way of writing, poetic summarized into the plot 🙂
Love you
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April 12, 2020 at 3:02 AM #309091OneRayLoveParticipant
PS. As we learn or should know, the universe doesn’t acknowledge NOT. Denial can’t be Attracted! You can’t attract something that doesn’t Exist. So what remains is the illusion of fear wrapped around the treasure, the end of the rainbow, the gold, the LOVE.
From Creator Being perspective …
Being Not Save = Not Being/Save = Not Being/Home = Not Being/Origin = Not Source
Or possibly!? …
Fear of Death or Accepting Being God
Be All Love
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April 12, 2020 at 3:59 AM #309094Tom KParticipant
You can’t attract something that doesn’t Exist.
Isn’t that what creation is, or do I misunderstand?
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April 12, 2020 at 4:26 AM #309095OneRayLoveParticipant
Hahaha I don’t think so Tom. In essence this captures creation’s “illusion” … and what is left is a dream and ONE Dreaming!!
But my guess is you already got the Truth of this 😉
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April 12, 2020 at 4:34 AM #309097Tom KParticipant
Hmmm, I think I’m part of the way to the Truth. On an energetic level, we just transform the energy that is already there and on that level we dont create anything that didn’t already exist. But at the same time the particular form into which we mould that energy is something that didn’t exist before.
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April 12, 2020 at 4:48 AM #309098OneRayLoveParticipant
Beyond Energy lays …
Consciousness Creating within and without its own essence … LOVE… energy that is already there and on that level we dont create anything that didn’t already exist.
ALL possibilities NOW (everywhere and always)
Imagine we are and always will be In and At the “Big Bang” from a human perspective of understanding!? We never left God/Source/Love!
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April 12, 2020 at 5:17 AM #309099Tom KParticipant
If you set aside space (separation) then we are in the same position now as we were “before the big bang”. And if you also set aside time, then “before, during, and after” the big bang all become now.
Beyond that my mind becomes tied in a knot, and all I can do is just be.
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April 12, 2020 at 5:34 AM #309100OneRayLoveParticipant
Seems to me you are pretty much there! … the inner portal beyond 4th
Did try to summarize some angels of perception in here
I look forward to have some joined “soul searching” there too!
Loved this additional “discussion/learning/sharing views”!!!
Thanks alot
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April 12, 2020 at 9:30 AM #309109Steve BeckowKeymaster
“Fear of Death or Accepting Being God.”
Interesting…. in light of what Jesus said:
“God is not the God of the dead but of the living.”
We never die because we are God.
Happy Easter, everyone!
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April 11, 2020 at 1:01 PM #309063gardenlorParticipant
Creator Love Creations.
Thank you. The yet unformed questions – answered (on going process). Projections…. Blindness.
So very helpful.
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April 12, 2020 at 3:06 AM #309093OneRayLoveParticipant
Thanks being appreciated!
Being seen and acknowledged for who you are, can only be expressed by sharing … in order to receive.
I receive your Love, as you received my Light.
Love you
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April 14, 2020 at 6:28 AM #309204OtterParticipant
It was good getting to know you all, I think I’ve learned what I needed to.
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April 14, 2020 at 7:37 PM #309232Steve BeckowKeymaster
Vaya con Dios, Otter.
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April 14, 2020 at 7:40 PM #309233Steve BeckowKeymaster
Folks, what is precious to you?
What are you protecting?
What gives you the greatest joy?
What things about you are you hoping nobody notices? Everybody notices?
The invitation is to share yourself in here.
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April 15, 2020 at 7:20 AM #309241Tom KParticipant
Ascension sounds great. Beyond words, I’m sure. Yet it remains for me personally, from my limited perspective, my second choice. My first choice is impossible: complete and immediate annihilation of my awareness, of me in all senses. I’ve felt this way for 35 years now, since I was 12. A core issue/vasana. I have tried over the years different methods to get to the root of this, but it remains elusive.
So pursuing the process of Ascension is what I’m left with – helping out. Then as I/we progress, I can reevaluate.
(My post below here from 9 April seems to have gotten stuck – perhaps someone can delete it)
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April 15, 2020 at 1:35 PM #309258Tom KParticipant
I wasn’t very sure about whether to share that. A lot of the emotional load of it has already lifted for me, which I guess makes me able to share it. Its also a major part of the path that led me here. Eventually I get both these events happening – first Ascension and then eventually the annihilation of self. But I probably need to let go somehow of that before I can proceed.
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April 15, 2020 at 4:45 PM #309262Catherine VielModerator
Dear Tom, I’m glad you shared, here and elsewhere in the forum. I hope you’ll continue doing so, as you feel moved to.
Blessings!
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April 28, 2020 at 6:27 PM #309822Steve BeckowKeymaster
“complete and immediate annihilation of my awareness”
That would be a very high level of enlightenment, Tom.
St. Paul described that stage, metaphorically, here:
“Then cometh the end, when he shall have delivered up the kingdom to God, even the Father; when he shall have put down all rule and all authority and power.
“… And when all things shall be subdued unto him, then shall the Son also himself be subject unto him that put all things under him, that God may be all in all.” (St. Paul in I Corinthians 15:24 and 28.)
When all things, including your point of viewing and your awareness are given back to God, as far as you are concerned, God will be all in all again.
Or, a second interpretation is that you’re describing Ascension, when we leave polarity and density and find ourselves immersed in an Ocean of Love. Buddha called it Nirvana. We call it the Fifth Dimension.
Either way what your yearning for is an advanced stage of enlightenment – beyond 4th, 6th, and 7th-chakra enlightenments.
And you’ll have it, all the sooner for yearning for it.
“Yearning is all you need in order to realize Him.” (Paramahansa Ramakrishna in Gospel of Sri Ramakrishna, 140.)
“A man does not have to suffer any more if God, in His Grace, removes his doubts and reveals Himself to him. But this grace descends upon him only after he has prayed to God with intense yearning of heart and practised spiritual discipline.” (Paramahansa Ramakrishna in GSR, 116.)
“The gist of the whole thing is that one must develop passionate yearning for God [devotion] and practise discrimination and renunciation [detachment].” (Paramahansa Ramakrishna in GSR, 183.)
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April 28, 2020 at 6:27 PM #309823Steve BeckowKeymaster
“complete and immediate annihilation of my awareness”
That would be a very high level of enlightenment, Tom.
St. Paul described that stage, metaphorically, here:
“Then cometh the end, when he shall have delivered up the kingdom to God, even the Father; when he shall have put down all rule and all authority and power.
“… And when all things shall be subdued unto him, then shall the Son also himself be subject unto him that put all things under him, that God may be all in all.” (St. Paul in I Corinthians 15:24 and 28.)
When all things, including your point of viewing and your awareness are given back to God, as far as you are concerned, God will be all in all again.
Or, a second interpretation is that you’re describing Ascension, when we leave polarity and density and find ourselves immersed in an Ocean of Love. Buddha called it Nirvana. We call it the Fifth Dimension.
Either way what your yearning for is an advanced stage of enlightenment – beyond 4th, 6th, and 7th-chakra enlightenments.
And you’ll have it, all the sooner for yearning for it.
“Yearning is all you need in order to realize Him.” (Paramahansa Ramakrishna in Gospel of Sri Ramakrishna, 140.)
“A man does not have to suffer any more if God, in His Grace, removes his doubts and reveals Himself to him. But this grace descends upon him only after he has prayed to God with intense yearning of heart and practised spiritual discipline.” (Paramahansa Ramakrishna in GSR, 116.)
Love ya,
Steve
“The gist of the whole thing is that one must develop passionate yearning for God [devotion] and practise discrimination and renunciation [detachment].” (Paramahansa Ramakrishna in GSR, 183.)
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April 16, 2020 at 3:37 AM #309280OneRayLoveParticipant
Hello everyone. Been absent for a few days. For those of you who closely follow Blossom’s “Federation of Light”, like I do. Please know “my package” was delivered this week.
They told us we would definitely know when you would get yours. I have. They are 100% correct. It is All happening Now. It’s also very personal, but that’s why you will understand. Many dots will be connected.
Just wanted to let you know. The waiting is over and presents are being delivered!!
Talk to you soon
Love you all
Ra~Luv, Ralph
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April 16, 2020 at 8:45 AM #309285PathleaderParticipant
Good for you Ralph, I’m so happy for you. I’m sure you will put into motion your positive intentions for mankind. 2 days ago I activated my thoughts on my responsibility to build a Chapel. I randomly went to the Internet, ordered several pieces of artwork that I sent them to special friends of mine to finish by personally painting different portraits of nature for them to complete and return back to me to be used in my community chapel. This is so out of character for me to do but I’m joyous I reacted to my intuition.
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April 28, 2020 at 6:28 PM #309824Steve BeckowKeymaster
Ralph,
Are you referring to the prosperity packages?
Love ya,
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April 18, 2020 at 3:23 PM #309381hbailey94Participant
I thought some might like this,
God bless you,
much love,
heather
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April 20, 2020 at 11:16 PM #309514at1Participant
Hello all,
So, there I was, just “holding the Light”, claiming/embodying my Truth and sovereignty with the intention of beaming It where others may resonate with It, energetically sharing my inspirations, envisioning Nova Gaia, etc.
I’m generally of the school of thought where “words do not teach but behavior teaches through demonstration.”
So when Magenta Pixies’ video [“Three Step Process to Stargate Ascension in Lockdown” https://youtu.be/ysRSoJHUX74%5D came along I wrestled with it for a bit.
I totally understand what the “Nine” are saying as I follow Magenta regularly. Those three steps focus intention where it needs to be.
I already bless aspects not of the Light as catalysts for this transformational experience on all levels [step three] in conjunction with the other two steps which are, agreeably, very necessary.
I recognize the Christ mind and have enjoyed the sensation of Divine Unity a few [fleeting] times.
Step one did invite uncomfortable feelings but I accepted those as part of a cleansing process that I’ve been involved with for a while.
Step two isn’t new either. Reclaiming power and sovereignty has been front and center for the last few years.
So, I’m writing this after being knocked off kilter reading the post: The Mother’s Clarion Call to All of Humanity! by Sitara.
The Mother’s statement, “Step forward into the light. Step forward into the light, the power, the truth, the potential of who YOU are. And if you find yourselves surrounded by those who say, “No! No, you must know this conspiracy or that chaos,” bless them and let them go!”, confuses and divides me.
It totally denies step one as part of the process that Magenta’s “Nine” advises. Or, am I misunderstanding something?
I was already at ease following a path that mirrors the Mother’s advise but then I also felt the direction from the “Nine” to hold Truth as well.
Magenta would say, I think, that I’m a crystal/indigo hybrid being who doesn’t need to get into the nitty-gritty of it all like an Indigo being or a “truther” because of energetic sensitivities. [Crystal beings hold Light where Indigo beings are “program busters”]
I tend to lean more towards the crystal side but I have strongly expressed the indigo side in the past.
The indigo in me just doesn’t resonate these days.
So there’s the wobble. The indigo part of me has been triggered and the crystal side hears the Mother’s advice.
I’m relying on some meditation and breathwork to open the heart and bring clarity to this “wobble” but writing/sharing helps too.
Thanks, everyone, for listening.
If anyone has similar feelings please, do share.
Love and Light, brothers and sisters!
Bob
P.S.
If I really wanted to throw a wrench into the works I could remind myself that channeled messages vary by the person channeling, which would challenge the resonance I feel for both Linda Dillon and Magenta Pixie. [Oh, how the body-mind-intellect-ego loves to compare!]
Solution: move from the head to the heart!
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April 21, 2020 at 3:35 AM #309515OneRayLoveParticipant
Hello Bob,
I like to thank you for your story, experience and understanding. I myself like to throw some wrench into this equation as well. Please excuse me to use your post as an invitation hahahaha 🙂
Over the years I developed a sort of Spiritual compass for myself reading all channeled messages. Of course I noticed they talk about matters I didn’t comprehend or even was unable to know from within my current state of BEING.
Nevertheless I had learned all of my live to read between the lines. To connect the dots. To make a truth core chart in my awareness to simplify ALL I AM. Within this exercise I added the corresponding FEELINGS, cleaned from emotional debris … and stored ALL into a balance within my body holding IT (Knowing, TRUTH, Feeling) as LIGHT in my Heart Core. From there I expressed ALL IN (Body) and OUT (Universe).
For me in this challenge I had many obstacles, as I am sure many have. But I think the biggest was to actually accept and claim you are GOD SELF! This also means on the Highest possible level, which is the joined Holy Father, Divine Mother expressing GOD.
So this was quite a challenge. For reading all these higher knowing messages I couldn’t remember being part of . Still I had to try and was determined to succeed.
At some point I felt many dots started to connect. I started asking myself questions and received understanding. From there I found more and more confirmation in channeled messages.Let me ask you and “others”. Are you aware how you create a heartbeat? How you transform your body cells? How you build your skeleton or many parts within your body? How you constantly manage this mechanism to run smooth?
No you don’t! You don’t have to, because another part of you is taking care of this!
For me this was the way out. I am the Creator!!! I AM ALL! I even created GOD into three entities I could identify with to find me. In the end this mighty loving and caring Divine Mother is ME too. She is IN me and AROUND me. I had the courage to claim her as me. She became my expression of BECOMING.
This is how I mastered my personal Creator Identity within a balance between BEING and BECOMING (Light ~Love).
This is how I also accepted ALL is and ever was (even the bad and horror) into the totality of my LIGHT BEING INSIDE my NOW Body and OUTSIDE my NOW Universe Body.
I see many channeled messages give you direction. They also give you many choices. If you still accept a HIGHER aspect of yourself outside of you, without claiming your own, you will keep going in circles to my humble opinion.
How is that for a wrench!? I offer it unconditional for service and in Love to assist all. Please do not confuse my offering with confrontation to take away your personal current believes.
Honest heartfelt unconditional love to you all
Ra~Luv, Ralph
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April 21, 2020 at 4:30 PM #309547Catherine VielModerator
Thank you, Ralph! Wonderful take on this subject. All wrenches are welcome, I’m sure.
Blessings!
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April 22, 2020 at 2:48 PM #309612Steve BeckowKeymaster
Hi, Bob.
I see there are quite a few shares below and I can’t say with certainty that I’ll be able to keep up with the discussion (and watch videos, answer email, stay abreast of several baselines of events, and keep my sanity).
I’ve had the same difficulty and the way I resolve it is to say to myself some people are more spiritually inclined and are focused on Ascension. They don’t need to follow the various baselines of events in accountability.
It’s in the service contracts of others to follow those baselines and understand the dark plan. I believe those are the people Pixie is talking to.
It’s in my service contract to follow those events while not going down into the trenches and fighting in flame wars. (I just turned down one invitation to do so a few days ago.) So we’re all different and have different places in the overall Plan.
That’s how I’ve handled the seeming disconnect.
Love ya,
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April 21, 2020 at 2:04 PM #309544OtterParticipant
It totally denies step one as part of the process that Magenta’s “Nine” advises. Or, am I misunderstanding something?
Not at all. It is a contradiction (among many) and I always regard contradictions as an opportunity to learn something new, even if facing them is uncomfortable. For me, Ignoring them causes them to fester and grow, but facing them head on and resolving them feels like bliss.
All the best to you at1
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April 21, 2020 at 4:33 PM #309548Catherine VielModerator
Hi Otter,
I agree, all contradictions can teach us. Even (especially) the painful ones.
Blessings!
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April 22, 2020 at 3:43 AM #309570OtterParticipant
Thank you Catherine,
Too many contradictions have been ignored for too long. True is true for all time, otherwise, it simply isn’t true.PS: Love your avatar, reminds me of my wonderful cat Swiffer that I so miss.
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April 30, 2020 at 8:48 PM #309914Catherine VielModerator
Hi Otter,
I somehow missed your reply, sorry!
I like your true is true for all time. Yep.
That is our amazing cat Wally. We’re his second family, his original owner had to move into a nursing home in 2014. The last of our 2 previous cats passed away that summer and a few weeks later Wally and his brother Joey came to us. I’d asked the vet to let me know if they happened to come across two cats, say, brothers, who needed a home…and here they are.
I took that picture (with my iPad no less, no idea how I managed it) to send to a friend to show off my annual Christmas red manicure against Wally’s white fur. I guess the avatar is Gravatar? I didn’t choose it for this forum, but there it is. One of those internet mysteries.
My deep sympathy for your loss of Swiffer. (I sometimes liken Wally to a dustmop…all that fluffy white fur!) I hope you’re able to adopt another feline. Such radiant beings.
Blessings!
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April 21, 2020 at 4:27 PM #309546Catherine VielModerator
Dear Bob,
I so identify!
I wrestled with reading about or watching the 3-step video because I just knew it wouldn’t make sense for me. Almost all the articles I read on this site that exhort us to hold light for such and such, meditate with the Violet Flame (or whatever), face our shadow side, etc. etc., simply aren’t for me to “do.”
I did read Kat’s transcript, but I’m not going to set the 3 steps as an assignment or even self-assess to see if I’ve already done them (on some level, probably yes). Like Anael says in another post, in a different context, I just hate for someone to tell me what to do. Even apparently trustworthy sources through apparently reliable channels.
I know enough of the bad crappola going on. I do enough light work, in my own estimation. I used to think I ought to be doing healing work because I’m probably a Crystal and I’m certainly a Reiki Master, and theoretically I could try to do some sort of practice. My Reiki teacher certainly envisioned me (and her other students) helping/healing others.
But it just ain’t happening right now. Not in a tangibly recognizable fashion. But maybe! Someday!
I love the Mother’s slant on the slogan, “take what you like and leave the rest,” blessing those of our dear firebrand colleagues who do follow every conspiracy and want to tell us about every new chaos. We can respectfully say, “Thank you for sharing! But not interested in this bandwagon right now,” and leave it at that.
All of which is to say, yeah, I think you nailed it in your PS. Move from the head to the heart. The head guesses, the heart KNOWS.
I’d add, if doing the processes and steps and rituals, etc., aid the heart’s knowing, yay! And if not, okey dokey. Neither is right or wrong, just what works individually.
Thanks for your thoughtful post, Bob. And…
Blessings!
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April 28, 2020 at 6:38 PM #309825Steve BeckowKeymaster
Hi, at1
“So, I’m writing this after being knocked off kilter reading the post: The Mother’s Clarion Call to All of Humanity! by Sitara.
“The Mother’s statement, “Step forward into the light. Step forward into the light, the power, the truth, the potential of who YOU are. And if you find yourselves surrounded by those who say, “No! No, you must know this conspiracy or that chaos,” bless them and let them go!”, confuses and divides me.
“It totally denies step one as part of the process that Magenta’s “Nine” advises. Or, am I misunderstanding something?”
Not necessarily.
Pixie is talking about lightworkers who have a role to play in the world. I fall into that camp.
The Mother is talking to lightworkers who are “[stepping] forward into the light … the power, the truth, the potential of who YOU are.”
I’m probably a good example of a person whom she doesn’t want to step forward into the Light, as she explains here:
“If you had seen the Light as it actually is, yes, a million, billion suns… You would have simply departed. … We don’t mean die but you would have departed the life that you have designed – yes, with us, for yourself, for the service you are providing – you would have departed and simply said, ‘I do not need to do this. I will just simply sit in the bliss of love and good luck, everybody!’” (Divine Mother in a personal reading, Oct. 26, 2018.)
In addition to being a journalist by contract, I’m also a pillar and a pillar remains to the last. Michael has denied my requests for early Ascension, pointing out that my contract is to “stay here.”
So when I hear the Mother’s words, I know they don’t apply to me.
That’s what I do with what the two are saying
Love ya,
Steve
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April 21, 2020 at 10:53 AM #309534AnaelTheRoseAngelParticipant
There is something that I desperately need help with. I’m scared that if I don’t overcome this challenge, I will have a nervous breakdown at work and quit my job.
I work at McDonald’s; it is my first and only job because I had severe social anxiety that prevented me from seeking a job until I was 20, after more than a year of therapy. I am painfully aware of how stressful my job is, and when it’s not stressful, it is unbearably boring.
For the first 2 years that I have been working here, I did all the normal stuff like taking orders and cooking food. I hated my job so much that I would manifest illnesses because I wanted to go home so badly.
Near the beginning of my third year I actually landed a wonderful position at my store, which is doing prep. As the prep person, I didn’t have to talk to customers, and I didn’t have to keep pace with the flow of business, so I could take my time performing a set list of tasks every day, and decide for myself when I go on my breaks.
For about a year and a half I have been doing that and it was my saving grace. I no longer hated my job and I no longer woke up with intense anxiety every work morning.
However, with this shutdown, I now have to do prep and cook food in one day. The managers stripped some of my prep duties and handed them to the maintenance guy, so now i spend the first three hours doing prep and the last 3-5 hours cooking food in the kitchen.
I am starting to feel that hatred and anxiety, and because my vibration is so much purer than it was a few years ago, the emotional distress that I feel is nearly unbearable. I have been crying a lot at work and wishing so badly to go home.
Also, something intimately related to this problem is that I hate being told what to do. Nothing is more irritating and humiliating than being ordered around.
I think it has something to do with a fear of being taken advantage of, but I don’t know why this wound is so deep and raw; it is nearly impossible for me to let go of those resentful feelings when one of the managers asks me to do something.
I feel completely trapped and I can’t find a way out. Any advice that you can give is greatly appreciated.
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April 22, 2020 at 4:40 AM #309574OtterParticipant
Hi Anael,
I think most of us have been there. It sucks.The best advice I ever got was to not see my job as my identity. It is not you. You Have a higher purpose, not your job. Your job is to get the things you need for physical survival, nothing more.
Once my job was in its place, everything got better.
All the best
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April 28, 2020 at 6:16 PM #309821Steve BeckowKeymaster
Anael,
Have a look at
“How to Handle Unwanted Feelings: The Upset Clearing Process,” December 29, 2018, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2018/12/29/how-to-handle-unwanted-feelings-the-upset-clearing-process-2/.What you’re describing are vasanas or core issues being triggered and going off.
You can change your job circumstances, but your vasanas will always go with you.
Try completing the vasanas, as the article describes.
Love ya,
Steve
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April 21, 2020 at 12:44 PM #309536Tom KParticipant
Dear Anael,
although my situation might be slightly different than yours, I recognize very much the feeling of being trapped. Trapped in school, work, life, and depression, now still just as much as when I was younger. For me an answer is simply to recognize the feeling of being trapped. From the trapped perspective there is no way out, and so there is no point in searching for the way out. Things change and then your focus is somewhere else, instead of on being trapped. Then you have been freed from the trap without even realising it. For me I know I will probably feel trapped again in future, but equally I will become untrapped again. I hope that helps a bit.
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April 21, 2020 at 1:26 PM #309537AnaelTheRoseAngelParticipant
Thank you for your input, Tom. I managed to work up the courage to talk to my manager about my stress. I asked to work 5 hour shifts instead of 8 so that I didn’t need to be helping in the kitchen for so long every day. It takes about 2 1/2 hours for me to finish prep, so with a 10-minute break, I’ll be working about the same amount of time in the kitchen, instead of upwards of 5 1/2 hours. It’s very difficult for me to stand up for myself in these situations because I am so worried about inconveniencing people or making them angry, I don’t work well in environments where people have ill will towards me.
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April 22, 2020 at 12:50 AM #309566OneRayLoveParticipant
My dear friend Anael, because that is what you have become to me here on this forum. A very old, pure and wise soul, trapped in a beautiful young woman.
When I read your story, I immediately want to help. Offer you advise how you can handle this situation, or options to find strength or even a way out.
The problem is my sweet angel friend, you are attracting these challenges you see as “obstacles” yourself! Why? Because you are ready to face them and deal with them once and for all.
Nobody has to tell you your thoughts and feelings are your own. All your loving and caring is your creation expressing IN and OUT. And you and your heart know this to be True.
Your anxieties are yours as well Anael!! I am sorry to be the one to bring this bad news, but it’s the truth. You create these out of “fear” of loosing something. Something personal, individual and previous.
I could go on and on about how to deal with this issue and ALL reflecting from it inside your magnificent body and the scary outside world. The world that doesn’t acknowledge you as we do here and you “Know” yourself.
Once you accept were the real problem is, you can find a permanent cure and healing, rather then a temporary solution.
“The mind that can think about the Problem, is unable to see the Solution”
Please let me know if I can offer more help. I am very willing to!
Much love and healing. Love you, Bless you, Forgive you 😉
Ra~Luv, Ralph
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April 22, 2020 at 1:11 AM #309567tesmareeParticipant
Hi Anael : – )
I really empathize with you!
I know this situation from different jobs. My last one was horrible, the conditions of my current one change often. Sometimes it’s nice, fulfilling work, but sometimes it’s a terrible struggle. There are times when people (students and colleagues) get very aggressive and intentionally violate. Last year I was close to a breakdown and planned to ask my doctor for a certificate. But then I didn’t want to admit my weakness and it would not have been a long term solution anyway.
I tried many things that helped a little: sports, meditation, being in nature, alternative medicine…
But the one thing that really builds me up, once I manage to reach that perspective, is to remind myself that my work (particularly when it’s so hard) serves a higher purpose. To know that all that struggle is not about me, but about souls wanting to express themselves and to grow, puts the pain into a bigger picture, where it plays a very small role.
I think, this knowledge is also the reason why I haven’t changed my job yet. I would just find myself in a similar situation somewhere else.Focus on the positive influence you have on people around you! Maybe they need just you, even if it doesn’t show on their level of awareness. Later, from a higher perspective, they will look at it and be thankful.
That’s all I can contribute. I don’t dare to advice you to look for a new job, because I haven’t done so myself. But of course, that would always be an option.
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April 22, 2020 at 1:24 AM #309568tesmareeParticipant
The problem is my sweet angel friend, you are attracting these challenges you see as “obstacles” yourself! Why? Because you are ready to face them and deal with them
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April 22, 2020 at 4:49 AM #309575AnaelTheRoseAngelParticipant
Thank you all for your messages, I really appreciate it, I know that my job serves a higher purpose; I am able to share my energy with so many people every day because they eat the food that I have prepared, and anyone who comes here, employees and customers, gets a dose of high vibrations because they enter my energy field. I have read that a lightworker’s radius of influence on average can be two miles.
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April 23, 2020 at 6:56 AM #309634OtterParticipant
Steve B. This morning said :
Tens of thousands of living and dead children are allegedly being removed from these tunnels and bunkers, which are found from Mexico to Canada. The hospital ships off LA and New York are apparently there for their treatment.
On some levels coronavirus is being shown to be part hoax. On other levels, it’s completely real. It’s completely real in its effects (i.e., people are dying).
Hoax or not, measures like social distancing are probably still best followed, in my layman’s opinion. Not saying otherwise. All medical advice except vaccination most likely should be honored until informed to the contrary, wouldn’t you say? Common sense prevails.
Like many here, I look to GAOG for information on what’s up on the other dimensions. I specifically look to Steve B. because I relate to his long process of enlightenment/ascension and because so far I don’t have access to Arch Angel Michael or the Divine Mother to help sort out things.
But lately (months, years? I lose track) I am having a hard time making sense of things so I was happy to see Steve in his blog give an overall picture of what has been happening on the other side. I’m still not clear on what to do after reading it.
My thoughts as I read the last two sentences (hi-lighted in the quote) went like this.
“All medical advice except vaccination most likely should be honored until informed to the contrary, wouldn’t you say?”
Medical technology has done amazing things, I would have died after one incident and been unable to ever walk again after another if it had not been for it. So I guess it makes sense to follow their advice. Too late for me on the vaccination warning, so I don’t know what to think on that.
Steve says to get informed, but by who? The many channels are contradicting themselves and other channels more everyday. It feels like I am being asked to believe/know too many contradictions when I’m asked “Wouldn’t you say?” My head feels like it’s going to explode when I try to accept both that Covid-19 is a plot to kill everyone but the dark ones but/and it’s really a cover for the White Hats to arrest them now. And it’s all under control by the Galactics anyway so don’t worry.
Then after asking me to believe all this Steve said: “Common Sense prevails”.
I used to know what he meant by that, but now I’m confused about it.I feel like I’ve been on the phone with Golden Age of Gaia (and The 2012 Scenario before that) since about 2010.
But my microphone’s been dead with no way to talk back. So thank you to whoever gave us a voice.And Thanks to all for listening to my rant.
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April 23, 2020 at 5:44 PM #309654Catherine VielModerator
Otter, love your rant. Well expressed.
I believe we can thank Steve and even more, Suzanne, for starting up the forum. May as well also thank all of us who contribute monetarily.
I’ve given up on trying to decide whom to believe when there are minor to polar opposite contradictions. Not only that, I will sometimes flip flop more than once—oooh, I like what Blossom said!—oooh, Saul through John makes great sense!—but wait…they aren’t saying the SAME thing…I think I like Blossom MORE at the moment…
I would so very much prefer if all channeled work got on the same page already. I wish media sources (a different, sometimes tarnished channeling) would also get with the program and just tell me the frickin’ truth with a capital T so I didn’t have to weed through the grubby meadow to find the one bright orange-gold California poppy in the center.
All I can really do is say, I hear you, I empathize. I endeavor to not beat myself up for my confusion and feet of clay. Hey, if I believe something one day and reject it the next…my gut (or heart, the preferred term around here) may just be processing input in ways I can’t comprehend consciously. How do I ever really KNOW what I know? Why do I believe the beliefs I land on?
And thus I could go around in circles for days…
Hope all that did not contribute to the confusion. I really just want to say you’re not alone in the confusion, Otter. Which I guess is one point of the forum. Less loneliness. I know it’s helped me to feel less isolated, to hang out here! Thank you to you all.
Blessings!
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April 23, 2020 at 6:12 PM #309655OtterParticipant
Thanks for the reply Catherine, it helps more than you know.
Knowing you are not alone makes all the difference.(and reassures me that I’m not losing my mind 🙂 )
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April 23, 2020 at 7:10 PM #309656Catherine VielModerator
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April 24, 2020 at 7:51 AM #309669OneRayLoveParticipant
Hello all my fellow Light searchers and forum friends 🙂
I love you, you are my new family and it feels good to BE around you … to listen, to contribute, to share, to assist!
Based on your “inner confusion” Otter and Catherine, I felt like participating, I felt like helping!
So the first question that always comes to mind.
How do I truly help?
Immediately followed by
Who am I helping?
Please allow me to explain. If you truly want to help a person/child/pupil to walk or ride a bike or any kind of challenge they are eager to Master Themselves, there comes a time you have to let go! Your help is limited to show the way, inform, guide, assist and let go. Your aim as teacher, a master, is to educate your pupil to BECOME your equal … an independent Master too.
You should always realise, your pupil owns the right to their own “mistakes”! You can never save your pupil, nor do you have the right to impose your “truth” onto them.
So the second part “Who is it I am actually helping?”, requires empathy and sufficient Self acknowledgement.
The very confusing part for many “former” Light Workers is partially their own past as a pupil seeking knowledge and truth. These former “truth’s” came from sources and channels, they always looked for teachings outside transmuted into inner “Knowings/Feelings”.
NOW is a time many are confused, still very much depending on these same sources to show them right from wrong, good from bad and Light from “dark”.
I ask all.
How can you ever claim your own mastery by accepting an “outside” truth above your own?
With all respect and great gratitude to every person, source and channel who ever taught me to BECOME I, I AM.
Love you
Ra~Luv, Ralph
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April 24, 2020 at 3:48 PM #309681OtterParticipant
How can you ever claim your own mastery by accepting an “outside” truth above your own?
It’s an excellent question. On spiritual matters I definitely agree that we must be the final decider of what we embrace. I am only questioning how are we to know about all the complex workings behind matters like the Reval, Nesara, disclosure, exceptions to medical advice, murder and torture of children, etc. I don’t receive anything about those matters myself, so I look to GAOG and Steve for that.
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April 25, 2020 at 3:08 AM #309707OneRayLoveParticipant
Hi Otter,
First to be clear about the “Reval” package. That didn’t come in, something else did!
Furthermore, why would you need exact details about what exactly goes on anywhere on this planet that doesn’t “really” concern you? How is this a influence on your “truth, mastery and ascension”?
To my humble opinion, these are all matters related to Problem, Solution … Creation! Where you keep yourself out of NOW and “need” manifestation in an outside world to happen first in order to allow your inner self to shift.
You are making these decisions constantly yourself.
I suggest try to stop yourself from doing this. Ask yourself what you “really” need to claim your mastery? What do you actually think you haven’t got now?
Love you
Ra~Luv, Ralph
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April 25, 2020 at 7:10 AM #309710OtterParticipant
Sorry, I wasn’t clear about what I was looking for.
I don’t need anything external to happen. If the Reval, disclosure,etc. never happens, I’d be fine with that.
What I want/need is internal, just a coherence of reality in my own mind.
Maybe it is a personal weakness but I can have no peace of mind without a consistent picture of the world I live in.
I know I am a multi-dimensional being, more than this physical creature. Whatever more that is, is the part of me that insists on knowing that reality.By confronting contradiction, I am claiming my mastery.
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April 26, 2020 at 3:16 AM #309730OneRayLoveParticipant
Love that answer and attitude Otter.
Thank you my dear friend!
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April 28, 2020 at 6:56 PM #309828Steve BeckowKeymaster
Otter,
“All medical advice except vaccination most likely should be honored until informed to the contrary.”
The last thing I’d want to do is to somehow convince people that they shouldn’t take advantage of medical help when dealing with Covid-19. That is not my place to do.
“wouldn’t you say?”
I need others to look at where they’re at with the question and answer for themselves whether they agree or disagree. Only they can make the choice for themselves.
There are rumors that there are indictments on Pres. Trump’s desk for Dr. Fauci so the whole vaccination fiasco may never materialize. If it were to, I’d certainly refuse to be vaccinated.
That having been said, Matthew Ward has said that the galactics have neutralized vaccines _to the greatest extent possible._
“What is not publicized because it is known by only a few is that the intention of the coronavirus was to decrease the world’s population by billions. That will not happen because [star] family members reduced the laboratory-designed virus’s potency to the greatest possible extent.” (Matthew’s Message, April 2, 2020, at https://www.matthewbooks.com.)
I’d rather reduce the extent to “completely” and not take the vaccine.
“Until informed.”
Until a reliable team of doctors whom the government relies on tells us we shouldn’t be following a procedure we are following. And the rest of the medical profession accepts their opinion, as they have not accepted Dr. Fauci’s.
But I’m not a medical professional. I’m deferring to them.
As to who to listen to, for me, Blossom, Matthew Ward, the Arcturian Group, and Linda’s Council of Love seem to be the most informative. I look to them to know what’s going on behind the scenes.
They’re the best I know of in the English language.
I hope that clears up any confusion.
Love ya,
Steve
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April 29, 2020 at 10:50 AM #309835OtterParticipant
Hi Steve, good to see you active here,
Where to start. Probably from the bottom up.
To answer the last line, no, nothing cleared up. That could only increases my confusion. I agree with the idea that we should be the final arbiter of our decisions but that it is wise to listen to advice from those with experience in the appropriate field. So seeking medical advice makes sense unless contradicted by an even more reliable source.
My confusion is what I am hearing from the ‘reliable’ sources you recommend. They contradict each other and themselves all the time. They tell us ‘The virus was designed by Bill Gates in a lab to kill us all’, but then ‘don’t worry, the Galactics have reduced the effects’. Same thing with chem trails, DUMBs, 5G frequencies, etc. They have been eliminated by your friends in the rafters.’ Then later we have to fight the deployment of them (how I don’t know).
But I’m glad at least that you didn’t include David Wilcock in your list of trusted sources this time. It is nice to get information about coming events but the man is clearly barking dog mad. Yes, I’m using my discernment here and not keeping it secret.
If the answer is always love (and I think it is), we can do that without all the distractions about things we can’t know or do anything about and may not even exist. That stuff sounds like the fear-mongering that they accuse the dark ones of – just a lot of stories just to keep us in fear or in false hope.
You are so much better when it’s just you Steve,
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April 30, 2020 at 9:15 PM #309918Catherine VielModerator
Otter—I’m not going to make a long comment except I had to giggle at “barking dog mad.” (I take what DW says with a teaspoon of salt but I don’t totally discount him, either.)
I’ve seen “barking mad” (or just “barking”) used in historical fiction set in England but it never occurred to me it was a short form of barking dog mad.
So you cleared something up for me, totally unrelated to the topic.
Blessings!
PS, I’m sure the answer IS always Love. I can never pin down quite what that means to me, it’s a moving target, so my modus for years has been the more humble concept of kindness. I know if I am feeling kindly and treating all (especially myself) with kindness, I’m harming no one and possibly doing some good.
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April 24, 2020 at 12:13 AM #309666tesmareeParticipant
I want to share something nice : – )
Yesterday I brought myself to ”run” a long distance, primarily to enjoy sun and nature.
There were a lot of people on the path through the woods. And nearly all of them very relaxed and happy, smiling, greeting (except for the hardcore sportlers). One was a former coworker.
Usually people are rather offish here (myself included).
It seems they use their time off to clean and revive themselves.
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April 27, 2020 at 12:13 PM #309772hbailey94Participant
Thought others might enjoy this, my brother showed it to me.
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April 28, 2020 at 9:04 AM #309789OtterParticipant
From today’s GAOG: Mónica Esgueva ~ A Collision between the Old and the New
Right now, a collision is taking place between the old and the new, and this is causing a lot of trouble. It is part of the duality of our human play, because as souls, we learn through contrast.
Monica is singing my song! Not sure why we are often told to ‘hold on to faith’ one moment and to ‘let go of old beliefs’ the next. This collision is worth taking on.
I think it’s time to let go of old things like the Reval, etc. I can’t see that as rooted in love any longer. Another source (Divine Mother) in today’s blog wisely tells us to ‘put down’ things not of love. How can belief in chemtrails, DUMBs (deep underground military bunkers), 5G diseases, etc. be rooted in love?
Today in GAOG Divine Mother said:
So when you come across something that does not feel like pure love – yes, even when it is strongly worded, you can tell the difference whether it is a divine transmission or whether it is fearmongering – and when it is fearmongering, turn away. Do not even engage in the conversation because it just perpetuates the lie.
I think The guidance to discern things on the basis of love is certainly sound, but to avoid conversation (especially with yourself) about the conflict will only miss the learning opportunities from the conversation. The path from the old to the new can only be found in conversation, not self censorship.
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April 30, 2020 at 10:58 AM #309889jjones2425Participant
You know, I love this site as a place to meet-up with awakening souls, light workers, wayshowers and the like, all going through this exciting yet challenging time in our evolution. However, I have found myself conflicted at times with the information on the “Illuminati” as Steve wonderfully detailed in his posting today, and then the “White Hats” who are supposed to be saving all of through the idiocy, inhumanity, and ignorance of the service-to-self post boy, DJT. I cannot believe that those here who are looking for a world of equality, sovereignty, freedom, and more believe that this president is a person to lead anything that we would remotely want in our New Earth. I’m tired of his mob boss behavior and his ridiculous family practically running the government without regard to our well being. The relaxing of all environmental protections, regulations and more, for our beloved Gaia who is finally thriving, is absolutely criminal. Are these the things supported by White Hats? I hope not.
So my question is, what makes the people here at this blog site, continue to post things without verification or proof of anything? Don’t we deserve more? If you are going to share these political type pieces, say they are your opinion and not “news” stories. Why is it MSM accused of this and this type of posting right?
The post today 20/20-2, has a picture of Mark Zuckerberg(who I don’t like for many reasons) that states up at the top Little St John’s Island June 16.(ref to JEpstein) It contains references to Cabal language of crimes against children. That’s it! Has anyone thought that this image is photoshopped or manipulated? Did anyone search for verification? Well I did.
Here is a link to that same picture and others, taken in Hawaii in December, shortly after MZ and his wife were married. It was their first vacation. https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2254889/Mark-Zuckerberg-Priscilla-Chan-surfing-Christmas-Hawaii.html Again, I don’t defend or like FB or MZ at all, but why pass along an unverified, altered item as if it proves something? If so we are a gullible as the cabal would like! Drinking the kool-aid, so to speak!
I really love the majority of content here because it is opinion, thought-provoking, spiritual and awakened, but lately the more political it gets, it’s becoming a mirror to exactly what is wrong with both sides. I think AAM was right, to guard against being too one-sided or political here. Please don’t become another rabbit hole site diving into things that are not real on either side! As we used to say in the old days, 2 wrongs don’t make a right!
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April 30, 2020 at 9:35 PM #309921Catherine VielModerator
Hi JJones,
Thank you for posting your doubts and frustrations. Every time I look at a picture or video or a purported quote, a little hand goes up in the back of my mind’s room and says, “Excuse me? How do you know that’s real?”
I did a spot of fact checking when David Wilcock claimed that the Paradise, CA, fire was set in order to destroy a base of “good ETs” that had been living there.
I “fact checked” by emailing the delightful Suzy Ward, who responded that neither she nor Matthew were aware of any cluster of ETs ever living in Paradise.
At that point I had a slight breakdown. WHO AM I SUPPOSED TO BELIEVE?!
For reasons I can’t explain, I place full trust in Matthew and Suzy, so I decided this must have been a rusty link in DW’s insider briefing chain.
Two wrongs don’t make a right, and two lies don’t make a truth. And that’s about when the rabbit hole sucks me in.
I don’t have a solution. I’m glad to have a place to share confusion and frustration, and get a glimpse into what others are similarly experiencing.
If anyone comes up with a true, good, right, foolproof answer to this conundrum, I hope you’ll share freely. Take out a patent while you’re at it, it will be a rare elixir! (“Use your discernment” is already patented, I’m sure)
Blessings!
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May 1, 2020 at 12:27 PM #309934OtterParticipant
Thanks for that JJ, if it were not for the few people who share their concerns about this I’d think I was losing my mind.
There is no way anyone has the time to fact check all the claims made here lately. I’ve only done that perhaps ten times over the past three years. Every one turned out to be verifiably false so I have just started to use my own discernment and reasoning instead of relying on these obviously false sources.
It is becoming obvious to me that many of the people I got to know through this community were being psychologically abused by the ones that claimed to be protecting them.
For one small example, In Steve’s GAOG post today there was this:
Why did the Illuminati manipulate medicine and manufacture deadly pandemics and toxic vaccines?
Montague Keen holds that “they have put in place [certain drugs] to block you from ever gaining full consciousness and knowing who you are – powerful Beings of Light. This is the reason that flouride is put in your water supply and your toothpaste, plus many more things that you are not yet aware of. All this, to keep you in the slave mode.” (4)
SaLuSa tells us that “your dark Ones have followed a plan to keep you in an unhealthy state, through adulterated food and waters.
They tell us to trust medical advice except for vaccines. OK, not too hard to avoid that. But then it’s the toothpaste and the water that have mind control drugs in them. Same for the very air we breath with chemtrails and 5G. Then they add that there ‘many more of the same kind of thing that we aren’t aware of.
So what is left? That means we can’t trust medical advice from any mainstream source. We are left as mental slaves to the ones giving us this information and ‘protection’ from all this darkness. So we are first terrorized by things we cannot even comprehend, then promised only partial protection, then elsewhere told it is our fault because we are so negative. This is of coursed followed by reassurance that we are all perfect sparks and so deeply loved and cared for by them.
This is a clear pattern of psychological abuse. I lived through more than three abusive relationships over forty five years before I finally recognized it. I think I have finally broken free of it at last.
Blessings to all of you with the courage to share your honest thoughts and experiences. They have helped me more than you know.
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May 1, 2020 at 1:48 PM #309939gardenlorParticipant
Hi Otter and others,
I am replying to you Otter because I like what you are bringing forward here.
A sovereign being is someone who looks at the information – from whatever source and filters it through their own understanding or current “truths held” ….
I can speak to that from the position of being rejected for asking the tough questions. I am happy to say that in most cases I did leave when the questioning was not allowed. Diversity on this site helps to mitigate that .Question everything ! always. (personally while many follow D W – my own being looked away. Don’t know why but I trust myself when I feel that.) Not a matter of right or wrong – but resonance.
On the issue of health I truly believe people don’t tackle that issue head on due to litigation and responsibility especially in this climate. How I tackle the health issue personally is by going “back” in history – way back. Plants treat every ailment and modern science instead makes a synthetic version and owns the patent and therefore it is part of the monetary structure. The strongest (in riches) is the pharmaceutical – see Robert F Kennedys work on his site “Children’s Health defence” – sinister stuff. Add Monsanto and seed ownership and you get the idea.
So back to being a sovereign being and taking responsibility for our own health. If we are on a planet that requires intake of food elements – we can start there and determine to eat things as they are grown – right from tree, shrub, plant in the garden – knowing that the life in nature is sustaining. The further we get from that level of simplicity the more work we have to do to Know what else has happened to what we put in our mouth or on our bodies to ensure its indeed healthy and not destructive to our system.
When my children were young and wanted something more I simply asked what the label says … and if we did not know the ingredient, we did not purchase. Very simple- they understood. Water included – we used a spring or well as chemicals were not an option. (if using treated water, I know of people who leave a jug on their counter overnight to “off gas”)To me, we must become responsible. Of course its easier not to. We have help. We have support, but the kind of guidance I have and want, is the mentoring kind. I must ultimately learn to “be” that which is being supportive of me – thereby always becoming and not reliant.
So to sum up, question everything, keep the chemicals out, and take it from me; nature is astounding in her healing capacity when attracted to the very simple.
Thank you Otter…
I’m in the northern hemisphere – so perennial spinach, three varieties of kale, chard, chives, Lovage, mint, lemon balm, and Rhubarb are ready to pick daily. All return each year or their seed can be saved. The composting from the kitchen closes the loop by keeping the soil fed….
Vibrational goodness.
Get your Vit D from some sun as it is very good for immune health.
Look up the latest on Earthing – walk barefoot – ….I’ll stop – but yes, I love this planet.
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May 4, 2020 at 6:40 AM #310020OtterParticipant
To me, we must become responsible. Of course its easier not to. We have help. We have support, but the kind of guidance I have and want, is the mentoring kind. I must ultimately learn to “be” that which is being supportive of me – thereby always becoming and not reliant.
Thanks for that Lori.
You sound like you are well grounded/anchored in reality.If something is dragging us down and making us feel worse and yet we are told it is a good sign (ascension symptoms?), it just doesn’t feel like good mentoring or being supportive of us. Until I began to realize this, the guidance lately from GAOG is what was causing my ‘ascension symptoms’. When I let go of them, my spirit felt like it had been set free.
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May 1, 2020 at 2:29 PM #309942hbailey94Participant
What are your thoughts on the perspective that realities receiving more life-force energy (or higher realms, i just feel my subconscious associates the word “higher” as “better”) are experiencing a more absolute or full experience than the human experience? Do we give those souls too much power by having this subconscious perspective? Are we not taking advantage of, enjoying, and looking with awe to the same degree what we consider to be deterrents to enlightenment that present themselves in our lives? Do we love ourselves enough, without the constant focus on something that we call higher than our own being and everything that makes home?
What do you think?
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May 1, 2020 at 10:09 PM #309950jjones2425Participant
So glad to have some others who are in a similar place as I am. I do question everything, I was raised that way. I’m also pretty cynical by nature. Combined the two and add in the internet and I have spent lots of time researching things that interest me. Like others here, I have come to use my own discernment and trust my intuition about people, theories, truth and so called “facts”.
Until there is some validation and resolution for the issues at hand, I remain a curious skeptic. Let keep discussing things without the need to be right or wrong because none of us have the answers. We just need to operate on the frequency of love whenever possible.
Recently, Matt Kahn said in a teaching to ask yourself, when you are about to comment on something or to want to put forward an idea or an agenda, “With this choice (or substitute the word idea, comment, statement, email, action) whose life am I improving?” If you cannot answer, then rethink your decision to put forth something that does not improve your life and someone else’s. We should be spreading love, kindness and compassion in our communication to self and others. Let’s really try and do that! Love to all, JJ
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May 2, 2020 at 10:31 AM #309973gardenlorParticipant
Nice to meet you jjones2425.
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May 2, 2020 at 4:29 PM #309983Catherine VielModerator
Amen, brother (can I say that here?).
Blessings!
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May 2, 2020 at 9:22 PM #309988jjones2425Participant
Nice to meet you, too! Love having this forum to “meet-up”!
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May 3, 2020 at 11:26 AM #310004hbailey94Participant
How do you think god experiences love returned from dark places?
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May 3, 2020 at 12:48 PM #310005hbailey94Participant
This is part of a conversation I had with my brother that I thought I’d share.
Him: …evil, loss, death, pain, suffering, loneliness: these are temporary illusions or unfinished stories. They are illusions because they are all based on single events or trends of behavior that have been judged before the final act of life or history is told….My response:
I liked how you said evil is an illusion because it is based on a single event…I think it’s not the event but the emotions created from the event that if you don’t embrace with love begins creating. And maybe it’s the creating out of feelings instead of from God or higher self that separates us from the flow of positive manifestation. And then the longer you create from feeling, separate from source, the more you feel the separation created when first creating from higher self again, or rather why when we try to create in life we feel what we call fear or doubt.
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May 5, 2020 at 6:18 AM #310058OneRayLoveParticipant
Hello my lovely spiritual friends,
How are you today? This NOW? How do you look at yourself and feel in this moment, holding your “Truth”?
Claiming to it and vibrating on it’s “Feelings” sharing it throughout your Universe … In to your Body and Out into “Reality”.
Please allow me to drop a little question, an intuition I received if you will.
How could you “feel” upset, if you never been in a similar situation before?
The reason I ask, is because to my understanding the Mental and Emotional Bodies as part of your Being, are always in a Balance Movement (Time illusion versus NOW).
Furthermore I do believe a “feeling” of Being upset is a sign you like to move on. You remember Being at these experiences as both victim and perpetrator and don’t like to go there again.
The problems we face as coming from the 3rd dimension, is we are stuck in these feelings judging “others”. While in fact “others” only remind us of this experience. We connect the corresponding memory and “feelings” to them.
Even the more spiritually advanced, frequently are trapped back into this confusion. They try to be empathic, loving and helping “others”, while in fact still confuse practice discernment and judgement.
Please allow my “Truth” to sink in. I do offer my intuition and knowledge in Love and service always.
Love you
Ra~Luv, Ralph
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May 5, 2020 at 12:30 PM #310076hbailey94Participant
I think I feel the most upset when I feel trapped in an experience. What do you do when you cannot remove yourself from an experience? What do you do when you have a physical response to an experience? How do you stop your body, nervous system, from reacting upset?
I’m going through this, this month as my body experienced going into shock from past trauma. Which has slowly been healing over the past week and a half.
Any thoughts?
Thanks for your post, it was helpful to an experience I had last night.
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May 6, 2020 at 8:25 AM #310114Steve BeckowKeymaster
Good heavens, H. Dealing with this trauma, usually from early childhood, is one of the major themes of the Golden Age of Gaia and before it the 2012 Scenario.
Start here:
“How to Handle Unwanted Feelings: The Upset Clearing Process,” December 29, 2018, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2018/12/29/how-to-handle-unwanted-feelings-the-upset-clearing-process-2/
Have a look at this article from Jesus in particular:
“Jeshua: The Third Way,” by Pamela Kribbe, July 4, 2012, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/spiritual-essays/the-path-of-awareness/jeshua-the-third-way/.
Then look at the numerous other articles here:
“On Root Vasanas or Core Issues” and “On Processing My Own Vasanas” at https://goldenageofgaia.com/spirituality/
Or look in this book:
Preparing For Ascension by Clearing Old Issues at http://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/11/Vasanas-R5.pdf
The difficulty is that processing your vasanas or core issues requires work. You actually need to be willing to do the work involved.
It is possible to be free of our reactivity, but it’ll take dedicated effort over time, dear heart.
Namaste,
Steve
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May 18, 2020 at 4:34 AM #310443OtterParticipant
Truth is the casualty in a meme war.
I actually want to live up to the mark Michael has set for me.
So I’m just letting you know that I’m rethinking, retooling, and reconsidering lines I’ve followed up till now.
I’m studying what Michael has asked of me, to see if I can get to the heart of it.
I won’t be canvassing the mainstream or alternative press for the moment. I’ll be taking up reportage again based on celestial and galactic sources. One thing is certain: I need to extricate myself from the meme war.
So happy to hear you are abandoning the meme war Steve, it was hurting me seeing you/us suffer needlessly for it.
Many are drawn to GAOG by the simplicity of a man telling of his spiritual quest with honesty and without regard to his ego. For me at least, the rest is like lipstick on a pig.Here’s hoping for an end of memes, no matter what the source.
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May 18, 2020 at 10:10 AM #310452jjones2425Participant
I too am happy Steve, that you are giving up the meme wars and not continuing down the rabbit holes…that are taking some of us with you! I have been trying to allow, in a neutral way, all the theories and hypothetical scenarios out there to exist, for those who continue to play in duality. But, unity consciousness doesn’t want or need us to give energy to anything but love, service to Gaia/others and self-care, in our awakening process. Isn’t that why we are here at this time, to lead the way?
I love the sharing and work you are doing to promote UBI, ending human suffering, and more. Those energies are needed to keep the collective going towards freedom and sovereignty for all. Let’s stay in a place that will create what we want to see in our world and not give judgement, fear-mongering, and service-to-self factions any power to divert our attention from our higher purpose.
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May 22, 2020 at 8:51 AM #310543OtterParticipant
The article in yesterday’s GAOG entitled ‘White Noise’ deeply resonated with me. In the field of science I worked in, white noise is defined as a totally random signal containing no information. It is merely interference that prevents you from detecting any real information that might be present. The source being channeled In the article promised to clarify things for us.
I wanted very much to find out how to get beyond the distracting ‘white noise’ and ‘memes’ that seems to be distracting so many of us these days. It took me several hours but I finally made the connection to what has been bothering me. When I asked myself where is the noise coming from, I came to a shocking conclusion. It was coming from the very sources who claim to be Telling us what has been going on! There is no information there!
Then the words John Smallman always closes with came to me – ‘All souls have the same connection to God’. I’ve always felt that to be true. If so, why do I need the messages from aliens who I don’t know relayed through a third party? !
Now I think I know whaT Steve has been talking about with enlightenment or a heart opening. I felt so much lighter, it was what I would guess getting out of prison feels like!I am so done with White Noise!
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May 24, 2020 at 5:57 AM #310602OtterParticipant
We suspect that the pandemic is an Illuminati false flag. As with all Illuminati operations, we know little about it and those who do know, like Celeste at FEMA, generally do not talk about it.
We know of vast underground complexes holding children to be used in sex and rituals, adrenochrome production and organ harvesting. (We now can guess what happened to so many missing people over the years, foster children, disaster-area orphans, etc.)
Well, the end of the meme war was short lived.
If the image of a deep underground bunker full of young children being raped, ritually tortured to death, drained of their blood and then dissected for their organs isn’t a meme, I don’t know what is.
And what good does it do for the Galactics to blow them up? The Cabal can apparently rebuild them in just days.
It’s all Just more White Noise.
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May 24, 2020 at 7:40 AM #310605Steve BeckowKeymaster
It isn’t the subject of a piece that makes it part of the meme war, Otter.
It’s the way the piece is presented.
If a person is coming from an us-against-them mentality, that produces a meme war.
If the subject is a tunnel in which children are being tortured, that alone does not make something part of a meme war.
If I see a commentator using an ad hominem argument these days, I put the piece down.
I don’t want to be influenced any longer by people simply following an untenable slogan. There’s too much at stake now.
Folks, I’m finding myself racing to keep up with work. I just cannot maintain awareness of discussions any longer, I’m afraid. I regret.
If someone wants to volunteer to alert me to messages which directly concern me and need an answer, that would be helpful.
Love ya,
Steve
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May 24, 2020 at 8:17 AM #310609OtterParticipant
Steve, your blog this morning Was about the plans and intentions of the Illuminati. Are we not against these obscene intentions? As long as they hold them, I’m not ashamed to say that I am against them and their intentions.
But the reason it looks like A meme to me is that I have seen no evidence of these underground bunkers with children being raped and killed, other than from extraterrestrials through channels. I can no longer take that information at face value since so many other facts and predictions have proved false. You have said none of them have happened yourself on occasion. Most recent example is the cabal/Illuminati Who were supposed to have been rounded up last month along with Bill Gates.
Is it an ad hominem attack to point these things out? Is censorship the way of the future here if we disagree with some channeled message? Where is accountability in all this?
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May 26, 2020 at 7:54 AM #310645OtterParticipant
Suzanne’s GAOG article by Tamara Pearson was a breath of fresh air.
The insanity of focusing on this corona virus To the exclusion of far more important matters was driving me crazy.
I’m not even sure this ‘lockdown’ was helpful. And I really don’t like the same word they use to control prisoners applied to essentially the entire world.Who would have thought that we would ever agree to It before this?
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May 29, 2020 at 5:25 AM #310749OtterParticipant
Today I’m working on ‘balance’ or ‘discernment’, not sure which. Maybe both.
Here’s what I don’t get about How we think about the black man killed by four policemen recently.
When and where are we to apply accountability. Does accountability apply to the individual, the group, Or is it ultimately to the source of the wrong doing? The source that has been named in this case is the cabal. It was reportedly a false flag by them to divide us.But I’m trying to view the situation from the perspective of a black man, to see how it would affect me. If I see the injustice coming from the policeman who had his knee on the neck of the dead man, I’m inclined to hold him responsible. If the system of law brings him to justice then I can try to forgive the man.
If I see the injustice from all four policemen, it is more or less the same situation.But if I know the blame lies in a nameless, faceless group of controllers who are beyond any control I have, it would probably cause a rage in me to bring down the system. If no one else is going to stop those responsible I’d almost feel obligated to destroy the system myself. And this is what we see happening.
Blossom tells us things need to get far worse in order to get the changes we’ve been promised, so logically, why shouldn’t we support the burning down of the system rather than urging calm? My discernment tells me that is not the right answer, so I think the right answer has be to hold the appropriate parties responsible.
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June 5, 2020 at 12:15 PM #311012tesmareeParticipant
why shouldn’t we support the burning down of the system rather than urging calm? My discernment tells me that is not the right answer, so I think the right answer has be to hold the appropriate parties respektable.
Think so, too. It occured to me just before I logged in here today, that this must really be a peaceful revolution. People choosing a new way, just taking away energy from the old ways. No last big battle, no burning, no shooting, just leaving the old scheme.
A peaceful future can only be formed by peaceful intentions.
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May 29, 2020 at 6:01 AM #310750OtterParticipant
Have to give Tom Nikkola maximum kudos for the excellent article in GAOG today.
As he points out, it is very likely that the real aim of the covid-19 ‘crisis’ is solely to condition us to follow the control of ‘government’. They know they can’t do it directly so they use this virus to convince us that it is all ‘for the common good’. Once they have us conditioned to accept this idea they can use the tactic any time for any reason they choose.Always question ‘authority’, no matter the source.
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June 4, 2020 at 4:16 AM #310974OtterParticipant
In today’s GAOG Lisa Renee wrote:
I invalidate and break any vow, contract, agreement made by myself anytime, anyplace or anywhere, across all time and space and dimension, as well as any treaties or contracts considered to be off world and are interdimensional, or a part of serving the Controller mechanism and negative alien agenda.
Now here is a message I can get behind.
We have been told for at least a decade now, that we all volunteered and actively chose this life we are currently living and just don’t remember it. The last part is definitely true, I do not remember choosing this at all. It doesn’t even feel or look like something I would have chosen for myself, Or anyone else for that matter. But if I did, and just don’t remember it, why the heck didn’t someone tell me it was this easy to break a contract?
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June 4, 2020 at 1:27 PM #310992OneLoveParticipant
I’ve heard many times about this breaking of contracts that we no longer want to be bound to, but I’ve always felt that it’s not that simple! Making the statement is great! Our voice (Will) is foundational. But then, action is necessary to seal the deal. Choosing in 1.) thought, 2.) word, and 3.) deed. How to do the ‘deed’ part of it? If I say the statement above, that Lisa Renee wrote, but then still wear a mask during the plandemic, or am paying certain taxes, or interest to the banks, or ________, then my statement of revocation will be weak, and possibly, dissipate, until I carry it out fully through action.
Doing steps 1 & 2 are great. They can help to start breaking up the contracts, etc., of control over a person. I’m just saying that without step 3, the full process isn’t as effective.
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June 4, 2020 at 4:33 PM #310994OtterParticipant
I agree with that OneLove.
Declarations of broken contracts, end of pedophilia, end of war, etc. are empty words without deeds and action. I’m just not seeing much of that. And I can’t in good faith make a declaration unless I know what action to take. Somehow just sitting here breathing in love and exhaling it is not getting the job done. I must face that reality.
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June 8, 2020 at 3:53 AM #311097OtterParticipant
POOF SAID:
Greetings and Salutation,The entire thing with the PP [Prosperity Packages] is on hold. Just recognize that nothing can be delivered nor anything done of consequence without the current pandemic crap and the hysterics going forward quelled and sorted through.
This gets funnier every time because it has become so predictable. The first time I remember the PP going on ‘hold’ was almost twenty years ago after 9/11/2001. There’s been so many holds between then and now that I’ve lost track.
Poof goes on to say:
There is a reason for the mass confusion going on. Rise above it and see clearly. That ’s the most important part. Wait, dig, find, push and determine what the real truth is….
Love and Kisses,
Poof
I’m starting to see the truth more clearly all the time Poof, where ever you are.
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June 10, 2020 at 4:59 AM #311137OtterParticipant
Just want to express my deep gratitude to Kathleen for her post this morning on GAOG.
There is no issue that is easier to discern the truth of than the “War On Drugs”. If we can’t see the insanity of this war then we might as well pack up our tents and go home. It is impossible for most of us to know whether our politicians are on the side of Light or Dark, we often don’t have access to enough information. But here is an issue that to me now seems black and white. There is not anything positive about the war on drugs, no matter if you are for or against drug use. But I can plainly see that the war on drugs is not on the side of Light.
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June 17, 2020 at 2:07 PM #311295Steve BeckowKeymaster
I’ll see that Kathleen receives your message.
Otter, when you ask for clarification of something, if you don’t add a notation to identify what story you’re referring to, it means a lot of looking at this end.
I’m now going to look backwards from June 14 and see if I can identify what the story might be that you’re referring to.
Help us by giving us an URL or a story title please.
Thanks.
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June 14, 2020 at 12:16 PM #311239OtterParticipant
Oh Snap. I really didn’t want to write this, but Steve wrote such a thought provoking note on judging our own failings today that I can’t restrain myself from taking him at his own word.
The first thing that caught my eye was his resistance to ‘judging’, he treats it like a dirty word. More about that in a minute.
Then he said:
When I confront a failing, I feel an overwhelming (and welcomed) urge to embed it in a self-serving story, blend it in there, present the best possible face.
Synonyms for “self-serving” are “service-to-self” and “looking out for Number 1.”Oh boy, can I relate to that! Always looking to see myself in the best possible light, whether I deserve it or not. And then the self loathing when I realize that I twisted things in my own mind so that I’d look better to myself. Sure, it doesn’t hurt anybody but me, it all took place in my head, so what’s the point of all that mental work?
But my question is – is that a bad thing? Is ‘Judging’ in and of itself bad? Can we be objective enough to judge ourselves? Later in his post Steve answers the question later with this:
“Unless I’m a prophet, saint, or avatar, I’m probably not beyond the reach of the self-serving bias. That means to me, to answer our initial question, that, in most cases of looking at my own failings, I’m definitely not the best judge.”
But I asked myself, If all this self deception takes place in my head, who but myself can possibly be that judge? Who better than my higher self contemplating this could possibly call my attention to all my internal failings? People around me might notice the pain my internal lying is doing and be sympathetic (or not) but that’s about all anyone else can do, saint or not.
So I have to respectfully disagree. The only hope we have of getting a complete hearing and a useful judgement is from ourselves, hopefully from our ‘higher selves’.
Steve asked somebody to give him a heads up when he was mentioned so I assume someone on GAOG staff will do that. I’m kind of surprised that he doesn’t visit this forum more often and that there would be more than a dozen or so that were interested in it. Everyone sounded so enthusiastic at first.
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June 17, 2020 at 2:06 PM #311294Steve BeckowKeymaster
Otter, if you knew the number of things I juggle in a day, you’d understand why I don’t visit the Forum daily. Sorry to disappoint you, dear heart.
I think the problem has to do with the word “judge.”
Let me allow St. Germaine to make the case:
“What is true, even when it looks like chaos, is that each being upon this beautiful planet has a sacred Divine Plan. So in that, there are only two choices: either they are dead-on in their GPS or they have taken a slight – and I do mean slight; do not exaggerate, my friends – they have taken a slight scenic detour, which is still in perfect alignment with their Divine Plan.
“None upon the Planet of Love is, can, or will be appointed judge or jury because you do not know the totality of this unfoldment, and you cannot know in the current form what that truly is.” (“Transcript ~ St. Germaine on Heavenly Blessings: You Are Perfecting Your Beingness, March 22, 2016,” Channeled by Linda Dillon, at http://inlightuniversal.com/heavenly-blessings-st-germaine-offers-encouragement-3/.)
Add to this inability to see the whole picture, the position we’re in by occupying a 3D physical body.
I’ve been outside mine so I know the difference in competence between me encumbered and unencumbered by this non-conducting physical body.
In the physical body, I’m subject to such density and strains that I don’t think as deeply or as broadly as I might outside it so I can see that my judgments are really limited in scope and utility.
Add to that as well that I don’t see the whole picture, as St. Germaine says, and my “judgments” are not very satisfactory, except as they serve my interests.
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June 18, 2020 at 10:13 AM #311314OtterParticipant
Today Steve wrote:
Add to this inability to see the whole picture, the position we’re in by occupying a 3D physical body.
I’ve been outside mine so I know the difference in competence between me encumbered and unencumbered by this non-conducting physical body.
In the physical body, I’m subject to such density and strains that I don’t think as deeply or as broadly as I might outside it so I can see that my judgments are really limited in scope and utility.
Add to that as well that I don’t see the whole picture, as St. Germaine says, and my “judgments” are not very satisfactory, except as they serve my interests.
That’s what I was clumsily trying to get at. Those are the people I thought I was addressing, the ones who had seen themselves from ‘outside’. It is from that vantage point I can escape the limitations of my 3D self and make a legitimate judgement about myself and my limitations, or so I thought.
If I can’t do that, even about my own internal thoughts, even from the outside, how can I be sure of anything? Why would I ever think I could tell anyone that there was more to us than flesh and blood? If I don’t even have that fragile toehold on my own thoughts, I don’t feel justified to decide anything about anyone, including my self. It’s a bleak picture with no love for myself or anyone else.
Thank you for the tip about specifying the GAOG article I am referring to. I’ll either link it or quote the part I am referring to like I did here in the future.
I think I said earlier that the whole reason I’m here is to follow your personal journey. It has given me many insights into the process we are going through. I don’t get much from the channeled messages.
I know you must be busy but I and many others I’m sure would love to hear what a typical day at GAOG is like. Maybe you could do an article about that.
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June 16, 2020 at 1:34 PM #311272OtterParticipant
From todays’ GAOG:
And as much as some on your world right now would like to draw lines in the sand, and say, ‘It is us versus them,’ it never will be. It always will be you as a collective,
I don’t get this. At times they tell us that we are all free to choose our own path and other times we are tied to ‘the collective’. And what ever happened to our sacred Free Will?
Sorry. I don’t want to be in a chain gang with the dark.
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June 17, 2020 at 1:57 PM #311293Steve BeckowKeymaster
I think it’d be the same situation if you considered an individual as an individual, Otter: Sometimes we know we exercise our free choice; at other times, we exercise our free choice by yielding to fashion, trends, the in-crowd, the law, etc.
In either case, we’re making free-will choices.
Even if we submit to tyranny, we’re choosing to submit. I’m not sure there is any situation in which we’re not choosing; it just doesn’t look that way sometimes. Point a gun at my head and I look like I’m being forced. Turn your head away for a moment, and I take the gun away from you. I’m choosing to submit or not.
The alternative – to feel forced into a decision – shades into powerlessness and perceived victimization. Since it doesn’t fit with cosmic truth to represent ourselves as powerless, even if we’ve constructed an elaborate identity based on it, we end up needing to ditch that perspective at some point and see again that we are – if even on a higher dimension – eminently powerful.
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June 18, 2020 at 10:31 AM #311315OtterParticipant
Thanks for the reply Steve.
My question wasn’t about whether we had free will or not, I’m certain we do. My question had to do with whether we are chained to the collective or not. If I have a choice, I choose not to be. That’s why I am confused about the differing channeled messages. Some say we are chained, some say we aren’t. I have to either judge which messenger to believe or make my own judgement. Either way, we have to make a judgement.
In the words of Bob Dylan in that song – “You’ve Got to Serve Somebody”.
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June 24, 2020 at 6:43 AM #311444Tom KParticipant
I guess we are chained to the collective through our bodies. I feel like I would rather not be chained either, though I’m only chained to the extent that I feel chained. I just spent 10 minutes looking down over the universe in a meditation and that felt like having a break from being chained. And about “us versus them”, I think that’s just a duality we can get around by seeing the collective as a collection of different frequencies – like we’re all trying to climb the same mountain, but those who are still lower down the mountain are messing around a lot, though we have to shift everyone together.
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June 24, 2020 at 6:56 AM #311445Tom KParticipant
Yesterday’s post “Archangel Michael: The Cabal is not as United as You Think” https://goldenageofgaia.com/2020/06/22/311396/ – I feel confused about that. If the cabal has largely gone into hiding and doesnt care if we ascend, then why are we still in lockdown ? In the US it might be about the election, but what about the rest of us? And if nobody has been arrested then it feels like the powers that be are not about to fall or change their ways. Maybe we have to wait for them to be replaced more gradually via the normal election process.
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June 24, 2020 at 7:58 AM #311452Steve BeckowKeymaster
Some of the cabal have gone into hiding; some have not, Tom.
The Alliance is busy dealing with those who haven’t.
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June 25, 2020 at 9:08 AM #311474OtterParticipant
After a decade of following the Golden Age of Gaia, It’s like the kid who cried wolf too many times.
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June 27, 2020 at 7:42 AM #311526gardenlorParticipant
Hi Otter and all who read these words.
I wanted to address the “soon ” …..
The discovery of being a slave.
The realization that one can free oneself.The facing of oneself as the other self.
The idea of “self”
The self shattering….
seeing the illusion of “self” as separate.How long does this take ? A moment – or many lifetimes. Has anything gone wrong. No. The third dimension , from my understanding is for experience.
Experiencing and choosing.
Ultimately each one, by our own free will – (and yes the choice to be dark, is allowed as there is nothing outside of God ) will choose our path, our journey, in our way, leading to our own understanding.In this experience I see that we are all polarizing – choosing – and this choosing is the purpose of this reality.
My understanding so far is that the free will violation by the “dark” – can’t hold up against a “being” of Love.
Maybe at this stage of the “game” we also wondered if Love truly conquers all.Thanks Otter for being here.
Spring sprung in my part of the world – so I am in the garden more than ever these days.
for a mind blower – check out “Earthing- the Movie”
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June 30, 2020 at 6:08 PM #311611OtterParticipant
In this experience I see that we are all polarizing – choosing – and this choosing is the purpose of this reality.
My understanding so far is that the free will violation by the “dark” – can’t hold up against a “being” of Love.
Maybe at this stage of the “game” we also wondered if Love truly conquers all.Thanks Otter for being here.
Thank you Lori, it helps to know I’m not alone in feeling that we are actually free and our fate is not in the hands of ‘the collective’. It would be wonderful if everyone would find and choose the love and joy being offered to us but I honor everyone’s freedom to make their own choice.
And I completely agree, to choose IS the reason we are here. I know sometimes I sound like a contrarian when I react to channelings that seem to question our individual free will. We know nothing will ever take that away.
All the best!
PS, I’ll look for that book you mentioned. I haven’t been very successful in my garden. 🙂
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June 27, 2020 at 6:02 AM #311521Pamela LovejoyParticipant
Dear Steve Beckow, I have just read your post about grief, which you shared on June 27, 2020. My heart is aching for you, and I’m so sorry for what you’re going through.
I have been Following your site here for a few months, and reading new articles has become a very important part of my day to sustain and inspire me during these challenging times.
I am absolutely astounded and grateful for the incredible work that you have done, your beautiful insightful writing, and kindness in so generously sharing your extensive knowledge and experience. You have such courage to be so open and vulnerable about your life experiences, your views, your passions and your doubts.
I hope that the current pain in your heart is eased at least a tiny fraction by knowing that so many people care about you.
With much compassion, Pamela Lovejoy
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June 28, 2020 at 9:41 PM #311557Steve BeckowKeymaster
Thank you, Pamela.
Your kind words do ease the pain, dear heart.
I’m losing my brother, which I still have trouble conceiving.
But I haven’t lost him yet so I don’t need to mourn. I will some day, unless med beds arrive soon.
Thank you for sharing your love.
Steve
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July 3, 2020 at 1:26 PM #311689OtterParticipant
Matthew’s message in GAOG 7-2-2020 reads:
You may have seen films of George Floyd’s death and noticed unusual circumstances: The policeman who had his knee on Mr. Floyd’s neck looked “vacant” as he gazed at the person who was filming him, and the three policemen who were standing nearby appeared to have little interest in what was happening.
The very second the incident started, those five souls and others in their respective pre-birth agreements amended their soul contracts so they could participate as they did. The policemen’s apparent lack of emotions and lack of dread in Mr. Floyd was the effect of their subconscious processing as they acted in accordance with their newly-agreed-upon roles.
I’m still trying to decide if I am supposed to cry for or applaud the performance of those policemen and the victim.
Can we actually have our agreements changed on the fly like that? Did they have a choice about it? And since when has our side decided to use fake events to reach our goals? I thought that False Flags and mind control was a Cabal tactic!Am I the only one that feels queasy about this?
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July 22, 2020 at 8:38 AM #312118stillnessParticipant
Otter, I cannot answer your question to satisfy either of us.
There is a saying…”One cannot see the forest because we are standing to close to the trees.” In-other-words…we are so deep in the dung down here – to fully understand what is really going on from a much higher view point…or why things are the way they are.
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I definitely have more questions than I have answer for…that is for sure.
For myself, I just keep applying PEACE, light, LOVE, SALT, TRUTH and fruits like that all day long – to every negative thought, emotion and situation that comes across my path throughout the day.
And sometimes I blow it big time…(like I did last night using angry words) – but I just pick myself up and start all over again.
Hang in there Otter, and someday we’ll sit down together and look back on this time and have an interesting discussion about all this.
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