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Ahhhh…. Now we’re talking. A discussion group about enlightenment!
Let me comment on Ascension itself to begin with!
Ascension itself is a level of enlightenment beyond the Third-Dimensional, seven-chakra system.
Other sages (mostly avatars) have called it Sahaja Samadhi, Vijnana, Nirvana, Buddhahood, etc.
Most terrestrial sages did not reach it. Ramana Maharshi is the only terrestrial sage I know who did.
Among the avatars who did are the Buddha, Jesus, Sri Ramakrishna, and Anandamoyee Ma.
Since the vasanas are burned to a crisp by Sahaja, it follows that they are still active even after seventh-chakra enlightenment or Brahmajnana.
That explains why so many terrestrial sages who’ve experienced Brahmajnana still “fall” for sexual misdemeanours or purchasing fleets of cars or misusing donations. Their vasanas are still active.
Some justify their actions as “crazy wisdom” and maintain that they are beyond the reach of ordinary morals. However those who have gone beyond that stage of enlightenment don’t agree. Many say that enlightened beings have to model desirable behavior and having sex with your students or stealing money is not modelling it.
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I am going to share my experience of awakening. I will do my best to give you the readers digest version. I need to provide some background to explain the process of elevating my frequency, which was made clear to me after the fact.
When I was a teenager I had an experience in which time and space “collapsed”. There was simply no space between. I was in my bed looking at the stars, and “everything” “merged” as one unit. It was very scary. I had no idea what had happened. I experienced this same “thing” several times throughout my life.
In my early 20s, I had a profound experience, I asked God for guidance, and beyond my imagination, God answered my call. This is when the journey began to get interesting. My life didn’t suddenly get “better”, but God was helping me along the way.
The Divine guided and directed me for many years. It was incredible, but at the same time, a very private journey, I kept the experiences to myself.
When I entered my 40s, things began to pick up speed.
I was led to a group in which we worked to connect and clear our “patterns”, our core issues. This was a painful process, but a necessary for me to “lighten my load”, pun intended..
The clearing worked wonders, I was connecting the dots and untangling the mess I had created.
I had many experiences leading up to the event, most beyond anything I could imagine. Plus many symptoms, mainly that I was aware of in hindsight.
My frequency was becoming finer, I was reaching a “tipping point”.
I am really condensing here..
It felt a little like childbirth, my body took over in a sense, it began to ready itself for the event, without any thinking on my part, it was just happening. In the days prior to the event, I had a kundalini experience that moved through my entire body.
At this point, I want to stress, much is clear in hindsight, like giving birth, you can talk about it all you want, but until you experience it..
The event happened while I was at work. An energy vortex appeared before me and within that vortex I saw my entire life, everything was there, I knew my patterns and issues. Very hard to fully describe in text. I entered in the vortex, my patterns and all sense of self collapsed and I went through the point at the end of the vortex and merged with the One. The self was gone, I merged back with the One, my true origin.
I now know the truth, I am the Divine, always have been, always will be. I made up the entire experience of self, none of the story is real. I created every bit of it, my life is made up, completely by me… no one did anything to me, it was all my creation.
And now, here I am, still in the game, but aware that it is a game….
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Thank you, Lily, wonderful story! Story, game…either can refer to our interesting creation(s) here on Planet Earth.
Glad you’re still “here.”
Best,
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I was having a hard time staying in my body in the days following the event. A couple of reasons, for one, I really didn’t want to, what would be the point, sure, I was in a complete state of bliss, but my body was reeling with an energy of such incredible force that it was hard to harness and anchor it within me, I kept “slipping out”. My body felt like it was on fire, but strangely enough, it wasn’t as you would think. The kundalini and frequency charge were upgrading my system to a finer, more “electrical” state of being.
Think of a dimmer switch gradually turning up over many years and then all of the sudden, a big, big jump in power rushing through you.
It was hard to keep it in, it felt like I had overfilled the cup (body), my body was shaking trying to keep the soul “in”.
I slipped out and was soaring around the room, this was amazing, it reminded me of seeing an otter swim in water, so fluid and free.Pretty exciting… But…. as I was “out”, soaring over my body, which I still felt attached to, the feeling was of being in both places at the same time, beings joined me, they told me that I must get back in my body, that I had agreed to come here and do what I said I would do, basically, get my ass back in my body and complete my mission.
So here I am…
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With what I am about to share, I hope to help bring light to something that often triggers people’s deeply rooted issues. I am only stating my opinions, because I do not have infinite wisdom like the Divine Mother. It is my best attempt at comprehending the world around me, and that is all that any of us can do.
My philosophy on evil
I had a dream last night where I spoke to a widely suspected member of the Illuminati, and it was a bizarre and uncomfortable experience. I don’t remember most of the conversation, but I remember saying to her, “I was probably one of the cabal members in a past life. Maybe even you.”
She rudely dismissed my comment with a short and condescending “no,” which makes me think that she either thought it was ridiculous to suggest that she and I are the same soul, or maybe she doesn’t believe in reincarnation. That dream got me thinking about darkness and what I believe evil really is.
First I must say that I feel no shame in saying that I probably WAS one of the members of the cabal in a past life, I just don’t know who. I may or may not actually be one of them, but I wouldn’t be surprised if I were.
The reason I say this is because I feel deep in my heart that I am among the few souls that dared to see how far this game of darkness could be pushed, how much perceived separation from God could be created, and I take great pride in that. I know that sounds really crazy, but from my point of view, this is all just a game, and all the players in it are eternal and our existence cannot be destroyed. We are forever enfolded in the love of our Creator.
Energy, or consciousness in this case, cannot be created or destroyed, only transformed; one of the few laws of physics in mainstream science that actually holds water. Our Source is that very consciousness that cannot be created or destroyed, and it transformed parts of itself to create everything around us, including ourselves.
With the mindset of our lives on Earth being the grandest game, I do not hate the Illuminati. I weep for their victims, and I abhor their actions, but I also perfectly comprehend their purpose for existing, which is to show us that we do not want hate, fear and violence, and that we DO want Love; so my hatred is nonexistent. “Condemn the offense, not the offender” is a phrase that comes to mind, and I try to live by that as much as I can.
I admit that I have my low points where I feel so weary of living here in this darkness, where I wish that the members of the cabal would just disappear, but I never wish harm upon them. They have created their own hell for themselves, so it is not my place to punish. I don’t want revenge, I just want peace.
At times like these when I deeply contemplate the situation I’m in, I feel a great respect for them; I feel that they are the only beings in this universe that are “evil” enough to provide a truly challenging test of strength — strength of heart, mind, and spirit. I know from my past lives and all of the channeled messages stating such that I am an extremely powerful being. Most of my past lives that I am aware of are warriors of differing kinds. So with that in mind, I respect the Illuminati members as worthy opponents or rivals.
With my opinion of the cabal out of the way, let’s ask two basic questions: what is evil? And does inherent evil exist? I will give my answer to the second question and explain my answer using the first question. I believe inherent evil does not exist, not in a single soul out there. Now what do I believe is the definition of evil? I happen to share the same definition of evil as Zingdad does, which he describes in his book The Ascension Papers. To me, evil is the PERCEPTION that one’s ability to choose has been taken away.
Often you’ll hear victims of crimes say, “Why me? I didn’t want this; I didn’t CHOOSE this.” However, the reality is that we always choose our experiences, and even in an intense moment where a decision has to be made immediately, there are always multiple choices available, even if certain choices are perceived to be impossible or extremely difficult.
The size of one’s list of choices to make is directly proportional to the degree of freedom they believe they have. The more that someone believes in their inherent freedom and the ability to create miracles, the more choices they will know that they have at any given moment. But, those choices are always there, regardless of someone’s state of consciousness.
All the tragedies that we see in the world are there because of choices that those souls made before incarnating, but everyone forgets those decisions after they are born, so to try to make sense of why certain people act out in violence towards others, the concept of evil was born in order to deflect responsibility and blame others for our pain. Because no one can ever truly take away another person’s ability to choose, I do not believe that evil is inherent in anyone.
People who commit acts of violence of any nature are struggling to cope with their perception that their ability to choose has been taken away by someone else; in order to feel some sense of control again, they hurt others and attempt to take away their ability to choose. It is a vicious cycle and the only thing that can stop it is self responsibility, the strength to own one’s choices and not blame others for one’s own suffering.
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Hello Anael,
Thank you so much for this contribution. Somehow it slipped my attention before. I really resonate with your points of view and am impressed by your way of putting it in words. I took the liberation to share your post with others “outside” this forum, for I think it could be to some assistance.
Love you
Ra~Luv
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Thank you so much for seeing my post as something that is worth sharing with others, it gives me great joy to serve my brothers and sisters more directly once in a while. I am honored that you value my ideas and wisdom.
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Months later, finally catching up on the forum.
Thank you, Anael, for your thoughtful mini-dissertation. Wonderfully constructed and logical and simultaneously full of heart and emotion. The ceiling popped REALLY LOUDLY above my head when I read your assertion that you knew you’d been “one of them” (Cabal) in one or more previous lives and I thought uh-oh, me too. Our house is not normally noisy/creaky so such sounds when I’m immersed in consciousness-thinking, -writing, or -reading, are usually emphasizing the content of that moment’s experience.
In short: pay attention, Catherine!
So thank you for the head’s up.
By the way, you are a terrific writer.
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I thought that my post had been deleted. Some number of days after I originally posted my message, I had requested that it be taken down because no one was replying to it so I assumed that my ideas may have been too fringe even for this forum. I deeply apologize for my insecurity. I haven’t really been coming back to this forum since then because I felt like I didn’t belong here. The only post that I made more recently was when I was reporting on the rainfall in Tacoma Washington where I live; that was when the wildfires were getting lots of news coverage and the skies over the west coast were an ominous orange.
I am very happy that I chose to check in on things here and to see that people actually feel similar to how I feel. I see so many people calling the cabal demons all the time, and I truly understand why they would say it, but it really has made me feel like I’m at a crazy party where everyone is blackout drunk and I’m the only sober person.
As of recent, a lot of the teachings from ascended beings that I have absorbed are finally reaching that “realization” level of understanding. I know that I haven’t been face to face with any of the cabal members but at least in my current situation I can just as easily send love to them as I can for the rest of humanity.
My sense of inner peace and deep caring for all my brothers and sisters on earth has expanded so much this year. I feel so much more connected to everyone energetically than ever before, and it gives me a profound sense of satisfaction to know that by just being myself and sharing my light with the world, I can help stabilize the collective consciousness and make things easier for everyone.
That increased connection has been hard to adjust to, especially right now with the election chaos. I have been feeling a lot of other people’s anxiety and stress, and I’m happy to shoulder the burden for my earth family, but damn has it been hard on my body. For basically a week now my insides have felt like they are dissolving in acid, and I have been getting very poor sleep. Today is the first day that I have felt good since Nov 3rd.
I feel like I am getting a bit off track, I just wanted to say thank you to you guys for enjoying my post, it means a lot to me. And thank you Catherine for the compliments on my writing. I am only so eloquent when I speak from my heart, I didn’t do so well with creative writing in school. I love you guys and I hope you can get through all this craziness with grace and inner peace.
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Hello fellow travelers,
I guess if we don’t participate , it becomes a ghost town. Well said Catherine.
I apologize Anael for mis-spelling your name in my previous comment.
Yes, as Catherine says, please keep writing. It is so pure of heart and is truly a gift to us all.
Anael, you brought up something that I am realizing and exploring more in my own life – it is what I consider “the journey or broad purpose” – you mentioned the “multi-soul nature”.
I feel this component of our being is helpful, for many, to discuss.I have spent many years exploring as the witness, all of the aspects of self that make up my energetic field. Knowing that we are multi-dimensional (simultaneously living experience) is a puzzle piece that would benefit the human by realizing. Clarity improves when one realizes the saying “it’s ALL within”. We are ALL. It is so very true and the outer is the illusion or “game” if you will. Many teachers, describing how to be in the game but not of it.
We can shield the light from ourselves in multiple ways for as long as we choose. Again, always a free- will choice. Here we are – in the land of forgetting….watching the light bulbs switch on and on and on…..
…very exciting times. Yet too, many days I say to SELF, I really signed up for this ?
In appreciation for all who visit this site and forum,
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Hi Lori,
How are you? Better … how are you FEELING?
What’s the difference one self might ask? In the constructed human self, limited to language and concepts of a spectrum between Good and Bad, you would be triggered to answer from the mind … reflecting the Mental Body.
While the FEELING reflects the KNOWING as a (sum, total, nexus) of ALL that YOU ARE! That’s were you exist in the NOW and requires BE~ING!
As I tried to share before … I consider Being resonates to the Holy Father, while Becoming is linked to the Divine Mother. Every individual One of us is experiencing this Life as one angle or ANGEL of ALL (possibilities).
If people would really KNOW WHO they are … ONE Multi Dimensional BEING expressing from Inside towards Outside … all fear and manipulation from Outside Inwards … would vanish in a heartbeat!
I many times try to make people “see” with this analogy.
You observe a person standing in front of a mirror. This person looks at it’s face and sees a spot on it’s nose. Then this person in full mental health, starts cleaning the mirror in an attempt to remove the spot in it’s own reflection hahahaha. How ridiculous is that? But this is exactly how our Third Dimensional world is trapped.
Love you ALL
Ra~Luv
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Hi Lori and Anael,
Glad to see you both here. Maybe we can be ghostbusters and resuscitate the forum a bit. I am uplifted by most of the posts here!
Love your lightbulb-switching-on metaphor, Lori. I also frequently wonder, did I REALLY choose to come here, now?! WHAT was I thinking??
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Hi Ra~Luv, I assure you the “promotion” wasn’t planned. I wanted to edit a new thread that I’d made a typo on and was unable to do so without being made a “moderator.” So I’m unofficially an official moderator. 😉
It does mean that I’ll check in often and start new threads or at least add posts to existing ones. Maybe others from GAoG will chime in as they see (or sense) activity.
Good to see you here!
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Was triggered when I read this today (again) …
Repost: The Arcturians – Boost your Immune System and General Health
We are the Arcturians. We hold the Arcturian light from the planet of Arcturus. It is an intense source of light within our beings, which we wish to share with others to aid their illumination.
I imagine in some distant future, we Humans would connect with others equally as the Arcturians…
We are the Humans. We hold the Human light from the planet Earth, before she returned to her original Archangel GAIA Self. It is an intense source of light within our beings, which we wish to share with others to aid their illumination.
I can imagine we as a collective have much lessons and wisdom to share! Each from their own Plane of existence, their individual “planet” self 😉
Love you ALL
Ra~Luv
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Hi Ralph! I do remember the “call me Ralph” conversation now that you mention it, from when the forum began. Will do.
Sometimes I do believe “there are no accidents” and possibly, my typo leading to being a monitor was planned…somewhere…by someone…perhaps higher self. In any case, here I am.
Regarding your second post, I love the idea of being a “planet” self! That’s a smile, thank you. Dr. Peebles once told me to look at the stars, and know that how I see that brilliant distant light is exactly how Star Family sees me. Pure light. Yes, I’m human, I’m a body/in a body, and that star is/has a planet body. But really, we’re all light.
Love to all (still haven’t stumbled on my preferred sign-off here),
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I had an ah-ha moment yesterday regarding my baseline frequency. I believe now that my baseline, or average, frequency is kissing the first subplane of the fifth dimension, it is riding that line between 4d and 5d.
The “evidence” that I have to support my heart knowing is that I have been hearing lately that the 5th dimension is the now moment, a state of consciousness where there is total contentment, peace, and total absence of anxiety. For the past few months, it has been getting easier and easier for me to center my awareness in my now moment, feeling total safety in my surroundings, complete inner security and trust, and overflowing love for all my brothers and sisters on earth, even the children of darkness; my intuition tells me that this is what unity consciousness is.
Either Archangel Michael or Divine Mother said in a channeled message that Sahaja Samadhi, the full and permanent heart opening, doesn’t occur until a few subplanes into 5d, so I think it is very likely that I have been living in 5d consciousness more and more while still observing a 3d external reality. Bliss and overflowing love and faith have been increasingly easy to access, So I believe that my average frequency is extremely close to 5d.
I wanted to share my observations because I think some people expect attaining any semblance of unity consciousness is going to be some life altering event, but it probably isn’t going to be, so there could be some people out there who already can reach it and they don’t even know it.
I think that many of us, including myself, have been overestimating the experience of reaching the first subplane of 5d, like suddenly we become effortlessly psychic, or we can suddenly fly, or even that we’ll be living in a state of bliss and nothing can pull us back down. I do think the bliss part happens upon sahaja samadhi, but for everything else, like our higher dimensional faculties, those are not necessarily tied to unity consciousness.
I am a perfect example because my enlightenment process has been, sometimes to my dismay, VERY gradual. I cannot really say to you that I had a single life altering event that propelled me down my service path, or even a temporary enlightenment experience like Steve’s partial heart opening in 2015. Everything has been gradual, in tiny baby steps, and here I am experiencing unity consciousness, not being very psychic, or being able to fly or use telekinesis.
I hope that people will see this because I think it has the potential to give a lot of people a confidence boost. We are doing really well as a collective, I can feel it.
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Great post Alex,
Thanks a lot. You are gifted with a very gentle loving way expressing yourself. Your words and energy hold “peace” in itself from what I can perceive.
I guess from your other “stories” you shared with us here, they came with “some self perceived human awareness” in physical “fragile” form in this lifetime.
No judgement on my part, only admiration for the lesson you take upon yourself to “overcome”. Your “shyness” is probably one of those gifts, you granted yourself. Smiling at you, with you!
Love you
Ralph Ra~Luv
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What a wonderful post, Anael, thank you so much. I agree with you that there is a sometimes maddening gradualness to this process and many of us are more and more “there“ without noticing that it’s not too terribly different from our so-called normal lives.
My experience of baby steps has probably been very similar to yours. If I look at where I am today and, for example, compare to my journal writing from 1980, I would definitely notice the difference. But from last week or last month or even last year, much harder to tell.
I also hope more people see this. We will do what we can to bring more traffic to the forum here.
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Hi Everyone,
Despite my walking through the flood and fire….
I guess one calls it by ‘feeling” to aid understanding, I realize how important our words written here are.
I am speaking from my heart when I say – The book, The Ascension Papers by Zingdad…(go to his site and download the book if you haven’t read it and want to have an experience of ascension), he offers his book as a free gift. Bless him, and this book was the perspective that Anael reminded me of just before I “needed” to remember the clarity it gives. Thank you.It seems I preached about the change and the dissolving of the old 3D matrix as a truth I could not, and still am unable to ‘not” share. To not share what is going on – is to walk in fear and to walk in fear is no life at all for this incarnation is my stance I guess. Maybe at a higher self level while little self shudders at what has transpired all around me.
Yes, I am standing – with millions around the world that are holding the truth of this reality. In my family and neighbourhood… and community and even further the attack has been fierce. I stated in a much earlier post that maybe we wanted to see if Love really is the strongest force in the Universe….. I can stand and say, YES. Divine intervention- divine Light and pure Love as been my companion throughout – allowing me to KNOW what previously I had just “hoped” was true.
It is true, I see all humans as Divine God Source in a body; they are not what they do.
If I judge then the statement – “but for the grace of God- go I” would be meaningless.I will share details one day, to support others that maybe left abusive self created situations, but as I am still in this….I just want to stay connected to Light-warriors who maybe do not know yet, that is who and what they are. This beautiful planet is healing herself and we are here to witness the transition into the next age.
I am to teach about “Living Soil”.
On a physical level I wish to share the name Zach Bush MD. He is a doctor – three degrees, cancer as a specialty, who perceived the connection between soil and human health and its necessary understanding for healing the “elemental human vessel”. I think many will be inspired.
As I sit in meditation and go within to clear from a higher perspective, I have learned that we do have ‘all that we need’ within. Having said that, I am honoured to be a part of a community of Light holders. I too have a physical vessel with which to experience and so, follow guidance and my purpose within the elemental world.
If someone wants any assistance in turning their space- yard, balcony or acreage back to living soil, please start a thread and we can discuss solutions to bring Gaia back to her original design. The trees talk to each other through a network that exists within us as well. We will all connect as one consciously again as was always intended.
Thank you for the space and I write so that this space continues for all.
Lori
I Am the Love
I am the Light
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Ah, Lori, that’s lovely! Thank you so much for posting.
We recently “redid” our yards front and back. After some 8 years of mostly drought, and watering restrictions, it was all pretty much defunct.
We partnered with a longtime local landscape architect and focused on native or well-adapted species that are beautiful, low water use, and resilient.
Most of the plants are finally in. I feel so welcome now when I walk outside! Each plant is its own self while connecting with the whole around it. I feel completely different about “the yard” and “yard work” than I’ve ever felt. I sense cooperation and partnership with these beautiful beings of the soil. Every tuft of dymondia gleams with silvery light and already they are growing toward each other, striving to weave a springy, living carpet.
I love your Living Soil thread idea. Start it! This forum is yours, it’s ours, it belongs to all members. Go for it.
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Hello! I would like to respond to a comment made regarding a remark made in a different forum stream but, likely best responded to as an Enlightenment subject. Every month I go through a themed instruction. This instruction is followed through in all ways (dreams, waking life, reading, etc.). This past month has been mostly focused on those things that have conjured the energy of anger. From my perspective, I understand the specifics of this instruction are for me. I wonder, based on what I’ve read, if this is a theme others are also experiencing. I think so only because I know we are all one and aiding each other with the Ascension. The instruction I receive is intended to possibly cause the energy of anger to rise/appear within. I have found them (lessons) most helpful because they aid me with identifying the energy and specifically those triggers that cause it. When I’m able to identify it I can then forgive/heal it or change/transform it or both – usually both. What I’ve discovered is that left unchecked anger can be most destructive but when understood or recognized I am able to manage it and get through difficult lessons with some grace. This a challenging instruction and I appreciate it mostly because I realize I’m ready for it. My Guides, I appreciate because this is also very challenging for them as they often have to exercise a lot of patience as they shoulder my grappling. They are wonderful with their ability to aid me in discovering my truth or the truths I choose with greater clarity. The good news is that I am able to grapple less as the month goes on and by the end of it I’ve often moved easily on to the next subject. I really feel relieved these days of anger. We’ve identified those subjects that require a little more exercise. The exercises strengthen my resolve to understand a more loving – more light filled way. And, addressing these subjects as a collective I believe we all find resolution. I thought to share this to assist with clarity regarding this enlightenment subject. And, I wanted to share my gratitude and appreciation with all those that co-create with me during these most challenging times.
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Hi, D, what a wonderful practice you have. It can be so helpful to have the structure of lessons or a plan or even a series of questions to ask about different topics. If you’d care to share, I would like to know the name of the “themed instruction.”
I’m taking metaphysical classes through the University of Metaphysical Sciences (online) and many of the courses include explorations and exercises. I just completed the Anger Management course and learned a great deal.
Thanks for speaking up here. We learn from each other!
Love and Light,
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Hi Catherine, thank you for this LOL 😂😂😂 gift hahahahaha
I just completed the Anger Management course and learned a great deal.
I feel we have sufficient common mutual respect … I am allowed to laugh With you … Not at you!
To me you are the last person I had expected to follow a course like this. Says more about me probably, then you or the course!!
Nevertheless I enjoy having this lol 😂😆 and don’t feel ashamed laughing. It’s liberating … thank you so much. Hahahahaha
Love you
Ralph
Ps. Sorry if anyone should be offended … dealing or struggling with real anger emotions 💚🥺. Probably just very happy (therefore the laughing), not really have to deal with those in this life, but rather had “other” fear issues to challenge.
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Oh Ralph you make me laugh!! Thank you for that.
I’m happy to say the Anger Management course is simply one of the required degree courses for a BA through UMS. I’m also happy to say I didn’t relate much to the material, but it’s required reading and I’m always glad to learn. 😁 I also glazed over during some of the other required courses, but most of them I really appreciate.
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