I’m taking Sue Lie’s Multidimensional Leadership Training at the same time I’m taking Linda Dillon’s The Inspired Self webinar. And the Tsunami of Love has been ramped up.
I don’t know what’s causing it – I like to think the two courses – but I’m having major insights and readjustments. (1)
One of them occurred three hours after Sue’s course this morning.
I was sitting on a bench on a sunny day, waiting for my Bavarian Smokey from a vendor. Suddenly something dropped from me. The experience was similar to when the wall of belief – the belief being that I was separate from my Higher Self – fell away. (2)
Something fell away. And I tried to discover and name what it was. I tried on: “Mental chatter.” Hmmm…. Yes. “The Constant Critic.” Yes. “The frightened child.” Yes.
I still talked to myself, but my attention now was single-minded. There wasn’t an echo. There wasn’t this constant monitoring where radars are scanning and sonars pinging and screens being updated and recalibrated and interpreted. My mind was not a war room any more.
There was just one of me now in a way there hadn’t been before. Granted that, for the Humpty Dumpty Man, this is feeling a little like the beginning of the end game. (3)
That left me more present, more here and now. At one point I heard myself complaining and, when I heard myself, I stopped complaining immediately. I (the witness) recognized that as “old-dimensional.”
So I am somehow pulling out of being unchangeably tied to the Third/Fourth Dimension, or so it seems. Something is happening.
The course I was in was on multidimensionality. What did I expect?
(1) Folks in the courses are aware that my schedule won’t allow me to participate in all aspects. Thanks for being understanding.
(2) See “Reunited with Long-Lost Self” at https://goldenageofgaia.com/?p=287068 and “The Impact of Beliefs” at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2017/04/12/287104/
(3) See “Putting Humpty Together Again – Part 1/3,” July 18, 2016, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2016/07/18/putting-humpty-together-part-13/.