But I now see it in much more richness. I’m here to assist in creating a breakthrough in humanness. Of course Ascension is that breakthrough writ large. But I’m here to help, and undoubtedly you’re here to help as well, to create that breakthrough from the ground up, not just in one fell swoop, so to speak.
I’m here (you may be too) to help us ease our exit from paradigms that didn’t work in the past, won’t work now and will never work in the future. I can name them: social darwinism, empirical materialism, capitalism, communism, the American dream, the Protestant work ethic – all the ways in which we’ve been manipulated to remain happy parents, eager consumers, and a docile work force.
I’m one of the luckiest people alive in that I love my mission. Whether it’s expanding the meaning of humanness, or exploring the divine qualities, or promoting sacred rights, I love this work.
But my mission is the elephant in every room I enter – except I invited the elephant. That means I get to eat alone a lot. Well, with the elephant, I suppose. But that’s the way I want it and I wouldn’t trade it.
Archangel Michael described the new forms of relationship that will arise to take into account us mission-driven individuals:
“So [relationship] is more mission-driven than simply an ideation of what a partnership or a marriage is about. This notion — and it has been a human notion, and we could spend a great deal of time talking about how the power structures of union and marriage have evolved and shifted — but these unions do not require a set form. And that is new. It is original. It is how it is on this side. It is how it was in the very beginning.
“But there is a decision between the two souls on that form, depending on what you are working on, what you are achieving, what you are dreaming, what you are creating, how you are playing. And then the form follows the creation and the desire, rather than setting the form and then making everything fit the form. That is how you ended up with institutions that don’t work. So, you aren’t repeating that error. You have grown.
“And the form that these partnerships will take, or can take, by choice, will shift and morph, again depending on what you are dreaming, what you are desiring.
“But the key to this is freedom, complete liberation, and the acknowledgment, not in lip service, but on the deepest soul level, of the freedom of the person that you are joining with, the sanctity — yes, the sanctity! — of their path, of their choices, of their desires, of their decisions. So there is no push and pull. It is the ebb and flow. It is the infinity. It is the tide.” (1)
I do get that and I celebrate it. And it operates in me about as much as I imagine it’ll be operating in others whose sense of mission grows.
I’m all about growth, awareness, expansion. I’m all about a lack of constraint and a maximization of freedom. I know for myself that I get crabby and scratchy if away from my mission for long and I tend to associate with others who are in the same place.
So this balancing of doing the work we came to do while still enjoying each other’s company is a big part of making a success of the life I see ahead of us and ahead of me.
Many of these breakthroughs that I serve are being midwifed by the Company of Heaven. The tsunami of love, which is building, or the arrival of prosperity are two examples. Disclosure is another. These will shatter forever the narrow walls that enclose us and the binds that tie us.
I open to the breakthrough in love that’s in the offing. I see the breakthrough in democracy being demanded around the world and support it. I invite a breakthrough in gender equality and am committed to it. And the same applies to breakthroughs on all other fronts known and unknown to me.
I’m committed to a widening of every definition of humanness, of every human experience, of every human capability.
At last I feel myself operating at a level that feels native to me. At last I’ve found my voice and don’t wish to remain silent any longer, a closet servant of the Mother.
But I do need a rest. Creative explosions can be a wonderful thing. But they take copious amounts of energy and I am human. This lifetime!
All of this can wait. I know what I’m doing now and that should allow me to expend my energy in a regulated manner with my eye on the future, patiently creating.
(1) “Archangel Michael: I See You! I Love You! I Will Engage,” Nov. 7, 20-13, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/spiritual-essays/the-role-of-twin-flames/archangel-michael-i-see-you-i-love-you-i-will-engage/.