I wanted to say more about the unusual experience I had on Saturday, which has proven so revealing. (1) During that experience, I felt more power surge through me than I ever have felt in my life and could ever contemplate feeling. It took my experience of life to dimensions that I could not have imagined.
But it also had me see what happens when a tremendous amount of energy arises from within and then is transmitted out through the medium of the physical body, the emotional make-up, and the mindset, with its residual issues in life.
As I said then, the remaining vasanas I have skewed and biased that energy. Meanwhile, the energy itself exaggerated the vasanas so that what was a minor matter before was now a very major matter. My minor irritability, impatience, and desires were all monstrously big now.
And one of the things I saw right away was how an enlightened person, who was only halfway up the mountain, could perpetrate so badly and fall from grace. Their vasanas are not burnt away. The vasanas don’t release their grip until a stage of enlightenment called sahaja samadhi, which Archangel Michael has told me that almost no one on the planet has yet achieved. (I named one person I thought had achieved it and he said he has not yet done so. And this is the level of enlightenment that all of us will achieve upon Ascension!)
The seeds of our vasanas persist and sprout anew in the face of the enormous amounts of energy available to partially-enlightened masters. So I now understood the process of what some enlightened beings may excuse as being “crazy wisdom,” but which can sometimes boil down to simple bad conduct.
A second feature of the experience is that, even though I asked that it be shut down, it still stands as a concrete demonstration of the statement that we hear from so many sources that we are powerful beings. OK, I got it. We are indeed powerful beings.I feel more confident knowing the truth of that statement. I’ve had a first-hand experience of it and first-hand experiences dissolve doubts.
We should only hope that we’re not asked to BE powerful beings before we’re ready to shoulder that responsibility. But I do get that we ARE powerful. No doubt about that for me now.
A third thing I now see is how very important it is that we complete our vasanas if we’re to come into our power in the course of building Nova Earth. We cannot afford to find ourselves perpetrating because we haven’t handled the niggling matters which in the face of increased power become insurmountable matters.
Some people are tapping. Others are experiencing their vasanas through to completion. Some people are using their reasoning powers on them. (For most people this latter approach does not work, but for some it does.)
Until now I’ve said that getting rid of our vasanas will make for a smoother Ascension. But now I say: some people may not want to be fully in their power until they have their vasanas under control. The result may not be at all pleasant.
It isn’t possible to make a one-size-fits-all statement about most spiritual matters. So I cannot make the statement I just made about everyone. But if anyone is where I was on Saturday (and there is a participant in the discussion group that was as well as me), then coming into their full power will prove more of a challenge and a potential embarrassment than they may wish to encounter at this time.
For the actually pure in heart, being a conduit for that much power may not prove as difficult a proceeding. But for those for whom impurities remain, it could be.
That’s another reason to complete our old issues, get rid of our old baggage, and release everything not destined to come along with us into the Fifth Dimension.
On the other side of the ledger, I notice that I’m breathing in a satisfied way, not like I can explain why or say more than that. It’s like there’s a big internal “Yes!” happening.
And I don’t need to go barrelling ahead any more. I know a little about how the story ends now and that makes the waiting more bearable. All of these are quite pleasant spin-offs of this disorienting and reorienting event.
Finally, I feel moved to comment on the frequency of these experiences. There was a time when I was young that I was going from one spiritual experience to another. Then there was a time when one happened perhaps every 5-10 years. Then there was a time when nothing happened for decades and I thought this aspect of my life was over.
But you can see that several, fairly-revealing incidents have happened since 21/12/12. Add to that the vivid and informative dreams and I feel moved to say that this has been a fairly fruitful period, internally speaking. The outside world is still not rolling along in the manner I expected, but the inner world is buzzing.
(1) “Sometimes a Rude Shock Can be a Good thing,” at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2013/02/sometimes-a-rude-shock-can-be-a-good-thing/