When I look back at my life over the last four months, it’s been a tale of constant change.
I can only assume the same is happening for you.
In and out of relationship, all my core issues raised, financial uncertainty, a heart opening, a new requirement to promote leadership, the need to transform unworkable elements of my behavior that stood in the way of love. From the standpoint of personal growth, if I didn’t like life in the fast lane, I’d be running down the street, delirious and screaming.
But constant change is something I think we can expect from here on in, perhaps for some years. And I’ve been told over and over that I personally came here because change is what I do.
Things like consistency and memory are the first victims of this much change. It isn’t possible to be consistent when conditions change with such rapidity. It isn’t possible to remember the details of such a fast-moving scenario.
I surrender.
I let go of the need to be consistent and remember. I may not remember a thing, including how I did things yesterday. No consistency here. Discernment, yes. Detachment from what doesn’t work, yes. And devotion to love.
The way to get us into the timeless Now that the higher dimensions enjoy just may be to spin the carousel faster and faster. It gets the attention and causes one to focus.
So many of us probably feel that we need to be ready before we jump into the unknown.
In terms of the work to be done, I think that many of us are still packing for the trip, or going over lists, or in other ways getting ready. There always remains this question of when a person is finally ready, when a person is finally going to jump, so to speak.
I’m not ready as in bags packed, lists complete, and ready to go. But I’m as ready as I’ll ever be. It’s an illusion to think that the right time comes to declare one’s self ready. The only time to jump is now. And if you missed that one, then now. And now.
I’m ready for whatever comes next. I cease my activities of preparation. I leave behind all competing agendas and hidden investments. I’m 100% ready. I embrace my destiny and leap into the unknown.