“The Tsunami of Love once again increases in frequency, vibration, and strength. … I request you to follow my example and cherish your sweet self. And then climb back up on the wave and lead the way.” (The Divine Mother.)
There is only one. One is everything.
There has always only ever been one.
I was hit yesterday with so many realizations that I haven’t been able to get them all down. And it was happening in the bath, away from my computer.
I was obliged to be with it and risk forgetting it and I did … both.
At one point, in an elevated state, I gave my heart to the Divine Mother and asked her to keep it.
But I made one request of her and that was to allow me, to empower me to love everybody.
And she replied: “There is only one. There has always only ever been one.”
And I got it.
One is everything and everything is one.
The One is everything and everything is the One.
Oneness lies in everybody and everybody lies in oneness.
It’s all true.
Then a thought arose. Up to this point in time I had thought of myself as a damaged person, a person in need of healing.
On the day when I first heard my Mom and Dad arguing, I died of a broken heart.
Aside from that one incident, I saw that every other broken heart, every other wound, every other imagined injury I had ever endured, I had inflicted on myself. My wounds are almost entirely self-inflicted.
Seeing that no one, but two, had ever hurt me, that I had always only wounded myself amazed me.
I immediately forgave everyone in my life and asked for forgiveness from all I have wounded.
And I got it. I felt release. There is work to do but I still felt release, relief.
We are all one. Yes, there are ways that we’re all different. But the higher we go in evolution, the more the oneness is revealed and the differences melt away. Until at last we are revealed as One.
What else did I get? The realizations poured out of me.
I got that I was consciousness/awareness itself. If everything is one, then everything is consciousness/awareness. I proved to myself I was that by trying to see a moment of unconsciousness and found that consciousness or awareness was continuous and never-ending.
I am aware now. I will be aware tomorrow. I will be aware after I die (if I die!). I am awareness.
And everything is love, everything is peace, everything is God.
… I’m being permitted to remember another realization.
It was shown to me that no one could heal me but myself. That’s the way things are designed. So I needed to heal myself.
And I asked for help and the Divine Mother said, “Speak from your heart from now on. Not always. But more than you have. That will heal you.”
Me? A writer?
I got it. I immediately asked the Mother to move me into a new house – the house of the heart. And I asked for every connotation, every learning, everything I ever knew about the heart and love to be restored to me. And I asked for all the help I could get. Violet flame. Sword of blue.
I almost shake when I say the word “love,” I have so deeply wounded myself over and over again in that area.
I got it. I really did get it.
I am so shaken … and being shaken is a good thing. I thank whoever shook me … and always my Brother of Blue.
Namaste. I bow before the Divine Mother, the Holy Father in you.