What did you do at the office today, dear?
I had a personal reading with Archangel Michael and received my next assignment.
What’s the core issue that results in gender inequality and persecution?
Answer: Hatred projected onto others, according to him. A lack of self-worth and a self-loathing that we saddle others with. You are hateful. You are worthy of loathing. I hate myself and so I hate you.
And my assignment is to go inwards and look at the process of projecting hatred outwards, as I can find it and know it in myself.
Ahhhh, say what?
Could I not cover Disney World? Didn’t Mickey turn 80 today? Am I on the right beat? Isn’t this a job for someone in a higher pay grade?
That was one revelation. Here’s another. Know why we’re all feeling on the brink? Whoever it was who just said: To bring up our deepest core issues in us for release, go to the head of the class.
All of this that went on before? Just there to bring us to exactly this point we’re at now. Know how awful this point feels? Well, now we need to go through these feelings and release them and the issue that brings them up in the first place.
And guess what else? As always, lightworkers go first.
For me, my deepest core issue, according to AAM, the one I’d leave the planet over, is fear of failing the Mother in not being able to carry out my assignment.
If I felt I could not deliver on my promise, he says, I’d leave this planet and he’d assist me to go and pat me on the back for whatever I accomplished.
Every issue is on the table for me that looks to present me with failure in that assignment. Not enough money. Not enough brains. Not enough energy. Not enough… not enough… not enough.
I’m reeling from how many issues present themselves. But it’s the same for all of us, not just for me. If you’re facing something that you’d rather die than face – yep, that’s it. That’s the core issue.
And they (the Company of Heaven) are handling matters that make our issues seem small.
My hat is off to them and I’m grateful.
According to AAM, we have a fear of being conned, being failures, and being rejected. So if you can’t find your issue, just pick one of those three and make it up. We made it all up in the first place anyways.
Before I didn’t know what to do and was flailing. Now I do know what to do and am flailing.
Remind me, if I forget, to discuss what he had to say about balancing the scale to get through a core issue. So much to discuss….
Now to transcribe the reading and get to work. No, it isn’t a task someone else can do. Unless you want to turn your brown hair grey (again).