As a person committed to going through Ascension publicly, I wanted to stick my head in here and share a wee bit about what’s happening for me. Only in case it assists you. I have no interest in puffing myself and I’m sure you don’t as well. We’re all serving the Mother.
But I wanted to report that I feel some pretty discernible changes happening inside. I have the advantage of having periodic readings with AAM.
But that privilege brings with it the responsibility of communicating so that others who don’t have that access get a sense of what’s happening, so far as those readings shed light on.
He’s revealing more and more facets to me about my higher self and, as he does so, it appears to further ignite the process of … not so much remembering yet … but more … the only word I can find is “expanding.”
My confidence is growing. My willingness to rely on my own judgment is as well. My calmness, sense of balance, detachment, all growing. And growing discernibly day by day, sometimes even hour by hour.
I’ve almost lost all sense of … what? Panic? Concern? Angst? He joked with me yesterday and suggested: “Terror?” (He really is very playful.)
He’s discussing future roles and I could very well be terrified hearing what he’s saying. But I actually don’t feel that way. I feel a sense of calmness and an eagerness to begin.
Again I think all of this applies to you as well. And in fact in those around me, some I’ve known a long time, some I’ve only met recently, this same sense of coming out of a shell is either reported or discernible.
The flip side of the coin is also being shown to me. Those who are resisting Ascension are also experiencing their own brand of chaos and disintegration. I can’t say much about this but I can say that I’m watching a case of it and AAM is commenting as matters progress. I say “progress” because, in this case, the person will recover and heal and is just going through a very large shedding of false grids.
But AAM has pointed out that not everyone will choose to heal. Some will choose to leave in similar circumstances. So these energies are causing some of us to expand and some of us to encounter significant discomfort and pain. I’m led to conjecture that this is, as I’ve said in the past, the “time of separation,” (1) when some will choose to open to the Light, so to speak, and some will take their leave rather than doing so.
It really is the best of times for some and the worst of times for others, as we see not only in some individuals but also in some regions of the world.
It’s very difficult to talk about these things. I’m tasked with doing that, but I always have to be watchful that in attending to that mission I don’t harm others. It may be hard to be my friend. I acknowledge those who have stuck it out and apologize to any I may have harmed, wittingly or unwittingly.
(1) See “A Time of Separation will Occur” at http://goldengaiadb.com/The_Work_of_Ascension#A_Time_of_Separation_will_Occur. I could list numerous articles on the site on the subject or you could just enter “time of separation” in the site’s search box. Why don’t I leave it to you?