We’ve just finished the pre-record of An Hour with an Angel with Sanat Kumara and for the first time in my life I’m beginning to feel that I understand just a modicum of what is being said about the topic of the universal law
At one point I got an intuitive feel for the way the divine qualities and the universal laws work together to guide us “back Home,” as Raj put, or back to God as I tend to think of it, on the Great Circle Route we’re taking.
Nova Gaia came in for a few minutes at the beginning to thank us all for the love we send her on Earth Unity Day today.
Raj kept referring to returning to the balance point, returning to the heart, and the importance of love. And of course to me they’re all the same thing.
Many people continue to think of balance as referring to all things being in balance as with scales whereas I see it as a return to the stillpoint in the heart, the point where love resides, but also the point where the Self resides, which is love. When things return to the stillpoint, all discordancies stop and we can be said to be in balance.
And Raj made the point that the divine laws reflected the way that life was designed so that life works and we are returned to our magnificence.
He explained two laws (Sacred Purpose and Intent) and showed how they worked together to produce their effect and I actually felt myself recognize what he was saying. That is the first time that I have “felt” the meaning or truth of something that’s being communicated.
He also said that lightworkers are waking up at a rapid rate, that we are going through a process that is restoring to us our native abilities and consciousness.
And I certainly see within myself a kind of process that’s something like the Transformers in the movie. A truck unfolds to become a Bot. A car unfolds to become a Warrior.
I’m recognizing that there is a bustle of activity going on inside of me, which translates into two words in my mind: Get bigger. And if I don’t pay attention to it, I feel as if I’ll scream.
And I’ve been bothering others around me, wanting people to join me, and making myself a complete nuisance. But now that I recognize what’s happening, I’m moving forward in perhaps the way it’s meant to happen: meditating, allowing that felt bigness to emerge, and just being with it, off by myself, not troubling others.
And maybe this is what I take away from this round of expansion – that expansion is a very personal thing. Each of us expands in our own time, at our own rate. And if mine seems to be a departure at any point in time, then perhaps I need to remove myself and just expand quietly. Is there such a thing as quiet expansion? I’ll have to see.
But right now my breathing is deeper, my voice is lower in octave, and my sense of peacefulness after having swallowed this big lunch is complete. I’m sitting here with a full belly of bigness, so to speak, and a smile of complete satisfaction on my face.