Our newest editor, Mary, is teaching me how to create abundance.
Based on your point of view, you could say that, in my first lesson, (1) I didn’t do very well or (2) I did exceptionally well. It would depend on whether you’re looking at (1) what I didn’t know or (2) what I learned.
That was the first thing I learned.
What did I not know and what did I learn?
I first discovered that I couldn’t create creating. That is, I couldn’t create the possibility of creating because I had a vasana that stood in the way. The vasana contains the conclusion: “I don’t deserve abundance.”
Vasanas are not logical. I felt I don’t deserve abundance not for any logical reason but just because my father was fond of saying: “You don’t deserve [fill in the blank].” So now I had a vasana to get to the bottom of before I could create the possibility of creating. And I did get to the bottom of it.
But I wasn’t out of the woods yet, in my very first lesson on creating abundance. I now was asked to imagine imagining because imagining is an important first step in creating anything. And I found that I could not imagine imagining.
As a writer, I don’t imagine. I intuit. And I intuit holistically. I get a gestalt of an article, some might say an idea, some might say a flash. And then I channel. Channel my guides, I suppose. There are various people, apparently, that I channel.
I know when it’s time to channel because I feel love, bliss or happiness. As soon as I feel that, I head for the keyboard.
I now have the intuited idea and the bliss that makes writing easy. But nowhere did imagination play a role. So again here I am, in this next stage of the process, honestly unable to imagine what imagining is.
Mary patiently had me realize that imagining is like an inner seeing, a seeing with the mind’s eye. I’m actually not used to using that faculty but nevertheless I found that I could see with my mind’s eye.
And so I began to practice. I saw pallets of gold bars, rivers of gold, rainbows of gold, gold everywhere and really began to get the hang of it.
So now I am two steps closer to creating abundance, having had my first lesson from Mary. I can now create creating and I can imagine imagining.
I can’t wait for my second lesson.
I’m now imagining a series from Mary on creating abundance. Yes, I see it with my inner eye.