By Anthony Morrison – Bedtime – Saturday December 22, 2012 – Sydney Australia
Following on from what Stephen has written above, I don’t think we could have been any more prepared for the auspicious day and moments of December 21 2012 if we tried, from the moment we woke on the morning of the 21st to the point of retiring to bed on the same night.
We were both relaxed, well-versed in what to expect of the day from all the reading, researching and information gathered from our personal readings from “above”, rested, lightly fed, bathed and cleansed in detoxifying epsom salts, and hydrated with crystal encoded /charged “love” water.
Our levels of excitement were huge, tinged with moments of doubt, that would quickly subside, as we dismissed the fleeting negativity. We made sure to totally disconnect from any outside distraction, all phones and cells were turned off, blinds closed, and minds hearts and souls wide open. We were ready.
My mind never stopped racing though in the final moments of preparation.
Thoughts of approaching “fireworks”, a blinding white light that would descend and envelope me, and the mental calculations of trying to comprehend something that would be unimaginable and better than anything I could personally and mentally conceive fired my motivations.
I just couldn’t wait for it, knowing THIS was what we and I had waited for. This moment and this experience, would make all the struggle of impatience, all the longing for ecstasy and bliss and divine connection well worth it and would finally, finally speak to and address, the divine discontent, that I have experienced all my life.
We both vowed that we would spend the whole day, in relaxation: in a quasi-meditative state, as Archangel Michael had suggested, and we began our first session, of meditation for the day, to music, comfortably in our office.
So here we were, both in repose, surrounded by our personal crystals, images of Sananda resting on my heart space, and other personal symbolic items on the floor around us, to help supercharge the moment and help catapult us into the fifth dimension.
We had been encouraged to utilize the energetic power of the Ones, (10.10, 11.11) and and so were determined to benefit from these special moments on December 21 thinking that this could be possibly be the moment of our Ascension.
Stephen has written above about his ‘wild’ meditation the night before. To be honest, I felt nothing spectacular that Ascension Eve meditation.
But, as our first meditation on December 21 commenced and the 10.o0 am moment arrived, I was aware of the vibrations entering my body predominantly from my feet and escalating in power.
I have always been aware of these vibrations in my body when at rest, but now they were becoming supercharged, and my feet were really buzzing with power.
I made a conscious effort not to think too much or overthink, but the electricity in my body was quite intense, and fluctuated in different parts of my body at different times. My mind was working in the background, trying to ascertain and question: “Will I lift up? Will I float upwards? Is my body de-materialising to some degree?… the thoughts and impulse to think were endless.
This was coupled with an endless array of fleeting images, faces, and scenes, which I would normally encounter in my dream state or remember on waking from a dream, and the meditation would be intercepted, by me seeming to snap back to and question…”Was I just dreaming?” The whole thing felt quite trippy really, as if I was doing a lot of travelling.
My feet and hands were the real hot spots. In each hand, I was holding a large crystal, a clear amethyst in the left hand (my own personal crystal) for energy boosting, and in my right, a large pink amethyst for boosting the energies of love from the divine mother. Combined, these crystals felt alive in my clasped hands and pulsed to the point of feeling uncomfortable at times, almost stabbing like with energy. Also, the ringing sound that I have experienced in my ears, in the lead up to Ascension, got deafeningly louder during meditation.
Occasionally I would open my eyes and hope to see a difference in the room, a different light, or some unexpected phenomena…. I kept hoping and kept the faith for my impending dimensional shift.
This moment came and went, we felt none the wiser or more aware, but incredibly relaxed and incredibly focussed. We were not demotivated at all
Our second meditation on December 21 was at 10 pm at night the same format and I experienced the same feelings, images and vibrations, but the only thing that set it apart was the horizontal trembling that I experienced in my body during 11.11 meditation.
It felt like an earth tremor, (but I knew it was not an earthquake so I was not alarmed), but it filled my entire body, and moved vigorously though out me shaking me sideways from feet to forehead. Even my eyes, were darting left and right, in a tremendous fashion, and the sensation of movement on my forehead was in the same fashion.
I have no idea what this vibration was, but it was extremely pleasant and a smile crept onto my face, as I enjoyed it, and I was wondering, if I was beginning to experience bliss? Then the feelings subsided and the meditation ended. But my questioning did not.
I was now in a wait and see moment. Especially when the clock struck midnight on the night of the 21st and the 22nd begun. I thought to myself, “Maybe the magic takes place when I sleep; maybe that is when lift off takes place, so better get to bed quickly”.
So I did, with high hopes, high hearts, and huge expectations of a brand new tomorrow.
But, alas, on awakening, the new tomorrow, looked just like the same old same old that we all know too well. All the molecules in the room, held firmly in place, no morphing or dissolving, and the grey cloud-filled sky outside looked gloomingly unfulfilling and unwelcome. I felt let down, defeated and completely mystified, as to what we had “missed” or misinterpreted.
“This ain’t no fifth dimension” I thought. “We’re still here”.
Stephen, my mood barometer/checker, looked at me most concerned, as if I was about to slump into a deep dark depression, but no, this did not occur. I was expecting that mood to come knocking, but so far, no, it has not.
Disappointment, and let down?, yes. Anger? No.
Hope and faith, and trust, that maybe the divine has chosen the “blink of an eye moment when all will change” to be assigned to another special moment in this Ascension window time frame, when least expected, as a cosmic surprise?…..possibly.
My reasoning then quickly kicked in and I felt comforted in the thoughts and knowingness, that, “If I haven’t ascended, and Stephen hasn’t ascended, well then NO ONE has ascended.” Unexplained, unfathomable, but most likely true.
Now I realise that we need answers, we need comforting, we need rational explanations and sensible advice on how to move forward.
More than anything we need togetherness, and the support and love and encouragement from one and all that shared this special day and all its moments.
Love will get us through this temporary moment of disappointment. Or could it be a test of our love????
I still remain positive, that all is not over, and done and dusted. I refuse to believe that what should have happened WON’T happen. It will. And I refuse to believe that anything we did, or didn’t do, held up the process.
All of us made the grade, we all qualified, and we all deserve what we are expecting, so I am holding this flame of hope and faith, that the big moment, is waiting in the wings.
So clear out any doubts and make room for the unexpected.
The divine works in mysterious ways, not humanly ways, so I’m ready for the “Take 2” if you will. The real deal.
Trial run over, bring on the fireworks.
With love and laughter, hopes and dreams.