by Gillian Macbeth-Louthan
You are an intersection of all that you have ever been and all that you choose to be. Within the walls of your heart – you entertain the past, you entertain the now, and you entertain the future. Within the walls of your heart resides all hope and wants for the future. Within the walls of your heart, you hold all levels of the universe that have not come into physical manifestation, they still hold the embryo of possible creation.
You each stand at the gates of yourself, holding your breath, waiting for life to show you which direction to walk, in which direction you are to look. You all stand at these gates waiting for a signal from something of heaven, from something of earth, from something of life. Yet you still see not that all of the signs, the signals, the energies – reside within the compounds and confines of your own being.
You stand on the apex of who you knew yourself once to be and you are asked to leap to the next mountain top, to leap into a place of consciousness and understanding that you have not landed upon in eons. You are asked to go beyond your abilities to manifest, to go beyond your abilities to create, to go beyond your abilities to love. You are asked to surpass all that you have known yourself to be, to finally land within the sphere of knowledge that awaits you.
There are many levels of your light that you are about to embrace, as there are many new levels of your humanness that you have been afraid to embrace. Announce to yourself the receiving of all levels of love – whether it is love that has pained you in the past, love that is unrequited, love that turns its head and walks away from you. Announce love to yourself, for the next level of your awakening can only be accessed through the human heart.
In order for you to rise to this next level of ascension, of light, and enlightenment – you must do it through the loves of your past. Mercury retrograde from will escort you in this clearly defined thought process. You will be asked to go back To shuffle through time and to pick through the remnants to find the shininess of love that once was. It is through this doorway of past loves that you will then walk into the newest of love that you will wear as a golden garment of light.
For all of you that sit within this sphere will walk into a higher love, but you must take several steps backward to pick up what you have dropped by the wayside so knowingly and so easily. Caress it, shine it up, and place it in your heart. For in the time of the eclipses, there will be a total eclipse of your human heart as you remember how you have gotten to this place of thinking that you now reside. There will be a time that you walk into your human heart and you will want to stay there in all aloneness. You will want to back away from those who reach their hands out as a she crab upon a sandy beach. You will go deep within the shell of self and lick the wounds of the past, of the injustices, of the hurts. Like all species of animal on earth – the saliva that you lick your wounds with – will be healing for you. It will be your own love and your own nurturing that you give to what your heart and soul so desire.
You have side-stepped in precision – what your heart yearns to be. You have side-stepped in exactness – where your heart yearns to be. You have side-stepped your future and you have lain comfortable in the quagmire of the past. It is this frequency of sidestepping that you must now walk straight into. In walking straight ahead – you will meet all levels of you.
You will experience reflection after reflection after reflection as you go into the ‘Hall of Mirrors’ of who you have always been, who you are intending to be, and who the universe has scribed for you to become.
Most people of earth are afraid of love. They are afraid of the very thing that will set them free from the limitations of their earthly sphere. Love is the ‘ladder of ascension’ –it is a ladder of Light, a stairway to heaven. In order to access this ladder of ascension you must always go through your own heart and not through the heart of another. The heart of another will only lead you back to your own heart. No other heart will fulfill you as you need to be fulfilled.
They can nurture you, they can polish you, they can buff you, and they can love you – but first you must receive what you have been given. You all stand on the seashores of the past and you look out to sea to see what you may see. And what do you see? – you see all the hurts, the wounds, the injustices. How many of the blessings have you forgotten? How easily the darkness arises to your memory and how easily your human memory forgets the blessings, the grace, the good tidings that you have received and given to so many.
You are on the very porch of your next level of light. You must open the door and go in.
And in there you will see your past. You will see everything that once hurt. You will see everything that brought a smile to your face. You will see a panoramic life review as you look at it all and say — thank you for allowing me to be who I am. For every individual that crossed your life has contributed to the recipe of your soul, the ingredients of love that you hold. Be open to this doorway.
Ask to receive in fullness higher levels of love. Ask the universe to show you how to love more, to show you how to receive love, and to show you how to radiate love.
You each hold such a large sphere of light. Every place you enter into, you change the vibration Do this with a knowing. Do it with love. When you find yourself in anger – immediately shift to love. Practice this over and over again in your day.
For everything that makes you angry, is asking for your love. Each level of love that you walk into as a warrior will take you closer to an Ascension level of your own heart and into your higher light. All truths that you seek are within your grasp.
To access them you must ‘believe with a knowing’ and ‘know it with a believing’.