Now is the time to deal with our issues once and for all!
Nuri Akyol, Live in the Heart, July 18, 2012
They are pouring in alright! My god! Although it was announced, nothing could have really prepared me for this. At first, I was only exhausted but now I am feeling it, throughout my body. It comes and goes like waves going through every fiber of my being. And this is only the physical part.
I catch myself staring. People passing by might think that I have become apathetic, but that couldn’t be further from the truth. I am feeling, I am processing, I am letting everything go without judging it. Easier said than done sometimes, but hey, isn’t all of this just a big learning school?
I feel the urge to be with myself more. Meditation, walking in the park, watching and touching the majestic trees and feeling them in my heart and listening to the birds are the order of the day. Connecting to Mother Earth with the heart really helps. Although at times we (humanity) have forgotten it, she has always been there for us and always will be. She loves us very much.
When writing this I realize that I have become mightily aware of I. I’m aware of every thought and feeling. I am aware that I’m connected to everything else. I feel I am. I’m aware of the changes within. I understand the channelings better now when they urge us to look within for proof that things are changing. I’m aware that others are merely a reflection of myself. And wouldn’t you be kind and loving to yourself? Is this what various spiritual traditions meant when they talked about to be aware of yourself?
This is raising a fundamental question. Am I my feelings? Am I my thoughts? Am I my body? Am I all of them? One is able to influence and (re)direct one’s thoughts, feelings and even body. Who or what is doing that? Is it consciousness? What is consciousness then? Is consciousness my true essence, my Soul?
And if my Soul ‘already’ is intelligent and wise enough to do all this, why would it choose to reincarnate on this planet and go through all these lessons in the first place.
Aahh, what a ride this is and we have just embarked on the last 6 months (depending on perception) of this marvellous journey!