Yesterday, I had one of those days.
You know, those days when you just feel like crying. Those days where you are so, so tired of getting out of bed and getting back on the treadmill of 3D life.
Those days when you are so over going through the same old, same old while you hang in there waiting for something, anything, to happen to lift your spirits.
“Hey, get me off this planet”. “Bring on my Ascension now, PLEASE!”
And to say I was sad is an understatement. I was morbidly sad. Not only did I feel sad for me, I was intrinsically sad for everyone in the entire world.
I felt that I was taking on everyone else’s sadness. Yes, all of us – you included – hanging in there, waiting for the Cabal to fall (even those who may not even know what they are hanging out for!). Waiting for our Galactic brothers and sisters to come a-calling. Waiting for NESARA. Waiting for all my friends and family to awaken. Waiting for Disclosure. Waiting for my trip to the ship. Waiting to learn my true origins. Waiting for free energy. Waiting to step up to the mark and take on that role, that elusive part I still seem to be unaware of that I, apparently, came here to do – from wherever I came from.
And, boy, was I tired. I was so tired I could hardly keep my eyes open or move.
Yet that is hardly surprising. After a period of around three months last year when I slept and slept and slept, sometimes for up to 12-13 hours in a row, I’m currently lucky to grab half of that. And never in one go; as I’m pummelled all night by weird goings on. Only to wake up feeling even more exhausted than I was when I went to bed! And then it’s up before dawn to do that daily walk that I will feel guilty about not doing if I don’t do it…and back on the treadmill.
But yesterday I was painfully tired. Which also made me very, very grumpy. And anxious…
“Where am I going to find all those hours I need to do everything that I need to do that I said I would do and that everyone else is expecting me to do and that I have to do in order to earn a dollar to keep living in this world, right here, right now? ”
But that was yesterday. Today I woke up (yes, exhausted). Went for my early walk. Came back in and looked at all the things I needed to do to keep earning a dollar in this 3D moment and wrote myself a To Do list.
I also, importantly, made time to listen to the incredibly normal and affable Mike Quinsey calmly chatting with Graham Dewyea on InLight radio about SaLuSa, how SaLuSa came into his life and what he (Mike) thought about a whole range of things we all ponder on a daily basis. Disclosure. Channelled messages. Spiritualty. Ascension.
“Oh, Mike is so normal” I thought. “And he’s just getting on with things, like all of us sitting here in this 3D moment.”
“He gets up of a morning and sits at his computer and gets to work – albeit with a Galactic as his ‘boss’. But he is disciplined about it and, like me, he’s waiting for things to change – and keep changing – and he’s focussed on one end result: Ascension. And he knows it’s going to happen when it is going to happen.”
Then I realised that I know that, too. That it WILL happen when it’s meant to happen. I felt relieved, pacified and inspired. If Mike Quinsey can be patient, so can I.
After the show was over, I continued working and ticking things off my list. While I still have a ways to go, unlike yesterday, time has flown by and today, yesterday just feels like one of those days.
So if you’re having “one of those days” today – or any day – just remember, a whole heap of stuff can change in a day. And it will. Soon. Quickly. Even the world as we know it!
And from that day on, everything will be joyous, wonderful, painless, exciting and free.
And every day that preceded that day will be known as one of “those” days…
Footnote: After finishing this piece it dawned on me that yesterday was exactly one year since the horrific Japanese earthquake and tsunami. Was I picking up my fellow human beings’ unconscious wave of sadness? If so, it simply shows the power of our thoughts and how we truly are all connected.