I’ve just increased my ISP email account storage space by about double to handle the volume.
I also have to mention that my email account is now full, with 1850 messages. That means I have to clean it out, which takes around an hour. But it also means that I am going to miss getting numerous emails. In fact I know I have already deleted perhaps 50 emails that did actually arrive but did not make it from my ISP to my computer inbox.
One of them said “An Open Letter to Steve Beckow” but I only saw it as it was deleting. So it’s a bit of chaos here and I cannot vouch that I will have read everyone’s emails today.
I hesitate to say “resend” because it looks like an impossibility to read everything I’m being sent. Even if I could, I’d be just reading emails rather than writing articles. So … don’t know what else to say except I’m swamped and apologize for not getting back to you or, in some cases, even getting to your email. If you think I should have responded and didn’t, I may not even have seen your email.
Folks, my email account is apparently overloaded and not accepting new emails. It will take perhaps an hour to clear it and I’m afraid I don’t have an hour at this moment.
There are so many things to do that it’ll take me a little time to cycle through each. I hear that your comments vary from supportive to ribald to “lose you lunch” irritated. I will get to them but may not right away.
I don’t plan to get into a thing where we try to play with what happened, represent it as something that still could happen (well, of course it could but I don’t plan to “play” it), play on your feelings, and what have you.
We asked to come on board, it looked as if we might have been able to, things went wrong, the trip was postponed or cancelled, depending on how you want to see it, and we are now dealing with the consequences, which may be worse or better than if we had gone, again depending on how you see it. That’s the full story, as far as I’m concerned. Now what we need to deal with is the aftermath – and we will.
It’s not overly advisable to interpret signs like “Steve hasn’t yet answered our comments” as meaning something. It probably just means that I’m swamped with things to do.
We’ve had our conference call with the team that worked the project. That occupied most of the morning and was a wonderful time of sharing. I’m now turning my attention to other things in an order of priority. i can’t see that I can answer the more than 300 emails that came in before my ISP closed my ability to receive more emails. But it doesn’t mean anything more than we’re flooded.
I personally am fine. I regret all the inconvenience and possible hurt it caused you, but personally I seem amazingly unattached to what people say or don’t say, what happens next or doesn’t happen next. It’s just all part of the plan unfolding, as far as I’m concerned. If I walk the plank, fine. If I don’t walk the plank, fine. It’ll only be what’s next.
We’ve actually had reports of psychic attacks, computer hacking, and vans surveilling so what Grener said about the dark striking back does not seem to be merely fanciful.
I’m beginning to see that Grener’s reluctance to having at least me on board so I can report back has more to do with the dark’s plans than any reluctance on their part. So I may go up today or I may not. I don’t have a lot of attention on it at this moment because there is so much else to do.
I’ve heard of Billie Woodard’s comment that groups will be going up at some early time but haven’t had time to read it. Again we know we’re all going up at some time. When that will be Grener said they will determine along with us. He accepts that those who said they want to go are willing and eager.
But the main reason I’m dropping in here at the moment is that we have two lines of reasoning about the Hour with an Angel Monday night. I was thinking of Sanat Kumara and hearing some hard information, so to speak, on the Divine Plan, the spiritual hierarchy, etc. But some people have said they’d actually like to hear more from Grener about the dark’s interference, his plans, the Neptune, etc. So I’m leaving comments on this post open to hear from you.
I anticipate being criticized and receiving scorn from naysayers and detractors so I just acknowledge that I see that as a foregone conclusion. Some will say Beckow said he’d leave and hasn’t left. He’s a hypocrite.
So just to be clear about that: I will leave if the tide of criticism reaches a level where someone needs to go to allow there to be a focus of the criticism and to take the heat off lightworkers in general. But if there is no groundswell of criticism, I will carry on. There will be those who call me a charlatan, idiot, etc., but that is, as far as I’m concerned, just to be expected. It’s more a groundswell that will determine what needs to be done, not isolated criticism from the usual critics.