I’ve known Starseed Starseed for several years. She appears to have taken on a greater range of experiences and experiences that go to a greater depth and perhaps carry even greater risk than many of us other Starseeds. Having the roof of your home blown off by an EF-5 tornado is certainly an experience of much greater depth than many of us will ever encounter.
That experience for her has accelerated her emergence. I’ve long wished that Starseed would begin to share some of her experiences. She does so here. Other experiences I imagine she’ll share as it becomes safe to do so as we continue to mount the higher vibrations. I have met a number of starseeds whose presence here at this time have made them targets for the dark. Starseed is one of them and is the reason why she continues to use a pseudonym and stops short of sharing certain details. I’m glad that she has begun her career as a communicator and I hope she continues.
I logged on early this AM (August 6th) and read the discussions in the 2012 Scenario Group “Am I a Starseed?” and felt inspired to comment.
Telling my story in it’s entirety would require that I share the stories of others who are still vulnerable so I will have to attempt this without giving too many specifics.
I’m amazed and excited to find so many messages that resonate with me and express my truth in recent weeks and months. We’re moving at an accelerated pace and what is pertinent today may be “old news” tomorrow. It’s happening that fast!
To say that this is an exciting time to be incarnated on this planet is an understatement! Many of us who incarnated here as starseeds did not have a clue as to our true identity until we reached a certain stage in mass consciousness. When I read stories of those who lived almost their entire lives with an awareness of their true origins I am amazed (and at one time was envious). Some are only beginning to awaken to their true origins.
Some of us signed on for much adversity. Or better stated we incarnated into situations, regions, and families that made this life experience one that included some major work and determination to navigate the murky waters. This resulted in many of us experiencing a very long and arduous “dark night of the soul”. Some of us look back on all that we have experienced in this one life and are in awe of the miraculous and a knowledge that we have survived against all odds!
As I read some of the questions and comments about starseeds I’m aware that I’m no expert on the subject, but I do have my own experiences to glean “lessons learned”.
Some of us incarnated into situations that required we remain “amnesic” longer than others due to the intensity and potential dangers that we faced. I’m convinced that no matter what situation we incarnated into, as starseeds we’ve had the Company of Heaven surrounding us and assisting us at all times whether we “felt” it or not. There really was nothing to fear, but we may not have been convinced of that at the time we were face to face with some intense lower vibrating energies.
As a very young child and into my 30’s I had a photographic memory and recorded what I saw and heard in my memory bank. I could access most of this information at will and it made for some interesting times as I worked in adulthood to clear and release past traumas.
At age 18 I became heavily indoctrinated into a religious sect that (in my humble opinion) is one of the most toxic on the planet. Religious indoctrinations have proven to be some of the most difficult to release and clear due to the incredible amount of fear interwoven into the process.
My life had been one of feeling as if I got off the shuttle on this planet and was abandoned. I didn’t relate to most of the people in my life, family especially. I was like the “misfit”. Also, I didn’t fit into the culture or region I was born into so I traveled extensively in my younger years.
Following an extremely difficult pregnancy at age 30 it felt as if my entire composition changed. Suddenly food was a major issue. Everything felt foreign to me. My body began to react to my environment, chemicals in food and the environment adversely affected me. I experienced numerous health issues. Also, I was hypersensitive to the energies of others and found it difficult to be around many whom I encountered. I didn’t know who I was and experienced a major identity crisis.
My career in health care in service to others came to a screeching halt due to health issues so financial challenges were also a part of my reality.
What followed was what I refer to as my “dark night of the soul” which, in my case, lasted for the next twenty years. It also involved doing major clearings as part of my process that seemed to be a part of my daily life for years. As I move higher on my path this is becoming less frequent.
My awakening out of these indoctrinations began to occur when my Twin Flame began to come through to me in lucid dreams. At the time I didn’t embrace the concept of reincarnation or extraterrestrial presence, so I tried to fit him into my very rigid belief system. I even went so far as to think I had known him consciously in this life and had been abducted and had memories of him wiped from my conscious mind. That was the only place in my mind I had to fit what I was experiencing and remembering into because of my 3D religious indoctrinations.
After two years of these lucid dreams, there began to appear a crack in my belief system. It only took a crack and the Light began to permeate and flood my being. I was catapulted into a “knowing” that what I had staked my life on were erroneous teachings to hold me hostage to a system that was rapidly deteriorating.
Two years after my first lucid dream of my Twin Flame, I began to sense him in my day time. When this began to occur I thought he had died and was trying to come through. It was another three years before I realized that he was “other worldly”.
In 2004, I was visiting a friend from Namibia on the AL Gulf coast. After dinner she was sharing some of her experiences. She had converted to Buddhism from Catholicism and was of German descent. Suddenly the room filled with a very loving, excited, joyful energy. I can only describe it as an entourage of High Dimensional beings. (My friend had no idea that I had connections with my Twin Flame or Higher Dimensions.)
My Twin Flame had a message for me and basically told me through her that my “beliefs” were “indoctrinations”. He emphasized to me that my “inner knowing” was my truth not my “beliefs”.
There was a lot more to the message but for the purpose of this writing this one bit of information revolutionized my life and a great awakening occurred. I had experienced an awakening in the 80’s as to what the “dark forces” were trying to accomplish and maintain on this planet. During that dark night of the soul I was more aware of what the “dark” was doing than the “Light” and had to grab onto the God spark in me to keep on keeping on. Archangel Michael was the one who I knew beyond a doubt was with me intervening on my behalf in countless ways. It was this knowledge of AA Michael that kept me afloat during those years of having the foundation pulled out from under me.
That night in April 2004 is when I awakened to the fact that Earth was not my planet of origin and I have a Galactic Family who loves me and monitors me and assists me in every way allowed. When I left my friends house after that “session” with members of my Galactic Family I drove to my home in FL. What normally would have taken me an hour to an hour and a half depending upon traffic took me twenty minutes! Twenty minutes from walking out my friend’s front door to sitting in my bedroom! It was amazing! I felt exhilarated, rejuvenated, restored and connected to some very wonderful, awesome Higher Dimensional beings of Love and Light! A turning point indeed!
This was not the end; however, of the adversity in my life, but it was the beginning of learning new ways of coping and being!
Since that night I’ve been on an accelerated path. When I read the updates from my favorite sources such as SaLuSa, Matthew, Lisa Renee, Steve, Denise Le Fay, Lauren Gorgo, AA Michael and others I am amazed how it is such confirmation of what I am experiencing or being shown.
Steve, Denise, and Lauren all have described much of what I experience on a daily basis regarding ascension symptoms, walking with one foot in 3D and one in 5D and more. I’ve been told that I also am experiencing some of the symptoms as the result of having had the EF-5 tornado pass through/over my energy field and am being monitored and adjusted as needed. I had a major adjustment by my Galactic Family two and a half weeks after the storm. Until then I could hardly put one foot in front of the other and felt I would fall flat on my face when I stood.
When I feel overwhelmed I ask for a Cosmic Heart expansion and I feel more balanced. I have been instructed to rest when I need to rest and release any guilt. Guilt is a low vibrating energy that depletes us even further. Give yourself permission to rest, take naps, etc. Many of us grew up with the mindset that “work is freedom” and we had no boundaries where “work” is concerned. Workaholics have a difficult time granting permission to rest and not be on the go 24/7.
Also, one of my primary guides is Quan Yin. She freely gives her gift of compassionate detachment which is pivotal in releasing and healing.
My Higher Dimensional Andromedan Being/Guide has been coming through since I was in the EF-5 tornado with amazing clarity! Things changed that day in the “blink of an eye!” That is how I know first-hand that the changes we’re here to co-create can occur suddenly “in the blink of an eye!” If 3D creations can disappear in 8 seconds then certainly 5D creations can appear in the “blink of an eye”!
Be encouraged and know that all is well and we’re on a mission! Ask and allow. One thing my Andromedan friend has emphasized to me in the weeks and months following the storm of April 27th is that I have fully embraced the Galactics, Angelics, Ascended Masters and Elementals for many years and have asked and allowed them to assist me in every way allowed. I can truly look back and say, “It has been an amazing journey and I am grateful that I chose to come for such a time as this!”
We Are One! We are here to Be Love and Light! We are being assisted in every way Universal Law allows!
Thank you, AA Michael, for your recent messages through Steve. Thank you, Steve, for sharing! Thank you to our Galactic Family and all of our awesome Guides of Love and Light!
Much Love and Namaste,