The number of people I’ve spoken to today who’ve said to me that they are broke is dramatic. Others have communicated to me a life filled with challenges, some of them having lived on what looks like the wild side or the unusual side or in circumstances of much suffering.
And I look back on my life and I had much suffering too. Why might it be so and how can people who behaved as we did or went through what we did now suddenly become developed spiritual beings? It seems hard to fathom.
Well, think about it for a second. Many of us have come here to assist with the events of the near future. Some of us have had a few Earth lives. For some of us, this may be the first. How better to have a crash course in terrestrial life than to have one filled with events? And how best to appreciate what terrestrials must endure than to fill our own lives with suffering?
There’s no sense coming here and having us fall in love with Mercedes Benzes and trips to Hawaii. How useful is that? How will we appreciate the confusion of others, their fears and anxieties if we have not experienced hardship, fear and anxiety ourselves?
My hunch is that we signed up to help and in order to help we had to experience the suffering of Earth life. In all probability we’ve come from circumstances that were much better back home. Just as SaLuSa, I think it was, said that the galactics serving on board the ships came from circumstances that were much better. If we are to be of service, we need to know what the worst of it is.
So that is my take on why we’ve had so much suffering in our lives. We can appreciate what the others must be going through who are watching their world seem to collapse, who have had their rights and security taken away by the cabal, who worry that the world will collapse in nuclear war or Armageddon or a pole shift or a solar storm, and so on.
I can tell you that, for the short time I was in the expanded space, the kundalini having risen, I could not care less about suffering and inconvenience. Everything was completely fine. So we are that far away from not caring any longer about how bad it is – what’s the distance between the First Chakra and mid-back – about a foot? We are a foot away from not feeling pain, worry, and anxiety any more. Our space can change in a day and I think it will.
Most of us again are in situations where we have no one to talk to, no one to share with how it’s been for us. That can be very frustrating as well. It’s incredibly soothing to talk to each other and get out some of the frustrations that life has brought us. I’m almost tempted to suggest that everyone get on Skype and then begin calling each other and communicating, to break this isolation and get some of these feelings out because I’ve noticed that, when we do, we seem to settle down and deepen. But I couldn’t take on arranging that. Someone else will have to do it.
I know it’s difficult to contextualize our lives, to figure out why they needed to be the way they were. In a certain sense, we don’t need to do that because when the blinkers come off everything will make sense anyways. But again, once our blinkers come off, it’ll be time for us to begin service. At that point, we’ll turn to people who remain in confusion and anxiety and begin our time of service – to them.
I’ve been saying for perhaps three years now that we need to prepare ourselves for what’s coming. We are here to assume leadership roles in the events that lie ahead. It may not be obvious to us that that’s so. It may not be clear how we will do that. But we are all just a rise in consciousness away from that time and that rise in consciousness could come tomorrow.
That’s my take on why we had difficult lives, some of them filled with suffering. It’s not a comment on who you are. It’s something we agreed to to prepare us for serving. We made it through those experiences and we carry with us the lessons we’ve learned that will make us more able servants in the New Age approaching.
I want to make sure that you heard me on this: Many people reading this have very little money. Matthew and SaLuSa have invited us to seek ways of sharing to get through these times. I actually don’t have any idea of what to suggest or how to arrange ways of sharing but I do want to broach the subject. If anyone does have any idea of how to match people who are down to their last reserves with people who have reserves and don’t have overwhelming pre-existing commitments, I invite people to consider ways of sharing.
You heard that Ellie did not even have propane for her heater. I’ve spoken to four of you today who have no money for extras and are even having trouble finding enough for decent food.
It’s a very difficult subject to broach, even more difficult to explore. Perhaps the Forum could be used for exploration if anyone is willing. And it’s fine if you’re not.