Denise LeFay outlines her struggles with dark entities this past month, for any who are also experiencing this type of phenomenon. Longish article.
The Dark Is Lashing Out
Denise | November 9, 2010
(Warning: This post is going to be long, multidimensional, Light and Dark, and far too complex for certain people. Don’t bother reading this if you expect higher information expressed in short, flashy, 5-second-long sound bites. Go elsewhere for that and good luck trying to find the real thing in that form.)
OKAY, LET’S DO THIS
I’ve been under psychic attack by the Dark Side of the Force for the past month now. My 81-year-old Mom and my much beloved cat has been too, and it’s been a bitch, as it always is. Those of you who’ve read A Lightworker’s Mission: The Journey Through Polarity Resolution will be able to understand this post a bit better than those who haven’t. But, this current multidimensional Battle is something I knew would happen and I mentioned this in my post about The Hathors/Tom Kenyon’s “World Meditation”. I said there would be an energetic backlash from the Dark negative Beings over this planetary meditation to remove and free-up the souls who’ve been controlled and used via certain limiting religious beliefs, and beliefs that Earth is just a source for humanity to heartlessly, disrespectfully and greedily use. My problem is that I can consciously know certain things, even write about them, and still not instantly catch when I’m under psychic suppression/attack by the Dark…yet again! Embarrassing but true, and something I feel certain some people will benefit from once I share my recent experiences.
Back in October 2010, I suddenly began having difficulties when trying to mentally and emotionally focus, intend and Consciously Create certain things for myself and my family and friends. Normally this is an effortless process for me and I should have recognized my symptoms as those of negative interference but I didn’t. There are reasons for this however which we’ll get to. Everything, even these types of negative Dark attacks are lessons, Initiations, stages and phases within the ongoing Ascension Process for many of us (not all however) and they are perfect in their wisdom even though they’re negative and horrible. This is how I learn even more about a subject I’m already well versed in, so I’m grateful to be able to pass this knowledge on to any others who may benefit from it because they too have been or currently are under psychic multidimensional attack by the Dark because they are First Wave Lightworkers.
As the days passed, I was having more difficulty mentally and emotionally focusing on certain higher things I’d been working on for myself and family. I began sliding down into a mild depression, frustration, sense of victim-hood, decreased vitality, decreased strength, decreased everything! About this time my Mom and I suddenly started getting frustrated with each other and both of us wanted out, wanted to live alone and not be bothered with each other. My cat also began throwing up his food every few days which is very unusual for him. He also displayed huge decreases in his vital life-force and he looked and acted sad and sick, which was so hard to witness. At one point I even wondered if he was dying. (If you’ve read my book, remember the horrific demonic attacks and then the orange tiger kitten.) Again, I should have easily recognized all of this as common symptoms of negative psychic attacks and also of highly focused interference with all three of us, but I did not put all the pieces together. This too is another common symptom and tactic used by the Dark against us; they cause us to think that all is well, that nothing is really wrong and that it will pass eventually. Remember this powerful tactic as it may save your life and/or sanity.
The tensions, frustrations, and sense of being trapped increased, the desire to physically separate from my Mom and her from me, the cat repeatedly getting sick and obviously suppressed energetically, absolutely NOT being able to mentally and emotionally focus on higher frequency things I wanted and needed to focus on, and constantly being pulled back down into emotions such as anger, frustrations, victim-hood, and all-around lower frequency thoughts and emotions. I could not maintain any higher frequency thoughts and emotions as is normal for me, but kept finding myself quickly back down in these lower states with little ability to pull my focus in, redirect it and most importantly, maintain it at a higher level.
The next big clue with all this was a lucid “dream” I had on Nov. 6, 2010. I know when I’m having “dreams” that my subconscious have produced for me, and I also know when I have actual other-dimensional encounters with both positive and negative Beings in them. This was not a subconscious “dream” but an actual encounter with some very real, very ancient, and very Big Bad Old Dudes out there. I’ve been through these types of lucid astral encounters/attacks many times throughout my lifetime, however this one was a first in that these negative Dark Beings interacted with me very differently than they ever have prior. Huge clue this one!
Briefly…this “dream” state encounter was with a Group of giant male beings that were slightly humanoid looking. What really affected me in this encounter/attack was that these Dark negative male beings were huge. They were giant giants, about twelve to fifteen feet tall with massive, heavily muscled bodies. They were the multidimensional Bad Asses behind the mediocre physical plane human Bad Asses…and that information came from them. They let me know in this meeting that they are The Non-physical Puppet Masters, the other-dimensional Dark beings that run and control the negative humans who in turn run the negative systems and beliefs on Earth. You see, the Dark physical human bastards have much bigger non-physical Dark bastards that control them and they’re very, very, ancient Dark Beings that are giant giants. I won’t use names here because that’s not my forte but will let that aspect of this interference and multidimensional psychic attacks be explained by Lisa Renee in her latest, most powerful and meaningful to me so far monthly article quoted below.
This dream attack didn’t last too long but cut right to the chase and eventually the main being in this Group of Dark beings picked me up and tossed me around like I was a rag doll, which I was in his huge hands! He then proceeded to try and intimidate me by holding me inches in front of his huge non-human face while he threatened me, raged at me, and revealed things to me I couldn’t believe he was stupidly doing! But this is what the Dark does when it is at the end of its rope; it reveals itself to some of us which helps us put many more pieces together, but also to see that they’re no longer capable of kickin’ my (your) ass as they have been. The why of this is one of the biggest points in this whole story and process.
Normally I would easily exit the dream attack at this scary and dangerous point, but I didn’t in this case because I was lucid and knew something very big was behind this unusual in-my-face high drama Dark threats and theatrics. By having these negative beings showing me what they look like, which these types of being don’t typically do unless they’re in a corner, they revealed that the power has recently shifted big time. So, I hung tight and let this giant Dark Being shake me around and then threaten and intimidate me. He was frightening, but I knew more was going on than all his mighty and huge huffing and puffing and trying to blow my house down! Once he was done trying to paralyze me with fear, I then exited the dream and woke myself up. I sat there in my dark bedroom thinking about what I’d just experienced and had to smile because all is NOT as it first appears.
I should also mention that for a week prior to this Nov. 6th dream I’d been having nightly dreams of integrating, connecting with unknown to me human males which I also recognized as indicating something else. By night-three of these nightly dreams, I realized that another level of my/our Male/Female, Female/Male selves and energies etc. were being fully joined in holy Soul Mate matrimony. To me this was simply another level of my own Sacred Marriage with my rewired male counterparts (brain halves, selves and energies), but also of my being a First Wave Lightworker Lightning Rod for the rest of humanity and the Earth’s new higher 5D Grid Systems. We First Wave Lightworkers/Starseeds/Wayshowers still ground, hold, anchor and enable higher energies to manifest into Earth and the new Grid through our own bodies and consciousness.
On Nov. 8th Mom and I had to do some shopping and both of us were surprised to see so many giant male people in the grocery store. There where patriarchal males all over the place and terribly obvious in that symbolic and polarized way. This was just one more symbolic clue in a growing list of clues that things are changing, improving in massive ways right now, both in us and through us on multiple dimensions and Earth.
There’s more of course but this is long already so I’ll only cover the main events. I suspect we’ll get into more aspects of this in Comments. Here’s a short recap of symptoms and clues that you—as a Lightworker—are under psychic attack and intentional interference by very Dark non-physical beings:
- You have a dream or dreams of being attacked by Dark negative beings
- You can’t mentally/emotionally remain focused on higher level things that you want to focus on to Consciously Create
- You slowly become more depressed, unfocused, sad, angry, frustrated, immobilized, sick, depleted, victimized, weak with low vitality
- You want to run away and be alone. You don’t think to call in help of any kind. You just sit, unable to make your mind work like it normally does
- A family member and/or friend and/or pet or other loved one also comes under negative psychic attacks around the same time as you do
My friend who lives up north also came under negative psychic attack a couple of weeks ago while in the “dream” state but it too was an actual encounter and a direct psychic multidimensional attack upon her.
This morning I discovered Lisa Renee’s Nov. 2010 article “The Restoration” in my email box. I printed it out and read it aloud to my Mom and lifetimes of Lightwork (physical and multidimensional) fell into place for us both. I cannot say how profoundly grateful I am to Lisa Renee for this particular article at this time. It’s perfect and a total confirmation for me, my Mom, and no doubt for you as well, not to mention how relieved my cat is! Sometimes some of us must tread into the Dark yet again so our work in and of the Light holds more power and conscious meaning for us. Here’s Lisa Renee’s article.
[Steve: Lisa’s article will be posted separately.]
If you too have recently been Battling with the Dark side once again, this is why; we’re almost done because we’re almost there.
Denise Le Fay