Well, that was wonderful. It’s now 4:00 a.m. and I have just “finished” the most enjoyable peak experience, which began at whatever time it was yesterday, when I raised the blinds on my window and beheld a tree outside ablaze in the colors of autumn, which, the last time I looked, had still been green.
The rising energies have so softened my consciousness that when I saw the sudden, foreign sight, my consciousness became elevated. We often see those sights and ordinarily it’s as if the car hits a bump in the road. If the bump is small enough, the shock absorbers absorb it and the passengers in the car know nothing.
But if the bump is large enough, the shock absorbers don’t completely absorb it and the passengers feel the bump.
This “bump” in consciousness was larger than the shocks could absorb, and up I went for a brief moment into a higher level of consciousness. Being only there for a short time and not having gone far enough that I occupied the space wholly, I could not find words for what I was experiencing. Now I’m back having spent a rather enjoyable time in a much more expanded way of being. Thank you, God, for the respite.
It climaxed at around 12:30 a.m. when I awoke from sleep and was positively vibrating. I wasn’t sure at that point what was going on. I had no way of knowing whether a thorough-going process was at work or whether I was simply elevated for a time.
I went back to sleep after that and have now reached a point where I have stabilized. I neither retain the whole benefit of the experience nor have I lost the whole impact. I retain a degree of it, a rosy aftereffect, a residuum of solidity which I did not have before.
I certainly retain the knowing at some level that, if I were to be able to hold onto that Fifth-Dimensional level of knowing that I attained for a brief time, I would know that there is nothing to fear. Not nothing to fear as a Third-Dimensional being because as a 3D being there is much to fear, but nothing to fear as a Fifth-Dimensional being.
A second benefit of that brief stint in 5D consciousness is seeing how much more malleable my consciousness has become that the sight of a tree ablaze in Fall colors outside my apartment could propel me into higher consciousness. That surely is a means of measuring the progress that has been made, by the onset of the higher energies, in softening consciousness. It is a harbinger of experiences to come and I’m very grateful for it.
That having been said, I’m going to stop here and return to bed to see if I can sleep some more. I feel more deeply happy than I have in the past, a tad more confident. There is in fact a mellowness. I will only know with the passage of time whether that has been gifted to me or whether it too will gradually subside and leave me more or less back where I was.
Whether it lasts or not, I’m very grateful for the experience, the Zen moment of apperception, the preview of what is to come. No, it was not enlightenment. Just a transformational moment.